box of spill 口水箱子

Awkward

2011-10-16T02:26:00.002+08:00

Maybe age do affect how a person's thoughts and personality...

I don't know why but lately i m more quiet compare to what I use to be...

Suddenly part of me miss something that is left behind, behind within time, that feeling being a little sad yet that sadness is hide behind other emotions that make it peep out through the key hole of the heard...

Heavy indeed it felt, yet it will quietly dose off and maybe... just maybe it might come back the next day or days later when it felt like too...

Maybe I chose wrongly?

Maybe I don't belong...

Or maybe I just want to be free... free to walk the borders of the country...

to see, to hear, to feel and to taste...

Maybe my position is to be awkwardly not fit to fit?

To fit

2011-07-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

I don’t know… when you long so something to comes and you kinda turn desperate before it all happens… when you got it, you felt that you don’t belong… of maybe I just need time to fit in…

Just not use to be alone… When there are groups of people around you…

Just felt like I m a chuck-a-side doll, sitting quietly till it comes to an end…

life's a bitch! crush her!

2011-06-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

I’m normally a person that adjust easily to situation, new environments and people… but this time I have some doubts… doubts that this new big company that I kept dreaming on of getting in will just crush me…

Because of all this I have been longing for this pass weekend back at Kelantan, home~ it is no doubt a good rest but yet starting the new week kinda gave me a wee bit of depression.

Browsing through facebook after touching down from KB… there is this boy on China got talent, he lost both his parents when he is just 8 and he is living on strong… it kinda lift the depression and I will hold on to it and will stare the bitch in the eye~!

Erased

2011-03-13T22:17:00.003+08:00

If I am erase from everything, everyone's memory, government's records, employer's records, schools' records, the internet etc...

Will anyone felt that there is someone missing in their live?

Will anyone felt that there is a speck of memoir missing... Although they don't no what, but still they miss this speck of erased memories...

Or I will just drown in the cold dark sea of forgotten memories...

Help?

2011-02-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

Someone throw me a rope please…

And who say rats are lucky in the rabbit year?

Or this is just a test?

But it is a fucked up 1…

Sick!!!

2011-01-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

Have been sick for the pass few days, felt like crap!!! fever have gone but I have been coughing my lungs out!!! arrgh!!

黯

2010-12-23T10:27:00.001+08:00

就是黯寂的思绪，

可能太无聊了吧，

可能就是佳节的到来，

可能已经习惯有人倍,

可能离开了却把影子留下。。。

Maybe

2010-12-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

Having my lunch infront of the computer again, eating sandwiches I prepared this morning. Refusing to follow the rest of them for lunch because I really really can’t feel the click… maybe I m the problem… maybe…

I ran across this blog while munching on my tuna sandwich - Another Paper, which a post is talking about anniversary and this reminds me of someone; counting the days that we are together as if the relationship won’t last.

Maybe is me, I didn’t provide enough of security for her to build that confident level.

Maybe she is someone that cherish every moment we have till that she need to celebrate it monthly.

Maybe and all ends in maybe…

天杀的

2010-11-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

六人公司都发生的情形。。。

乱思

2010-11-22T08:38:00.002+08:00

听着她留下的歌，
思绪拼命的涌出，
淹没了一切一切。。。

Bite me tongue...

2010-11-08T17:28:00.000+08:00

There are some phases people will always hang by their mouth…

The one I hate the most is always hang by my boss’s mouth is “is very simple…” to bad he is not the one executing it… if not he will know how simple things is done when plan and how hard things can be execute, do with your hands not your mouth...

What will he know? He pay me to clean up the shit, so bite me tongue…!

Freeze

2010-10-28T15:50:00.001+08:00

The time seems like it is freeze at 3o’clock, it doesn’t tick anymore it crawl slower than a tortoise… the things on my plate has partially been clear, there are some other jobs that needed my attention but hack I m just not into it…

Dunno why the fire in me is lesser and lesser… is it me? Is this my forte? Or I m freaking stirring my own freaking mine… yea simple is just not me…

The key to my heart

2010-10-06T16:05:00.001+08:00

I don't open my heart to everyone; limited access and it need to be earned.

Too much I kept for myself; too much can’t be accept by people around me.

We are all trouble

2010-08-04T10:57:00.000+08:00

We are all trouble… yea the best way is to bla it out to the nearest person in your heart, we can’t just recover in seconds, but yea let’s take it as an adventure ok? At least u know that I m in this bumpy ride with you… maybe in different rides, but my cart is just next to yours until the next turning…

After that turning we won’t know what will happen… you cart might drift away, or you might stay… till then I will be holding your hands, you won’t be alone in your cold cart, my hands will keep you warm until the next turning comes…

她的脚

2010-07-31T02:14:00.000+08:00

我妹敲了我的门说：“你回来了，妈都还没看到你的脸”

有少少不好意思，俏皮的到老妈前给她看几眼，“你又阔了！”（我妈就是喜欢我中学时期的瘦猴样）“你吃什么啦！吃到酱胖！”白了她一眼就争论着是壮不是胖等。。。

老妈唠叨了几句就叫到“帮我按脚~”

想想我也好久没帮老妈按摩了，中学的时候她肩膀酸疼会要我帮忙按、颈睡歪了也会要我按，会按摩也是那时候练出来的~

一屁股坐在老妈面前把她的脚板举起就开始按。。。

老妈的左脚因为拉到筋起了小瘤、她娇小的脚开始干了，筋也浮现了。。。

把我们带大、建立、维持我们的脚、为了我们三个而累了的脚。。。

现在我还给不了什么，就只可以为你按脚，为那为了我们三个伤痕累累的脚按摩。。。

I'm your cuddly bear

2010-06-30T12:26:00.000+08:00

Sorry for being clumsy and insensitive…

Sorry that I forget to walk you to your car…

Sorry that I forget to kiss you goodbye…

I say those things not to chase you away, but just simply a thought back of my mind…

We dunno what will happen in the future and I never say the lizard is not you…

I always like personality, special personality, people that are not BORING especially in a relationship… look at my friends, talk to the others and you will know… cause I don’t get into a relationship that easily if not I won’t be single for that long.

Talk to me rather than guessing…

Discuss with me rather assume what I think…

Talk to people who know me rather than, people that guess me and blur your perspective…

I miss you opening the door for me every morning (I knock even though I have my own key).

You are special of cause, if not I won’t bother spending the time… of cause you are my “iguana” and I will always be your cuddly bear until times comes…

乱吠一通

2010-06-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

人家的任何评论

每个人都有自己的自由在脸书／部落格上写上任何评论。
每个人也有自由在别人的脸书／部落格上发表任何意见。
写下的评论及意见反应了笔者的智慧与人格，
或聪明或愚蠢见仁见智但狗嘴真的真的吐不出象牙的人还比蠢蛋还糟糕～
哎可怜。。。

Book - Crap

2010-05-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

A relationship is like 2 people reading a book.

The phase must be the same; maybe a beat slight difference is tolerable, but one must not be a page or two far away from the other.

If it run off a page or 2 in the beginning it might still be sweet, “I will wait for you” one might say to the other.

When the story comes to the climax and there are still differences, one might be restless of waiting and the other might be tired of running after…

Most of the time the 2 people will lost attention for the book and never finish reading it…

In the office

2010-05-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

This is how me and my Group Account Director – Kevin work with together.
Normally when I receive a brief or comment from Kevin I will question and challenge to see if there are other way to execute the job and also to get a better understanding of the discussion. Normally this process of “discussion” will be making Kevin jumping up and down hitting me on my shoulder, squealing “can’t you just listen and not answer back?!” but hey this is a way to learn… it work quite well between us and most of the time we end up laughing non-stop.
This is one of the childish arguments between me and Kevin that end up jokes on me!!
Once he put one of his crumpled name card into my name card holder, I took it out and he put it in saying “can’t you keep on of my name card” of cause I said NO and throw the name card out…
Today I m require to send some DVDs over to the Client’s office, after the DVDs arrive in my office I took out a few name cards put it in to my wallet and drive over to the Client’s. When I reach the Client’s office park my car and took one name card out from my wallet and put it in the pocket in front of my chest, so that I can just grape it and give it to the Client…
When I present my name card to the Client he said “Oh so your name is Kevin” I m confused and replies him “no my name is RZ…” and after that I realize that I gave him Kevin’s name card!!! Kevin has sneaked his name card into my name card holder!!! Damn!!! In front of the client took my wallet out and pass him MY name card, apologize and run back to the office… of cause I call Kevin up (he is in Melacca today) and “compliment him” and all he answer lalalalalala~ :p!!! oh my…

妳。我。他

2010-05-07T14:44:00.001+08:00

妳和他的感情会一天比一天来得重，就算不爱了。。
我和妳的感情只会互相伤害，就算我们爱得很深。。
要嘛妳和他，要嘛妳回来，
要我还是他到头来是妳的抉择，
但我要妳知道我没忘了我们的爱。。。

醒醒～！

2010-04-08T17:02:00.001+08:00

现今的男女比例（如果没有错的话）是6：4（女：男）换句话说女人的比例比男人多！
奇怪的是为什么我还是单身？！
很多朋友常给的答案：“就因为你挑！要你的你不挑，你选的她不要~”什么你选人人选你的道理。。。

想想看还是不对，女人啊~不应该挑的人是妳们啊！以下是女人不应该挑的4大理由：
1. 男人的比例比女人少
2. 已婚男士已经是一群被放在不可选择区，除非妳们不介意当外面的女人
3. 男人已经不多，你们除了要与其他女人抢之外还要与男同志争
4. 现实一点，会为自己的未来打算的女人都会想嫁入豪门吧？要不然嫁个OK有钱的也不错的也不错对不？醒了啦~ ！除非妳手段比别人强或者妳命比别人好，要不然找到一处好人家就好了。。。这是为什么：

有钱但年轻的不多，除非妳不介意老男人
有钱而是直男的也不多，除非妳不介意多一个姐妹
有钱有样的也不多，除非你不介意样貌或则说服他整容

喂！女人！醒了～！！！

一个关于他暗恋着她的故事

2010-03-12T00:58:00.001+08:00

他就是如此的害羞，
被嘲笑戏弄的时候脸比番茄还要红；
他喜欢的她就如此的大胆，
常常都是说话做事的那个女孩。
如此的对比却如此的登对，
她也暗暗的喜欢着他。

怎么大胆也好，
毕竟她还是个大姑娘，
她，
一直都等着他的告白；
秒成时，
时成日，
日成月，
月成年，
他还是害羞得开不了口，
但他的付出、
他的爱，
决不输给任何热恋中的恋人。

有一日女孩有了仰慕者－一个年轻有为的工厂经理，
毕竟女孩子家需要的是安全感与归属，
虽然心里爱的不是他，
女孩还是跟着他走了，
害羞的他唯有独自伤悲，
默默的祝福。。。

过了一年，
害羞的他得知她的死讯，
她跟了他后也在工厂里工作。
在点货的时候因为工人的疏忽她被货物砸死了。。。

害羞的他去了她的丧礼，
他只能无助的隔着棺材看着她；
他崩溃了，
嚎啕的哭诉着老天的不是，
埋怨着自己的害羞，
假设了千万个如果。。。

但她还是冷冰冰的对着他，
她那慈祥的恋似乎对着他说：“你要好好过活，为了我而活。。。好吗？”

Complexity

2010-03-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

I have a friend that asks me:
“Missing someone, loving someone should be a happy thing, but now why is it difficult for me?”

I answer him saying:
“It is difficult because she is not here with you but she has taken over your heart.”

Why should a simple thing be so complicated when it involve emotions and relations? Couldn’t it be as simple as “yes” or “no”? or maybe complexity is the beauty of it?

Lunch Talk Crap

2010-02-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

This is a joke that we spoke of a person that the hold group of people just hate, from a non-personal feeling leads to hatred this is how Mr Client roll; this is how influential he can be, even those that don’t deal with him hate his guts I don’t know why…

The below is a crap joke that we crack during lunch; I find it pathetically (for the main character of the joke) funny!

When God is making mankind, Satan requested to try making one himself. God agreed and Satan has his try and he have created Mr. Client, after a while the Satan yell out “Oh damn me! What I have done?!”

Huat~!!!!

2010-02-05T16:17:00.002+08:00

Damn cute~!!!!!!

Thanks Kemy for this~!!!

HUAT ar~!!!!!

喵喵发财！

2010-01-27T21:46:00.005+08:00

在这里跟大家拜个早年～！！！
恭喜发财！希望虎年事事顺顺利利！！

小青泽来帮你招财进宝！

加油！！！

2010-01-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

加油！！！加油！！！加油！！！

chef at home

2010-01-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

I have been a “chef at home” for this whole week, cooking dinners for my family during my weeklong holiday (which I enjoyed a lot!), my specialty is cooking pasta and this is one of the dish that is off my sleeve – lasagna with bake photato skin.

mind the plate setting :p

Lasagna

Meat sauce is normal Bolognese sauce, which is a “mixture” of the below:

Beef of Chicken

Tomato Paste

Rose Marry (is a must)

Basil (must)

Onion and garlic

Red Wine Vinegar (optional)

HP sauce

Salt and pepper

And stock (Chicken or beef)

Cheese Sauce:

Butter

Flour

Mozzarella Cheese

Milk

Salt and Pepper

Bake Potato Skin

Clean the potato skin before use, boil if for 5 minutes before use, cut it into half scope part of the potato “meat” out leaving the skin and some part of the “meat” fill it with bacon (in my case I use sausage) season it with salt and pepper and cover it up with enamel cheese, bake it for 10-15minutes (ready when cheese melt and slightly golden…

More pasta dish to come~

请多多指教～

贱男废想

2009-12-22T23:52:00.002+08:00

与朋友闲聊吹水时想到的普罗男人的想法，
男人最重视的两样东西：玩与钱
后者是永远都不会够的了，后者时看时候，时候到了重视的东西也会转移。

男人对女人的要求也很简单，
小学与中学时仰慕喜欢的女人会常是比自己年长的，比如：老师、长辈等。

中学到20出头的通常都会喜欢与自己相同level与年纪的。

三十以上的男人上方的两样东西还没够的话通常找的对象都是越来越年轻的，
这是为什么老牛爱吃嫩草。

三十以上的男人要定下来的才敢找相同level与年纪的，
这是有些人说的 Pre-paid vs. Post paid, with and without commitment...

变

2009-12-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

来个大转变～

2010 年前的改革！

鱼与水

2009-11-30T23:45:00.004+08:00

在facebook是那么容易的了解朋友们的想法，

一下是我与一位好友的讨论：

他在facebook放了以下张金鱼的画，

在画下他写了：

鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里，水对鱼说我能感受你的眼泪，因为你在我心里。

我手痒的写了：

鱼把水的包容当成理所当然，
放肆的往水的心里屎尿伺候，
然而水默默的承受鱼的任性，
慢慢的水浊了，失去了自己，
鱼因任性没了原来的水原来的知己。

他：thumb up! your explaination is beyond great

我：not explain but interpretation is different that's all，字是笔者的心、型、思，

从你的浪漫启发了唯美的丑。。。就是如此而已。。。

他：这不是我的浪漫，我是不喜欢某人的行为而写的。

我：那应该是谁的浪漫？那我的讲法讲到你心里了？

他：当你认为是这样时，那就会是这样。鱼其实可以游走的，水也可以干的。

我：没错但他们两都选择了留下，至少水对鱼心是不一的～

他：这就难了。。。

我们的讨论就到这儿，他没再回。。。

我心却想着对他人的心不一难的地方。。。

是给的太少？还是要得太多？

鱼可以游走的，水也可以蒸发但为什么他们两都选择了留下？

碎片

2009-11-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

冷冷的十一月的风吹寒了心，

忆境里昏黄的十一月慢慢的被时间冻结了起来；

抬起头看到你那腼腆的温柔，

想起你那酸掉难吃的寿司瞬间的一切暖了起来。

我们建立的全部温暖与甜蜜，

在你背对着我冷冷的离开时狠狠的摧毁、忘了。

每一年天灰灰冰冷的十一月，

心里都会暗涌起冷冷的回忆；以为彻底的忘了，

忘或记心里都默默的祝你生日快乐。。。

bitching

2009-10-28T22:58:00.001+08:00

There is never a brief for every job,
There is never a clear cut easy to understand brief,
There is never a good tone when things are need to clarify,
You request for all to be done and all to be urgent,
All you do is minded fuck me from day to day…
Still you ask if I still have the heart to continue,
I don’t ask for appreciation because it is what I should do,
But I don’t need to be pin point to all the shits!

Before you blame me, will you reflect on yourself?
Before you point it to me have you realize that there are 4 fingers pointing back?
Nevertheless dear leader as a coward you are, as a coward you act hiding behind our dead body as you take all the credit…

Thanks to you I lost motivation,
Thanks to you I start doubting myself,
Thanks to you I lost respect I use to have for you,
Thanks to you that I challenge myself everyday…

Now please go fuck yourself!
I need to set my head straight,
Need to put myself together...

What to do? Like I always say life's a bitch!

Calendar Girl

2009-10-22T21:43:00.004+08:00

A song I dedicate to my love ones...
a mellow song from Stars - The Calendar Girl

If I am lost for a day; try to find me
If you are lost for a day I will find you,
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
But if you don't come back, then I will wait behind you,
All of the things that I thought were so easy
All of the dreams that we thought it is easy
Just got harder and harder each day
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
But we will get through and come to the light and try make this bedroom everything right.
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
While stand on the landing with you I wish to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Will not move an inch out of the dark
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
My dear who's lost in the world Stay alive
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
My dear who's lost in the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
You dreamed you were dying; as you always do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
but will stand by you and assure you is untrue

I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die
But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive

My reply to the song in red... the end part is what I want to achieve hope that we will stay alive to see the world together..

淹

2009-10-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

睡意被一股莫名的忧郁吃掉了，

孤单的感觉，

战败的感觉，

无助的感觉，

一股股的涌着来，

还记得小时候顽皮而被水淹的感觉，

眼看着岸手却伸不到、摸不到，

胃都被泳池的水涨慢了，

辛苦的挣扎在就要放弃的时候老爸把我拉出水面；

现在没了老爸的手，

望不到救生圈。。。

现在的挣扎还要多久？

还是因该往下沉了？

看似坚强的我；内心可是很害怕的。。。

过往

2009-10-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

两个向往简单的人，

已因为向往的简单复杂了，

搞杂了一切原有的梦想，

情以毁。

她嘴上说的一切都是为了遮掩他造成的伤害，

他所做的一切以失去了方向因为原有的以破。

尝试的补偿却让伤口恶化，

她的疼，

他的慌，

都迷失了。。。

而我这局外者只有默默的看，

欲助无望的旁观。。。

逃脱与离开真的可以疗伤吗？

幕后的感情

2009-09-29T21:18:00.004+08:00

长发三千落幕了但牵连着我们的长发才开始建立了长发一家的感情，从一班陌生人变成了一家人。一起度过的酸、甜、苦、辣，一起哭一起笑的一家人。这剧得到一些意想不到的好评，来看的朋友都说没想到会那么好（还以为是学生作）都很期待有没有下一次？

因为我的角色大家都叫我“爸爸”每一次听到这代名词时心里都是甜甜的，最甜的那一次是一个我们叫 “Chicken Monkey” 的小男孩，高度就只到我的大腿，最后一天走前他把我叫住，用手指钩钩的把我引着弯下腰，他忽然往我脸吻了一下说“最爱就是爸爸了”甜到～！！！！

戏谈天下 on the chart~!

2009-09-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

What to do? what to do???!!! what to do~!!!!!!!!! our blog 戏谈天下 created by me myself, Vincent and Albert is IN THE TOP 10 (NOMINATED) wooow~!!! what to do I dunno what should I do~ thanks alot for all your supports!!!

结局

2009-09-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

年头在二手书店买了一本述说着人类的颓废、贪婪、自私、邪念等等的负能量～
书是黑色的线条与字却是白色的让读者有着哀伤的感觉，
还蛮喜欢那本书的感觉，
但那本书的结局我到现在还不知道。。。
有时结局是未知数也未必是件坏事，
可以让读者有着想像的空间。。。

A Long Hair Musical~

2009-09-07T00:35:00.005+08:00

The Stars and Crew of A Long Hair Musical~

A long Hair Charity Musical Performance this 25, 26 and 27 Sep, more info please visit: http://www.klpac.com/Welcome.asp?c=whatsontheatreview&theatreID=323&theatrecatID=7 Part of the ticket money will be donated to Cancer Society of Malaysia...... give some to the people that needs it by enjoying the good musical~!

For a small favor Please Pass piece of info around,
to help give a hand to those that are in the dark and give them the big blue sky~

哭

2009-09-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

是不是真的没料到？

这么多封求职信，却一点点回复也没有。。。T.T

雀跃。矛盾

2009-08-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

现在的心情就像小孩第一次出游一样的雀跃！！
家人来了、妹妹生日、明天就放假入营！！！
离开城市的几天会是如何的？
但与E-major的经验因该是喜怒悲交叉~
这几天也会有几次的演出排练。。。累
瓦靠！心情超矛盾的~

A wooden heart

2009-08-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

During the training I heard a song, which can touch a lot of hearts,
This is what she sings:
Last night I when to watch a movie,
A movie about a wooden boy,
The good thing is he felt no pain,
The bad thing is he felt no joy,
He has only one wish,
To be real,
So open up your heart and be real….

How much people that open up and be real?
How thick is the mask that you are wearing now?

心里的种子

2009-08-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

上周末五六日去上课，是个发掘、启发自己的课，这已经不是第一次上了，但情绪上还是像坐上了过山车一样，喜怒哀乐都在三天里捞匀了。。。

这三天里听到了妈妈的烦恼、女人的大树病倒是需要的坚强、男人的的出轨、人从虚假的面具后面走出等等

很多人会有着一种概念，上了这课后人会改变，人要忽然180度那比得到仙丹还要难吧～那至少这一类型的课至少给的是启发给的是个心里种下种子。。。

上课时留下了不少泪，决不会让这些泪白流，希望这些泪会让心里的种子发芽。。。

我当人爸了！

2009-08-12T00:56:00.003+08:00

一个熟悉又陌生的女人忽然出现在再我面前，把一个包袱塞到我手里哭喊着“你的儿子！” 后就飞箭似的跑掉了，一头雾水的愣了一下，这时包袱再我双手上动了下，好奇心的呼唤下把包袱开起来。。。带来这一生从未有的惊吓 — 包袱里竟然是个男婴！！才想起那女人喊的话“你的儿子！”

正要上班前来单奇事！孩子要怎样安置好？不管了带着他上班吧～再来打算。。。到了公司熬过了同事的好奇与关心但也不知道要把孩子放在那里好！上厕所也抱着，开会也抱着，结果午饭前就被老板赶回家，要我把孩子安置还再上班。。。回家路上静静的他忽然大哭特哭的心想因该是饿了吧？那他该吃奶吧？什么奶呢？包着一个哭得鬼喉的婴儿到附近超市买奶粉，他妈的超贵！钱包、银行都空无一仙，拿起电话到处借钱买奶粉。。。

到了晚上一样的问题－怎样安置他？该睡哪里？跟我睡？我又怕压到他窒息。。。怎样好！！！！

这时就醒来了。。。一头冷汗的。。。
我喜欢小孩但在这时候有小孩还真的太恐怖了！！！
可能因为最近一直在和朋友谈着另一位朋友的儿子满月的事。。。

25 Club

2009-08-07T00:44:00.003+08:00

又是一个漫长的一天，这星期除了加班加班就是加班！
到了十一点多的时候我们（我与老大）说话的调调就有点像在吵架似的，
他就问：“为什么我们说话都酱火爆的？！”
我说：“没有啊。。。火爆是这样的。。。做咪也（广东话）！！！！”
出乎其来的喊叫声换来一个肥龙的跳跃（老大他吓到跳起来～）
这也让我们两清醒些。。。

忠～！生日快乐！！！欢迎来到二五仔Club～
对不起陪不到你吃“寿筵”也谢谢你买了我最爱的宵夜～
臭豆腐！！！

CASH AND BURN!!!!

2009-07-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

What an ass, you think that you own the road! Just turn in without signal or looking! Fuck that I hope that your car crash and burn and you are in it!!!! And you fucking didn’t stop when I have a emergency break and got bang by a motor at my back~!!!! Jackass as you is you just drive off! Have you break oil leak and you can’t stop!!!! And crash!!!!! Fix the car till you die!!!

I just fix my bumper! and paint it~!!! And you fucking make someone bang my ass!

成长

2009-07-20T01:21:00.004+08:00

迎面涌来的一天，成长的一天，
欢喜？失望？似乎少了一样，
未来的今天会是怎样的呢？
会不会还是似乎少了一些东西？
许着愿的时候脑袋空白要的已经忘了。。。
成就？恋爱？明年今日。。。
在祝我生日快乐吧。。。

又老了！！！！

老了的我有三个愿望
1。找到要的工作 - 人工好福利好广告系的
2。伴
3。时间陪伴我所爱的亲朋"狗"友~喜

长发三千年

2009-07-15T00:59:00.003+08:00

长发三千年音乐剧就来开场了！九月十一，十二，十三日在KLPac （Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre – Pentas Seni KL)开演！

这音乐剧讲述着奇妙的爱情故事
爱可以无所不在，爱可以行如空气，爱可以扭曲时空。。。
但人可以因为自私肤浅而轻易的把爱摧毁，把梦中的她狠狠的伤害。。。

我们的演员岁数从六岁到二十多岁（有好多可爱的小朋友哦～都好会演！！）

Price from:
RM68
RM98
RM128

Date：
11/09/2009
12/09/2009
13/09/2009

Venue:
KLPac

Time:
8:00PM

By:

E-Major Symphony Sdn Bhd - www.e-major.com.my

我是演主角。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。的老爸！
虽然不是主角但也有台词，也要唱歌，也要跳舞（第一次跳舞～）！！！

请大家多多支持！！！

动脉

2009-07-06T00:55:00.003+08:00

送我家人上机后，心情忽然空了一块，

回家的路上手指一直探索着颈上的动脉，

就为了确认自己是否还活着。。。

一，二，三。。。烦乱的思绪一直打断拍子，简单的数学复杂化了。

过后的事就象车马灯一样的闪，

驾驶都是潜意识在控制，

意识就象不耐烦的小孩一直叫嚷着“到了没！到了没！到了没！”

就在着七月，这不耐烦的小孩哭泣着“不要来。。。还不要。。。我还没准备好。”

残酷的七月还是涌着这以不是小孩的男人一年一年的来。。。

动脉跳动的声音确认了我还活着。。。

活着就要面对涌来的每一年。。。

负到底

2009-06-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

最近常翘blog，久久才update一下，但最近实在是太多太多负面的心情，不想箱子里都是负能量的。今天心情负一百，四个小时的信心折磨、心灵创伤、精神虐待等～（我顾客超长气、鸡蛋挑骨头。。）

回到公司时，

公司又地震，我是生存者，

感觉生存者还比牺牲的还要挣扎，挣扎的是上司的无理、无情。。。

以上有些老人家会说：“年轻的～社会就是这样的啦，工作是这样的啦”

老人家们，我知道，我气的是我还要为恶魔工作，要帮恶人抗一箩箩的责任，而他们在繁忙的时候悠闲的放假。。。。

Happy Birthday Mama~

2009-06-17T16:01:00.002+08:00

Mama's birthday~!!! mama coming one year more beautiful~ mama I love you, hope that didn't give you any heart ache this year round, i know that what is promise last year is still not there... will work harder... Happy Birthday mama~

撑撑撑

2009-06-17T15:01:00.002+08:00

今天我同事在facebook tag我，他写了一段蛮负面的文章述说着他的认真、决心、热血等，他的每段经历直到我们这分工。。。缺乏领导能力的上司、上司的无理、公司经济的动摇，种种因素腐蚀着他开始的认真、决心、热血。。。

我也是带着希望、向着光明的走向这公司，开始的一切一切都是燃烧着热血的，在任的上司把下属像兄弟的看待，直到岳飞(上司)被害（炒），战士们的士气跌到谷底。。。

好彩在谷底还有伯乐的带领，大家都带着“他妈XX的死公司”的心情上班，哪有心情去打战、搏杀？每天给着一定要去上班的理由才肯醒。。。

还要撑多久？！

拥抱

2009-06-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

有人说：
拥抱是一个奇特的动作，
明明两人是触碰着的，
但却看不着对方，
那么近的距离有着遥远的差距。。。

Change

2009-06-08T23:09:00.004+08:00

Have been staying at my uncle’s for 2 weeks! And today I m finally home (it is hot without aircon). The 1st thing I did is a haircut, 2nd change my bed sheets, 3rd…? Lazy to move any further blog 1st…

Before: I felt this is a little vamparic~

Back to my haircut~ I wanted a drastic change or look, a look that I have long set a side (since secondary school), short! Very short!

After: well this will be the vampire slaver

Now I have some confidence to go shorter~!!! Haha since my dad just shave his head last few days… I m just going with the trend haha

Store up craziness

2009-06-06T16:41:00.007+08:00

I keep on wondering what I have miss out of Friday, there something not right for the weekend, some people are not here, some times and slots are not filled.

I thoughts keep on linger on last week when an adhoc gathering surface, 3 friends came from KB for a holiday trip, 1 came back from Beijing to renew her visa… this is something upland and damn really miss it. Late nights, dinner, shopping etc these things have been long gone since all of us start working… but hope dearly that it is just kept quietly in our hearts’ storeroom.

My JD Chocolate!!! Thanks yiling~

@ Pyramid, ice monster~

the traffic light

the BIGday big ice tea

it is MINE!!! buzz off!!!

the birthday girl: "stop fighting I buy you guys one more"

Next gathering, Hari Raya~ back to KB to party!!! Well for those that think “huh? You can party at Kelantan? Do what sitting separately guys and girls and play chockak?” I suggest that you get a chance and go to Kelantan~

累的定义

2009-05-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

累死了～
太多太多东西做了
但。。。
还算高兴的，
希望这样的高兴在累的定义上持续下去。。。

累可以的话少有。。。

旅者（Nomad）

2009-05-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

其中一个梦想就是拿着吉他（还不会弹），DSLR相机浪迹天涯，
边唱歌赚钱，边拍相，旅程的尾段就形成我们的记忆与歌曲。。。

NOMAD..
曲：Chekyo
词：Chekyo
唱：Chekyo

现在就是如此的希望，730天的倒数。。。

WE

2009-05-11T12:03:00.000+08:00

When there is You and I against Him, Her and Them, in a small size company the trust, team work and employer – employee relationship have shattered. For it starts as a WE… for where hope withstand here? Is there any left?

Keep it calm

2009-05-07T08:58:00.000+08:00

Yiling~

It will be a shock I know, to go some where you don’t know, no one knows you, nothing you are familiar with. Is like walking in to a maze, LOST.
But one good thing come out of it, is a whole new adventure, a whole lot of new things, a whole lot of new people to meet and know, I wont guarantee that you will 100% love it, but think of it, it is only 2 months~ keep it up and add oil~

Tzer

<身边>

2009-05-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

记忆中的童年
耳中回响的碎碎念
离家后那几年
心中不断的想念

望着手中的照片杯里的香片
脑中的影片不断浮现

难忘您们慈祥的脸
好想回到您的身边

回到记忆中的童年

难忘您们微笑的脸
好想亲口说声谢谢

再回到从前....

这是在training时与我的组员写的歌～
很喜欢的一首歌，现在要找回录音，忘了怎么唱。。。 :p

天杀的热！

2009-05-05T00:00:00.004+08:00

热死人了！！！！！！！！！！
今天放一天假在家里"Sauna"
累热累热是累还是热～

这时候最挂念的是距离8小时的老家，
我房间里的冷气～

老家

2009-05-01T20:47:00.001+08:00

回家了！！！
到家了！！！
一个安全舒服的地方！
世界在乱这里还是平静的～

Impossible

2009-04-30T01:53:00.001+08:00

Lately there are lots and lots of things going on, too much to say, too much and all the too much will be for another day.
Today I have a talk with some of by bro, a talk that keep m in deep thoughts, a talk that clear things up, but because it is too clear I temp to run away from it…
But after a trivia is brought up by my bro and his naïve and optimistic girlfriend bring this up to him, this really brightens my brain.

She intro me to the word IMPOSSIBLE…
And I will use it as my motto in life, in a positively matter…

IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE…

On Titanic

2009-04-19T20:52:00.002+08:00

Sitting on titanic,
Gorgeous for out,
Yet it is big and sinking.
The captain has abandon all that have work hard to maintain it,
The best part it, he hire them to improve the ship and yet their skills are not use,
They are discard like unwanted dogs, contrary to what they are treated when they are hire.
And now the big mighty titanic is sinking, no one to mend, no one to help…
No so mighty after all…

Will I get on the live boat? Or will I sink with it?

笑

2009-04-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

工作后对着人都是假笑，很久没用肉笑了～
但近期的笑是开心的笑，都因为你，谢谢。。

地震后的余悸

2009-04-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

这星期没人有心情，
办公室布满乌云，
唉声连天，
地震后的余悸，灰的、蓝的、悲的。

还好今天有小小的转折。。。
微微的开心、微微的笑、微微的有了颜色。。。

Thoughts of a pawn..

2009-03-30T23:19:00.001+08:00

In a game of Chess when a pawn reaches the opponent side of the board, a pawn has the right to be promoted (most people choose queen).
Lately I forget my strategy, I forget how should go across, I forget how to move as for my bishop is no longer there. Am I at the right side of the board defending the right King & Queen? If I lose my castle, I m going down with it…
Any Chess Master out there?

头壳坏

2009-03-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

最近不知道为什么头壳好像坏掉了，
整天偏头痛。。。。
整天专心不到。。。
整天做错东西。。。

太多东西烦，太多东西想，
头好像压力锅一样，慢慢的膨胀～
就要爆了！！！！

老大（我经理）关心的问到你干吗？
我干吗？我干吗？我干吗？我干吗？
我也不知道。。。。
给自己太多太多的压力了。。。
唉，会想太多的脑子也有坏处的。。。丢！

代价

2009-03-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

老爸老妈～

老爸老妈的“报应”，哈哈

当年的简单，
简单的快乐，
黑白的简单，
颜色的复杂，
奇怪的是现代人都爱复杂，
这是现代人对于花花世界的代价吧？

BAD DAY

2009-03-18T15:30:00.001+08:00

I don’t know what happen today, but it is just unlucky to start with.
This morning after I get ready to go to see my client, all smart and tidy, after I cloze the gate I let Tashima (my uncle's Larbador) off the leach from outside the gate, he struggle a little playfully, after I let him go, got in the car and the damn key controller go crazy!!! The gate open up and the dog run out!!! I m running after him IN THE RAIN!!! After 15 minutes caught him, all wet with dog smell! Damn!

See the client, all is bla blab la bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla~

After a VERY LONG MEETING, when to lunch and knock my head on an alter, have an headache and offended “GOD”…. BLAH~!!!

Medium rare...

2009-03-17T00:38:00.005+08:00

A good movie is like a plate of fine steak, medium rare cook, nicely spice and sauce.
the 1st bite mostly start off dry, but the spice and sauce tempt you to try on another bite, and each bit it give you more and more juicy and tender meat, more and more it tempt you till the end of each piece...

like a movie life portrait it the same, but too much of temptation, some look away from the steak that start off dry, forgetting the spice, forgetting what it will bring... And sometimes they over cook it.

What a waste...

多一个

2009-03-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

朋友说：人的一生可以喜欢很多人，但爱的却只是一个。。。

身边的伴侣是否是爱的？

结婚是爱情还是责任？

是否有一天一句我不够爱你，就把一切摧毁？

我喜欢过很多人，但爱的可以多过一个吗？

离别的时刻。。。

2009-03-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

这是在学院时讲的笑话～
短片里讲话的美女，以前新郎哥常叫她爱人爱人的。。。
所以后面我们就讲：新郎结婚了，但新娘不是我。。。
这就是我们的相处方式。。。
这就是我想念的D1

相片陆续有来～

来啊～！！！

2009-03-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

为什么人都会对它疯狂？
月尾拿粮，月头还债，
车主以成为车奴，
养车喂车，踩一踩油眼泪就一滴滴的掉。
它再多也不够，为什么？
钱啊～！为什么你都不够用？
你都不来我这！！！！

那时侯

2009-02-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

那时的怨只有爸爸不陪我玩，妈妈不给我念故事。

那时侯只想当超人，那时侯就如超人天不怕地不怕的。

那时的撒娇值千金，那时侯的任性。

如今只有提那时侯，以后要给他们我的那时侯。

以后的那时侯会一样吗？

和我一样顽皮吗？

关系=窒息?

2009-02-22T22:40:00.003+08:00

星期六正式的收到了红色"C4"下个月的七号，和我平年的朋友就来成家了～
这年龄的他有了事业，有了女人，也即将有了家。
这年龄的我事业刚起步，女朋友没有，成家甭想了～
在着年龄成家是好是坏？
感情成熟了吗？
有能力吗？
会后悔吗？

听到一个可悲的笑话，
男人：看到我无名指上的戒指吗？这叫SufferRing, 家里那个就叫Lord of the Ring....

种种的应素让我觉得，关系这东西实在太抽象了，
不爱为什么会在一起？因为方便？因为子女？太多的因为让人窒息。

五颜六色, 花花绿绿

2009-02-18T00:26:00.008+08:00

上整个星期病到五颜六色，花花绿绿的，星期一因为假日在家休息的时候已经感觉的昏昏沉沉的，星期二也是，星期三发烧全身疼 —— 拿病假、看医生、吃药，星期四回去上班，午饭后脸红发热，过后肿胀，手、脖子开始起红点，起初担心会是Denggi。。。结果是发麻疹。。。。3天吃粥，2天后才退烧。。。好辛苦的一个星期～

正面太可怕了～怕会吓到人所以不放。。

好回的“Leng样”

唉～ Leng有舍用？还是要病着过情人节，想想这样也好，要不然也没节目。。。

懒人过年

2009-02-09T17:55:00.005+08:00

新年过了明天就过了，有少少失落，再过一两个月我的 Appraiser 就快来了～有些担心。。。
至少新年过得好。
24／1：驾着7个钟的车回老家，累死～！
除夕：外婆家吃团员饭。
初一：给老人家敬茶。
初二：一整天在家，到了晚上就是喝、赌～

初三：聚会！每年的初三都会有聚会！又是喝与赌。
初四：还是喝与赌、玩下 King、玩下杀手。
初五：喝茶、玩桌球。
初六：呆在家做乖乖仔，二叔回来～
初七：早上就驾着车回KL，找三叔拜年，载三小姐回宿舍，累累累～
初八：休息
初九－初十一：工作！又累又懒～
初十二：这次与老板们赌～ PR PR 一点。
初十三－初十四：看戏！病了
初十五：睡一整天～病了

新年过了，要更积极了！！！！

糊

2009-02-09T00:00:00.004+08:00

模糊的背影，清楚？
该怎么评？
清楚的看还是模糊的摸？

星与心

2009-02-08T22:34:00.005+08:00

是月的明，还是夜的黑?
月分外名，但星却是暗，
抬头望星，念着家的星，
星星没了，念家心还在。

Happy MOOO~ Year

2009-01-23T15:47:00.001+08:00

More update to come, sorry for slacking hahaha, HAPPY LUNA NEW YEAR~

the light in the dark

2009-01-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

Just after a few minutes I post the last post, one of the boss (an Ausie) came and called me in for a "chat" the 1st thought in mind is I m dying soon… but surprisingly my bosses are damn supportive, he ask me in for a counseling section, just to make sure that I m starting to get use to the company etc, well my confidence boom straight up, at least I know I will suffer but still there is a whole group behind my back backing me up. Well the ass hole loses~!

in the dark

2009-01-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

They say being in your comfort zone don’t give you the mileage to go further, well I m now in a deep shit situation (I felt it myself), the unconfortness is way higher than I thought, I don’t feel useful and my confidence is now way low (just for now)! Sigh a long hour working Graphic Designer is way more comfortable… but hack this is the start, my skin will grow thicker eventually, I think it will act as a better amor…hopefully…

I don't want to be a disappointment...

damn comment

2009-01-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

Next time I need to plan who the people I call to club with, last Friday I when to Poppy to celebrate a friend’s birthday with a bunch of friends, from my part I call 7 of us 6 guys 1 girls, the other group have 1 guy 10 girls, well it is a wild fun night. Today I when I when dinner with this birthday girl, she told me some comments the other girls gave her for the crazy night, this guy is handsome, this guy is quiet, this guy is blab la bla, when she told me what they say I really don’t know what kind of response to give… the chubby guy… where do the chubby guy live ah? The chubby guy is kinda fun to be with… the CHUBBY GUY! Damn! This (my body) here is 70% build out of muscle!!!! I work out!!! Damn it!!! The CHUBBY GUY!!! Ahh well to them I m really big in size, and yeah the rest of the guys that are there are mostly smaller in size compare to me… I m speechless…

消灭惆怅

2009-01-03T16:57:00.002+08:00

2009年第一个夜的惆怅，
2009年第二个夜消灭了，
疯狂烂醉的夜，
暂时把所有搁置一旁，
那晚的快乐导致起身的宿醉。。。
至少晕还是快乐的。。。

还是很没女人缘。。。丢～

2009年的第一晚，

2009-01-02T02:00:00.002+08:00

2009年的第一晚，
一样的夜深人静，
一样的辗转难眠，
一样被孤单吞食。
悦耳金曲陪伴着，
轻轻的环绕再耳际，
安慰着太静的夜，
让我少了份孤单。
2009年的第一晚，
想着银行里的存款，
剩这可悲的数字，
一个可能乞丐都多过的数字。。。
2009年的第一晚，
Bob Marley的歌提醒了我，
don't worry be happy，
去年的不如意已过，
今年的未知可怕。。。
但有为朋友说，
有人说，命运，就像被强奸那样，反抗不了，就享受它吧！
如果是这样，我宁愿是强奸者。。。哈哈哈
2009年的第一晚，
晚安了～

鸵鸟

2008-12-30T23:34:00.004+08:00

啊～又老一岁了！
走开！不要来！

逃也没用！老人家说打不过他们就顺他们吧（很烂的俗语，一点斗志都没有，因该说是借口！）

来点老土的，2009年新年新希望～

工作上轨，生活稳定些。。。
多点回家看长辈，疼多点弟弟妹妹们，有什么不要叫我买，要吃什么不要叫我付钱。。。
学会收钱，对钱有概念，不要乱花。。。
买iMac~!（很遥远）
旅行！最好可以出国～
女朋友。。。现在算可有可无，最好不要管我太多（绑死那种滚远点）

2009年走慢点。。。要不然还没玩够又要长大了～

哭穷～

2008-12-28T14:51:00.004+08:00

绿色小泽回来了

破产了！！！
这个月太多的节目，太多消费了！
车又要维修。。。
农历新年又要来了。。。
好穷的结尾，
好穷的开头。。。
哇～！！！

莽原的孩子

2008-12-21T02:23:00.006+08:00

在莽原上的孩子望着夜空的星，
别人嘴里朗着夜夜想起妈妈的话，
莽原的孩子跟着朗跟着唱，
但妈妈的话没在夜里听到，
妈妈的样子记忆里似影子，
黑漆漆的透明的模糊的。
莽原上来了个伟人，
不计辛苦的收养、帮助莽原的孩子，
给了孩子家、成为他们的父母，
别人嘴里朗着夜夜想起妈妈的话，
莽原的孩子跟着朗跟着唱，
但心想着那伟人的话。

______________________________________________________

今天又到了Tiratana一趟，孩子们都再投诉了，“做莫你酱久没有来的？”但很庆幸的他们都还记得，都还很粘人～每叫一声泽泽哥哥(念这这gorgor), 心都会甜一下，顿时会到了不须心机的时候，在他们的面前部分的武装都脱下。

晚上就跟着他们到一个function宣传着莽原佛种光明行～
1992年有个伟人到了Malawi成立了这孤儿院收养了将近2000个孤儿，都给他们教育，把佛教带进他们的生活～

他们会念佛经,
会武术、铁头功、气功等～真材实料!

一切一切就好像看到少林寺和尚但他们都是非洲土著～

爱没有颜色，没有国界

他们的福建歌，还唱得比我准～反省。。。。

适应－ Day 3

2008-12-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

这些当然不是本少爷买的，跟同事借来玩玩～
现在的公司
要打卡，
要穿得正式些，
同事的平均年龄都比较大～
今早说的要适应，这些都是，T.T
忽然很想念我的旧同事们，至少我们已经很Friend了。。。

Well人总要长大！有空喝茶吧～！

Getting Use too -- Day 3

2008-12-15T09:40:00.001+08:00

Getting in to character, get up on the game, this is the few things I need to be stressing for a while, this new post is totally new to be in, although I know briefly what is it about but practically it is all new~
Being early in the office, need to drive at least an hour plus to get here damn far!
And now most of the work hurt my other side of the brain, didn’t use the logic part for quite sometime, well I will be off creative for a while, but still it is a passion it will live.
Dunno hack on how to type in Mandarin in this PC, this is another thing I need to get use too… sigh

好的一步

2008-12-06T20:36:00.004+08:00

这几天的梦都绕着我的工作，
一时梦到我一直想进的公司请我，兴高采烈的大势庆祝！再高潮的时候他妈的闹钟响了～
阁天梦到我要走的时候老板留我，加我人工，过后又和我的同事们庆祝，一样的再高兴的时候醒了～

清醒着的我真的走了,老板没留我，找到了我要的工作，奇怪的没有很雀跃，这时没有闹钟来把我叫醒。
下来的一步会是如何？

在我决定走的那天，在轻快铁上遇到我以前的讲师，再我们的谈天里她对我说
“不管下一步对或错，那一步一定是好的，至少你的人生经验比别人多了这一步。”

今天我和公司告别了，这一步没错只是没那么好，至少朋友多了，会的也多了。
下一步会是如何？

睡

2008-12-02T01:45:00.003+08:00

我又没了睡意，
百叶窗外的路灯也慢慢的暗淡了，
思绪慢慢的平息，
空空洞洞的放空，
想想还是让自己试着睡，
试着慢慢的沉，
沉入也夜的黑，
陷入梦里，
我想那时应该会快乐吧？

至死的爱

2008-11-26T02:49:00.002+08:00

他头七那天回来了，回来看看我，轻轻的对着我笑、问候着。
这时候我决定了，我要跟他走！走出着几年病魔对我的折磨，走出我对他痛心的思念。
当然他不愿意，与他长久的挣扎辩论后他很不甘愿的点头了。

再他回来的那天，奇怪的没有任何的不舒服，没有任何的疼只有暖暖的感觉，就象十几年前他对我做出承诺时，说会爱我一生一世、说会陪伴我时一样。。。
很多很多的承诺，很气的他在走的那天背叛了所有，背叛了我的爱。。。
但一切都补偿了，就在他回来的那一刻。

他回来的那一天我决定了说再见，我决定跟他，就如当年的誓言，至死都会爱着你。。。

大姨丈公，大姨婆安息小辈们都会过得好，您两老慢走甭担心。。。
对不起没能回去送你们。。。

赤裸裸

2008-11-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

在家时会有赤裸的习惯，
半裸全裸怎么裸都可以，
天气热嘛～
我的几位室友都见怪不怪了。
但赤裸的身却有着无形的衣服，
衣服里藏着很多的秘密，
可笑的，
可悲的，
可恨的，
可耻的，
可怕的等。
都不是什么想让别人参于的部分，
谁叫人总喜欢帮别人挂号？
想释放的都被自己锁起来。
人们的说的“坦承相见”赤裸的有机分？坦承得有多真？

半肥瘦～

2008-11-15T01:31:00.003+08:00

妈的！今天有个朋友约了我下个月去郊游，因为一个游戏就问了我的体重（游戏要在100kg下才可以玩）报了体重，他的回应让我很无奈～你几时变酱胖？
老掉 =.=
老兄平常人有去健身的体重都会比平常的重！
所以体重不等于胖！

虽然

最近胖了。。。

看到人家的秃头，怕了。。。

看到人家的肚腩，怕了！

跑步！要跑步！

唉～工作要加时、钱没有、时间没有。。。
变成半肥瘦，小肚腩出来了。。。。悲哀。。。

高原游

2008-11-14T22:03:00.015+08:00

最近internet超慢的，加上忙，加上最终的懒～
结果过了两个星期才递起心肝更新。
这是上山冷静的成果～
山上遇到一班奇人异士（三八好玩 :p）
一点冷静都没有，但有一些不可思议的经验，认识了一班疯子(又得罪人了）
其实这是Cari Forum的网聚，不知怎么误打误撞的到了那里。

跳跃系列～

奇人异士

不小心抢到镜头了 :p

是挺好玩的，只是巴士走山路真是要了我的命～！@_@晕～结果搞到更累。。。

P.S. 这是第一次～！

111金马仑网聚

秃头

2008-11-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

常在公车、轻快铁上看到很多差不多30多岁的秃头男人，
看着我天天掉的头发，想起公公、老爸的头就会担心。。。
常听说“十个秃头，九个富。”
哪男人们希望秃头吗？