Model for a day

haha last week i help out Cindy's group as a model it is damn fun and the pictures out is damn cool, compliments of Fresno and Liu bin they are the photographer. take a loook to belief.


Acting cool


ha..ha..ha this picture sandra and fresno make me laugh till like this but like it, it is fun!


happy boy


Me and KB


me and cute little cindy


CIndy (Cute like a kitty hahaha dont be mad girl)


like this 2 gals their energy is BIG n they are sporting!


like this pic the mood is damn good (plus it is 1 of the finals the group use for the booklet)

Photo race part 1

this is such a pass hahah, finaly I got the pictures, the pictures I upload here isnt the high resolution 1 so should be a little off, the race started off from putra jaya, drive down to seremban, port dickson and then Melacca for the night, the next day shoot photos in Melacca town and back to KL. say nothing longer the pictures will tell you all.


Putrajaya mosque


Putrajaya mosque


the other side for a different angel

off to seremban and port dickson


Seremban museum



Port Dickson





more on part 2 and 3

Teaching of God

What have religions got to do to our life?
What have it done to influence people's thinking?
Some have their mind set (hard heads!) that the only teaching that is right always drop down to the religion that they have choose. Is it really all? Have god really written down what is going to happen from before till the end of time?
if the only teaching of god is right what have one done to achieve in life, other then follow blindly to what is written down by god.
as a free thinker I do agree that there is need of religion for some people as a guide but not as a stick to the blind (means following it blindly). Message should be interpret before agree (cause it wont apply to all), question it other then just receiving.
I found this message damn true, found from a movie call "save" (it is a Christian base movie, but the message it try to tell is damn fucking true).

"if god wanted every individual to act the same, why have he/she create every individual differently? He/she must wanted an individual to live life to the fullest, his/her saying is to guide so that us as his/her child wont get lost on the path of life"

is negotiation an option?

actually this is a report i done for my group assignment (read between the lines but it is quite clear most ppl will get it... i think) oh ya for this assignement we needed to come up with a video (a short clip / drama), and this video is about negotiation.

The topic this time is negotiation, this is use every where and almost every time, from a family, a child bargain extension for his curfew, students asking the teachers or lecturers to extend the deadline, employees talking to their boss for adding salary or promotion, even in a kindergarten, kids use candy to negotiate for a toy etc. by not noticing it we uses negotiation all the time.

The outcome of the negotiation sure will determine which side is winning or losing, and it will break down to 3 result, for the first harmony result, both party wins what we call as a win win situation, both side have some benefit and both party is satisfy, the other will be lose win, where one party will gain benefits form the bargain and the other will lose something this makes one side happy and the other not, lose lose situation is when both side have lost no one wins but there is too a situation where it is call a tie but this shows that the negotiation isn’t complete because a out come isn’t set.

For this topic we are divided into groups and shoot a video that relate to the topic, there is 2 scenario for us to choose and we have chosen exercise one where a creative director and her junior designer have a conflict and negotiate how should the problem being solve. First the misunderstanding, quarrel (conflict), and the negotiation the process to find a solution, or path to determine the responsible.

How conflict starts? A lot of facts actually helps creating misunderstanding, when communication isn’t properly done, when there is noise (interruption) where one is using a media to communicate to the other, the other party may misinterpreted a word and the whole conversation will mean differently, or when there is no communication, this is always the problem people face, no communication even with the closes as ones parents this is just partly facts that lead to miscommunication. Other then noise there is too the basic fault most people will do, assumptions, “I assume that I have told you all what to do” (but no part of you all disagree with that, from here who is right and wrong) “writing / remembering down the wrong facts” form all here the worst is being a hard head, stubborn mistaken but will not admit it, this is the worst of all conflict.

What conflict got to do with negotiation? A way of explaining it is to solve a problem in a more civil way; this is how man uses this to avoid violence that may create unwilling result to any party. In the other way of looking at it, it is still a mini war going on in a room on a table maybe but without involving any cats fights, fires, weapons etc the only thing uses is the mouth and “fight” for it to determine who is the winner or loser.

This is a story that most students or sons and daughter will say even employees, when people is in need to the other party, sons and daughter that is still living with their parents and using their money, students that wanted to pass, employees that needed the job sometimes negotiation isn’t something they can “afford” why say so? A son and daughter will get grounded in certain circumstances, students may got bar or fail by the teacher or lecturer and employees they may put their family in line by getting fire means no money for dinner (well so far from here it is the value people have in mind so far, that’s why a lot of people chicken out, and too them negotiations isn’t an option). Well it is always unfair to certain groups of people it never will.

Back to the assignment, for our character (pick by a draw) yours truly as the junior designer, Cindy as the creative director, LiuBin as the CEO of the company, Hazrool as Cindy’s secondary, Jesslyn as the busybody coworker, and finally Nurool as the client. Well as I have mention on top the story flows accordingly to what I have just stated, there is some misunderstanding, the creative director ask the junior designer to come up with a big presentation in a weeks time but have no time to pay any attention to the junior designer when he approach her for consultation, without the creative director’s help and advice the junior director that just got onto his post have no idea on what she have to do. Just like what I said earlier assumptions, humans like to make assumptions (personally I hated that), using words like “I assume you know” so whose fault is it? The junior designer didn’t push hard enough? Or the creative director that is too busy with her meetings and other projects?

Here the negotiation seems more like a blaming section to point fingers on who is right or wrong and how the people in it work it out for a better or worst. For this scenario the creative director and the junior designer debate in front of a “judge” here is something indirectly negotiating for their future in the job, who will the “judge” feel not good enough or responsible for the incomplete work. Here it indirectly shows the ugly side of human for surviving – in the work place, the junior who is in the low hierarchy will try to pull down the creative director and in the opposite the creative director will just want to swallow the low rank guy up. But in certain circumstances it may turn out pretty, where they work things out together like a professionals leaving hard feelings behind (seriously how many professionals are professionals but no act like one?).

The outcome is not always predictable, who will win the ugly (although civil it is still ugly) battle in pride (show the truth nothing but the truth) or in shame (make things up, just to murder the other party) it is unclear to others. Because of this unclear ugly world of truth although I m straight and clear to people that is in the same hierarchy but still no hard feelings but when it comes to a more superior party I guess mostly I just chicken out, in this phase I m not committing suicide yet.

actually i didnt post up the ending for our story, but if any one wanted to know just ask.

this is dedicated to a person from a higher hierarchy.

p.s. i maybe updating the pic for the video shoot if possible.

Light up!!

I just don't understand how certain groups of individuals think, I meet some of these individuals that kinda love making others life looks like carp, wont be happy if others is, is it how they think? I don't really know but this is just patheticly sick! When I work at a event organizing company I seen some people like this, they complain for certain small speck of things, create big chaos and act like kindergarten uneducated child (even a child think better, see last blog), and they should be 10 years older then me or more! Other then working there is too some people I know that pop up I m live. As what I always say don't make assumptions when you are not good at observation, and this always causes misunderstood or PAIN IN THE ASSS, sigh people that have bald their heads acting like teenages that never have seen the world, love, relationship and live anit just what meet the eye, some are just to shallow to look deep.

Even the children know better

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds,
"What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.
See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5


"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6


"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4


"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7


"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)


"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)


"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8


"My mommy loves me more than anybody
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt."
Chris - age 7


"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

"Nothing, I just helped him cry"

Indulge by the raw culture and nature

Kelantan, is where i m born, a not so develop town, and maybe because of this it is one of its beauty, and the other way it is the ungly side, people here cloze themselve up and think this is all in the world... sad...
but hack lets see what is so beautiful of this state.
one of the beauty is the central market (Pasar Siti Kahidja), where fresh fruits, vegies etc other then foods there is too some cultural art work like batik etc


the colors of kelantan (the name of the cloth is Batik)


Frsh vegies for sale~


Siti Khadijah form the top

There is a tradisional public trasportation that we use to see around Malaysia, but it is getting less



other then that the raw beach - tok bali, even the locals dont know about this place, cause it is far from the Kota Bharu town, it takes about 2 hours to get there.







ya it is my home town, love it always, hate it always..

(Pictures taken by Raziel -- ME)

My pass

After reading some blog I decided to share something about a experience of mine... Well partly is because I m lazy of doing any of my work, and tomorrow I will be having a seminar (conducting to be actual) sigh!
well this is a story about my ex primary and secondary there is a lot of memories back then, hahaha the time when we are all fuck up when the seniors pass over the jobs of the club to us damn that is a lot, the time we stay back after school for Dikir Barat (a tradisional kelantan sing thingie) practice, the time we plane to go out have lunch although just around the school and mostly the same place, the time when i have her looking at me when I sleep on the desk just the 2 of us, the time you try to have me have As to match yours, the time you every make me love reading Harry potter, the time I cook breakfast for you and too the time you got punish for a game you play in class and have me help you out, there is a lot but sadly you throw it out never say why, we now are just strangers, cold unknown strangers. It hurts... I m a coward to confess well is I who didn't grip on, and you leave me there in the hole.
I Dunno what got into me I thought of her again, this is been long since I thought of her, well because I have forget... Or not? What the fuck!
well the school that I m in before have alots of rules to restrict the students, weird rules like no jackets in school unless you apply, ya write a letter to apply, shoes and socks must be like what is ask, e.g. the holes of the shoe lace the base of the shoe the socks cant be too short, too thin etc, and we have the strictest hair rules ever (I dunno mayb just to make the student look like pigs), by my time it is better. Now damn if I can choose I wont go back (but if I m back then, it is not till me to choose!) the school now have CCTV all around, bars and gates (make it look more like a prison then a school).

the name~

This is something funny i hear from a friend, kinda bad but funny and true~ haha it goes like this, my friend have a friend in our national language his name is call kan you chun (in Cantonese mean damn moron) hehehe damn bad huh, and this poor guy stick to this name where his "good" friends have "stamp" it on his forehead for the rest of his life with them, and someone came up with a brilliant idea of a English name for him, call "stupid dumb fuck" a direct translation from the name kan you chun hahha, why you ask, Kan in Cantonese/ Hokian mean fuck, so mostly English and Chinese the language come the other way round. So they come out with this. His first name call stupid, middle name as dumb and lastly fuck~ MR. Stupid D. Fuck hahaha pity pity~

home sweet home

Well I officially move in to c3-10-9!! But actually I m in here for about a month ady, I took me that long to update about it is because before yesterday the house isn't that presentable so... here is what my dad say when he 1st came to the place "are you sure that this place is lived by girls before" (heheh sorry) but after a few hard work, it is nice and clean!!! Last sat I when to 1 U and Ikea with my lovely housemate to do some shopping, I got a nice west shirt (i put on friendster) and a furniture. Check the picture bellow for more details~









Well the pictures above are all from my room, the cabinet is bought from Ikea, the color tells which 1 is 2 year plus old and which 1 is new, give it a guess, I love this cabinet cause it save up place and I have more place to but my stuff on, cool~ the most cool thing is the bed sheet given to me as a present by wai and yuin~ thatx guys cool~ and love you guys all ways.

the following is picture from the living room

Well a picture on the way into the living room, once you get in from the front door you will see this big art work done by the lovely lee hahhaa, cool eh~ come visit sometime.

enjoy being single...

enjoy being single..
life without anyone to bug you.
i can sleep when i like,
go out to where, with anyone,
and be late or early, my call.
get waste, drink like no one business,
get laid without anyone shouting at me.
but m i happy?
i scrach myself on my neck and people thougth is a love bite,
i say... i wish!
sleep as late as i like, but no one to cuddle,
go any where, but not with the one i wanted
i m late, no one call...
i get wasted, no one care...
i have a hangover, no one to panper me...
i m sick!
i m not just single, i m alone...
alone in all this crap!
i hate being single!

Life is hard!

Well what we are hearing, seeing and even smelling bad news is every where, from the poor guy that got kill from robbery at wangsa maju, some fuckers that rob around and call themselves as Kumpulan Devi, and there is a war going on etc there is people suffering, hurt and kill and in the opposite those who create havoc ain't there anything better. Maybe this isn't a good month for all, especially the Chinese as we believe that this is the hungry ghost festival (what the western call Halloween), well we believe that the gate of hell will be open and ghosts are let out to visit their still alive family and friends or some "homeless ghost" will go around pulling pranks etc, that why on this month you will see Chinese praying along the streets offering those ghost some food and money (or should I say hell money) so that "they" will leave those who offer them alone.
well I just heard from a friend that 1 of my former school mate have an accident at Australia and is in critical condition now sigh, hope he will be ok. Will it all be ok after this bad month? Although I m not a believer but hack hope it will be ok.

Hell? heaven? hack!

Yeah officially move, actually I move for a week at the new place but no internet connection till yesterday, never know internet could be that nice hahaha, it felt nice to swim in it, but bad news is my damn room is a big mess sigh~ planning to shoot some photo to put it here but not till it is sparkling clean.

well here actually to quote something I just say to someone that is under, under so deep that light is kinda possible to get down..

what is hell?
Hell does not exist, it is a place people create unintionally while they felt bad in all ways,
the devil cant harm you, but all he can do is to seduce you,
the angels cant help you, but all she can do is to guide you,
path is choose they are not force, choose wisely, (even when we are "force" to choose)
it lead you to either hell or heaven,
the taste of the fruit aint important sometimes,
is the journey that matters,
it help us grow.

bad day

well as the song goes, I just hope that it is that easy to get something off our backs, damn it is just a bad day today, we have plans to go to the movies but this ass hole came out of no where and snatch my friend's bag, and make a fortune by doing this you ass hole, next time get someone your own size. Well if he is really desperate for money or for emergency... but I still cant accept that he push my friend into this kind of situation, she is damn low the whole day and it is heart breaking to see this for this I curse you, curse you to eternity... arrgh the whole day I m damn frust but I must help the rest with their stuff 1st. 1st cancel ATM cards, 2nd close phone line and lastly make a police report. Sigh I just hope it will be over but hack thanks to that ass hole we all got a chapter of this in each others life and it kinda bond us more...

(This is just now)
well after everything we got back wai's place to have a rest, and me and yong along with emily decide to go for a movie at midvelly later, (but Miss emily put us plane) we watch lake house, it sounded like a horror but it is a romances, a beautiful story about a guy and a girl get to know each other and have move pass each other but then got to know each other in different time dimension... watch it for yourself to know more hahaha

Grown

well you cant just stop time, here it is my birthday and you know the sucky thing is, I m lock up a wai's house without TV but just this come, lucky I can online if not I may just kill myself hours ago, now waiting for sy to come fetch me and too she have the spare key (I leave it there, sigh) later dunno where to go and what to do, is just an other boring day... it's my birthday what should it be boring!!!! this grown more worst every year, let's just hope that this year I don’t have to soak in rain water again, at lest this year is better with more people celebrating it for me, kinda miss my 20th birthday, I arrive at KL that day at 0 hour and have to sleep in the airport because there is no more transport back to setapak, have a birthday meal myself (KFC) and when to the departure part and sleep till the next day and got my ass back home, that night my great friends help me celebrate at telephone we have about 15 something people (I forget) but it is a loud bunch, after meal we when to the field in front and they set up a cake for me which I know it is a trap (I know because the cake is cut off in odd shape) after I blow the candles the cut off part come flying onto my face! haha have a game of cream and cake tossing, after it all stop the real cake come out, I still remember it is black forest miss it, miss the night and miss all of you guys. birthday always bring back memory, I remember the 1st birthday at KL I receive a card weeks after from a bunch of good friends, this is not all I still have the hand made card till today, there is once when I have my room tidy up I again found the card and tears just drop out... I realize I just miss them much! Too much... Love you guys all of you guys who cherish me as a friend, a brother.

growing up

today is just a tiring day haha, when to midvelly, watch a lonely movie of superman return and as for tomorrow it will be the same thing since I m forgotten... after the movie I meet up Emily and when hunting for Wai's birthday presents and lastly coming up with a decision to buy him a shoe (which it is damn cool, and a lot of people chip in the share, but I bet they don’t event know what the present is hahaha). Well after this we waited for Wai to come fetch us to dinner at telephone restaurant, is a friend's of wai's birthday, well happy birthday (forget his name). the main point is I felt odd, weird, (i got full damn full with all the meat n stuff, give me a mutton now and I will throw out) I felt like an outcast (usually I don’t felt like that) just felt not belong to this group, I just dunno why (sad to say) the whole night I m just quiet sitting hated that ain’t myself, usually I will just mix around talk carp here and there and joke around well now I m just like a cold volcano. Well actually when I move to Cyber Jaya I felt this way although I made some cool friends but... maybe I just miss my old life, my old friends here and there. This is part of growing up I hated, everyone will have their own life with or without others. Living at this so call intelligent city just make it worst, long days without releasing tension (clubbing haaha), and a long time without a relationship really knock things out of me. I m not what I m any more, I felt lost sometimes, miss some friends, even think of people who abandon me as a friend or a lover... well sadly I cant event get a date for a movie hahah, now my confidence is dropping... is this part of growing? I m not buying I m tired and I hated it! I choose not to be some people think I will be or potentially to be, but it gone to a path of desperate lonesome. I don't wanna grow up...

I m sexy~

Even though you are sexy, both men and women agree that confidence and a sense of humor are very important when seeking a date or soul mate. So whether you are looking for true love or simply dating, a confident smile goes a long way.

this is a test I took form http://www.sexgage.com/cgi-local/sexgage7.pl
wow cant believe the result hahah I m STEAMY! hahah but here is the problem, if I m that sexy why when it comes to girls and searching for a date I came so hard for me? Maybe is because of the confidence thingie what you think?

Buddies

Damn boring sitting at home nothing to do, 1 reasons is because there is no one to go out with, the 2nd reason is because my license is expired have to wait for my dad to help me renew it sigh~ why all go back so soon... 1 more week for me to be here, although I love being home but with nothing better to do but chores I m dead board!!!!! Miss you guys soon much, love to siting the same car going places, cooking stuff together, eat and clean up, mocking each other with no respect but because our relationship is too strong, it shield us from being angry (but not to the extreme, haahha) well there isn't any kind of voodoo magic I can do to stop time... But to let it be, everyone have their own life to be, at let it well be.

Lunch set

this is a lunch set we ate one afternoon forget when ady, with shuhjiun and sang, a Mexican food, with salad and stir fry chicken (or gill also can) with some cheese too bad there is no salsa sos available. With fresh orange + lemon good for health hehehe
sorry for the presentation aint that good looking but i promise it taste good! Yumm

Part of the famous trio (standing Buddha temple)

well away from the fucking incident happen today, back to a few days earlier.
well like everyday we when jogging and after that 3 of us when to a place I love for breakfast, this place is just a few KM away from my house a walking distance the food here is just lovely~ ahaha after breakfast we when back to my place to take our bath, after some rest and a bath we have our way to Pekalan Kubur, is a place at the border of Kelantan and Thailand, the stuff there is cheap and tax free, one of the reason we wanted to go over is because Sang wanted to buy some begs, and the other reason is because I wanted to buy some alcohol hahaa, Sang got what she wan, 2 begs a backpack and a sling beg for only 30 bucks and it is damn cool, but as for me no luck the chivas I m about to buy cost only 79 buck, bacadi 50 bucks damn cheap and it is original, it is just duty free, but the fucking thing is we needed a past port (check I have) the other thing we needed is we need to go over to Thailand with the stuff we buy. aiks. Just hang for a while reverse. Put back the box and walk out damn, since then I m "wineing" till we got to our car hahaha, the girls felt like they are with a boy that his mom wont buy him a toy he wanted.
well on the way back I when through a different road and kinda end up at Tumpat but sadly I m not that fond to the place and get lost in the small town itself, stop for some direction, the owner of the shop has his employee lead us. The guy on his bicycle escort us to the way out (never have an escort before), and when I m at a junction the car that is supposed to turn in stop for me to go out hahaha, in conclusion we say that Tumpat people are all good heart.
on the way back to KB we past the temple of the Standing Buddha, the temple is just shocking (never been here before, huh and I call myself a Kelantanist) but too bad we have to camera, so after a brief tour we decide to go later with camera hahaha before dinner (and this place isn't near to town).
at 1700++ shuh jiun come over to fates me and with my camera we took some picture.


the temple, this is just part of it, the main part


the main Buddha, ant it beautiful~ I mean the detail on it the fabric and stuff damn it is good!


look, look!


I admit ok I m big! Both of them = to 1 of me hahaha shuhjin n sang sang

from here we finish our photographic trip to the temple and drove down to the beach for dinner of belut (what we call for eel here)
on our way to the beach (the beach name is PCB, pantai cahaya bulan means moon light beach) we kinda experiment abit with shuhjiun's hair hahah this is the process

but the out come is just errm... errm.. all I have to say is we dun have enough equitment hahaha... but the time we are done we reach the restaurant, and we order before the rest of the guys arrive because it kinda take a while to have our meal serve. We order a kg or belut (eel) stir fry papet (a kind of Thai cooking style, kinda spicy) and half a kg of belut (eel) cook with dry chili (surprisingly this dish isn't that spicy, all because of yilun, cuz he is "weak" hahah, neh he have some tummy problem then and when he eat something too spicy his lips will swollen like 2 hot dogs), a kangkung and some tofu on mettle plate fabulous. No one care to go take the camera in the car because all of us are too busy eating hahah so we have so after meal picture


kenny and yilun


yucky bones and left overs look at my face, it just show yuck!


fun, kenny, yilun, sang, shuhjiun, and me~ miss you guys ady now hope that the holiday is longer and we have just stay like this hahaha (grow up tzer grow up)

Debate

Hey guys here is something interesting, earlier when I m chatting with my friend's on MSN u come to a topic: pregnant before marriage, but this is not all, is pregnant on a young age, like us young adult 25 and bellow, will you have the baby out and get married or have an abortion. I think this debate have been going on for donkey years ady but still...

for me I say I will have an abortion because I still cant effort to have a responsibility that big yet, yes I will love the girl n I love children but this is all in the wrong reason to get the baby out, when one is still struggling with his/her own life. I think it will be irresponsible to have a new life that we needed to take care of. There is more then meets the eye, it is not like having to lay an egg, or have a pet, its a human, it needed more caring, needed love, education etc it is huge!!! Above all that we are still young mostly things and relations are not stable having to be force into marries without really loving the other is unhealthy for the child too. Having to have all party suffer is more then a sin then abortion for what I think, so use a condom for safety hahaha and if it really "happen" I will consider abortion. ya i m a jerk~ I will accept when I m ready

i m innocent!!!!!

this blog is taken from my sis, since we are in the same thing and she post it 1st... and i m no racist... wtf just read on...

WAT THE F... those IDIOTS authorities~
Those so-called traffic...always set road block...for wat?hei...dun think they are all anti-corruption...they r fishing...~Today,juz 45minutes before this...when my brother was sending me to tution,we were in a rush coz i was late by tht time...sum more 1 idiot corporal stopped us for dunno wat the F reason.
He stopped us then went to entertain others...leaving us aside ignorantly!~Hei i really duno wat had happen n i really was in the rush...he jus asked his another idiot traffic officer to take those documents from my brother.Tht time,the idiot small potato is talking on the phone.Well,as far as v concerned,he din even noe wats our mistake by tht time...~
He juz left with my brother's i/c n liscence...n took such a long time to do duno wat~I was so angry n frustrated,then i phoned my dad n tell him the stupid police stop us for nth.My brother went down n ask wat happened...by tht time,tht idiot is copying summons for my brother,without telling us the reason.He said tht my brother cut queue worr,ask him to go to hell lah.My brother tried to explain n defend himself...then only he "talk" to my brother with an annoying face."Kamu tak ada mulutkah>?kenapa tak tanya tadi...sekarang saya sudah saman,kamu ambil saja"
Walao,if like this,means tht we hv to take the summons for no reason rite?When he took those documents,he was on the phone n he walked away.R we suppose to shout to stop him ?I D I O T S...
Then i went down n ask wat happen...then i jus heard him saying..."kamu ada mulut kenapa tak tanya?sekarang baru nak bising?lain kali,manusia ni ada mulut ,tanya...jangan hanya tahu nak bising saja."
Then i told him...juz now we were in the hurry then u stopped us for nth..now izit our fault?"awak jangan salin dulu,ayah saya sudah nak mari...kita cakap nanti."
then this idiot...only noe how to shout to gals...tak ada budi bahasa langsung...he shouted"APA...APA...lain kali cakap dengan mulut baik-baik......"so...is he bullying me?a small gal?i jus tell him not to write anything coz my dad was on the way...he then wan2 gv us the summons slip n ask us to leave...tht time,my dad arrive...b4 tht the coparal like just pretend to be ignorant...until he saw my dad...then when they were negociating,i heard tht corparal talking about sth like budi bahasa,cakap baik-baik.Eh,dunno who is the one to start shouting to a good citizen like me.
The idiot small potato din even realise tht my bro's liscence had expired tht time,until when he had no words to argue...then c it...so he canceled the cut queue charge n charge my bro' for driving without liscence.......
Tell u...our country will be ruined by all these so-called "POLIS YANG BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA..." sHiT...sHit...n S H I T...~
Watch out,i m complaining this,through a datuk to the head of authorities i guess......Hehe,but jus as my brother said wats the point of complaining a pig to another pig?Lets jus c...
(-leaf-'s 2006)

damn lazy to tell the story again n again ady la, this blog i just take from my sister's hahah cause she is with me. Well, at last i amit i got my fault for not checking on my liscence, but hey u know what happen, 1st i miss gave the guy a old P liscence but he still proceed without noticing and ready to give us the bill, but after me act "rude" (provoc by them) he check my liscen again and found out that it is expired, and yell at me, but till then i didnt realize yet till i give them the "new" liscen just to find out it is expired also, so till the end damn bad luck

not to say all police is the same is just they just got pattern, dont ask me i think most of the drivers agree ya?

the above saying dont represent any of slandering or short of

one of the famous trio (sleeping buddha)

Part of the famous trio

2/7 heheh it been delay sigh, part of it is because I m lazy hehe but the big part is because the stupid connection, I just dunno what kind of service I m getting, I needed to call to complain to get this connect back to the net, fuck, is all I have to say, and they guy said "I can see you have done some complain before" duh~ there is complain but no improvement, darn people just never learn! This bring a bad memory of going to the cinema, we got kick out because the "ticket" girl gave us the wrong ticket! (although partly is our fault, that's why I always check my ticket now!!) we got "kick" out in the middle of the show that I like, and we got stare!!! Embarrassing! We complain to the manager but you know what the fuck he answer us, this have happen 3 times today! What the fuck, u have 3 fault in a day and there isn't any improvement, is not the money man~ is what he said! fuck! But I love going to the cinema so after a few days I just don't give a damn! Well fuck up with that.
this day is just another day we go jogging in the morning and after that we when to the famous sleeping Buddha, I m not that religious, but I like the place, I like temples because it seems calm and the architectural is damn good take a look.


on our way to the temple~ sze yuin steal teddy out


here we are this is just half of it.


RZ the teddy is the main character hahaha


peak a boo~


here fishie fishie~

well after a tour and some wishing and praying we check out~ back to KB, have lunch before pick up my sister from school, have something not much people knows about call nasi kelabu or taujam (what we call it here at kelantan) this is what it looks like


this is all for the day

at night we when out to the all famous roti bakar haha, the bread is toast on coal and it is just nice you have to try to know it, the kelantan laksa is just damn is the best I enjoy so far, and there is no TV around so there wont be any football fever dude packing up the place hahaha, not a football fan.
plus today is suchin's birthday~ we bought a cheese cake and wait for her arrival damn they are late again, waited for almost 2 hour, beside of waiting for her as usual, we talk crap and have a target to attack poor sang hahaha, sang got the most of the bullet.


funny and kenny


me n yilun and the finger stuck out v not mine~ should be someone fat... kidding


finally the birthday girl~ may your wish come true

fun night out at 7-11

back a KB, and got invited to a dinner at Perdana Hotel, a appreciation dinner for those athletes who won medals in the sukma, I felt sucky like I don't belong there, since I have no more chance to fight in a sukma (means I m old) the food, errm... Don't want to make any comment cause they suck! Oops... right after dinner sze yuin call me up asking what and where m I, kinda felt something then until she said that she is too back at KB for a few days for her father's birthday, until yesterday she when back to KL again, its kinda fun having her here, we plan a prank and pull it on shuh jiun, I ask her to sit on the bottom and have the front sofa lower to hide her so people wont notice here from outside nor can I from inside, and I call shuh jiun and ask her out, this is where the fun start, after she got on car in the front sit I drove off chatting with her like always and suddently sze yuin at the back pull her hair, she freak out going calling another name of a friend (cause I ask the friend to ask her out since I m driving, I cant talk on my mobile, I m a good citizen hehehe), the next thing sze yuin do is cover her palm on her eyes and move forward putting her face infront of shuh jiun's and let go smiling right infront of her and pull back siting again this time on the back sit, shuh jiun got shock cant believe her eyes trun back and have her eyes confirm, damn it is funny, got you again hahaha. but sometime I dunno, she beat us up in a way, I lost a bet with her that time we play UNO card, I bet her to act like a pregnant woman if she lost in public and as for me to carry her stuff for the whole day~ and I lost, and the other example is a friend XY he bet her on a game of mines on MSN and lost and this is what he bet


sorry XY hahaha, and dont underestimate someone again, same goes to me




well after our joke we decide to go some place to sit down and have some drinks, but it is foot ball month, all the mamak is full with football spectators well guess where we end up having our desert and drinks, outside a 7-11, and I m still in my shirt after dinner, this is what shuh jiun ask before she step in the car, "where are you going all dress up"... hahahha but I enjoy the time outside the 7-11 but too bad just 3 of use hahaha but it will do, just it damn hot sweating like a pig!

ice cream !!!!

been long since the last blog, partly I m kinda lazy hahaha, dunno why, holidays always make me lazy... and the second reasons is because of the stupid big ass TM over here, damn we always have problem with our line, dunno why, it will get low or sometimes no connection! damn it dunno how is our country going to raise up before 2020 I don't think it will too, e.g. my mum just got a new myvi, but as for the road tax it came a week later (thax god), the jpj give us reason like they have computer problems, and you have to wait, but how long they didn't say (means pray on~ fuck!) just hope that this all will get better, but it seems useless sometime...
screw the stupid brainless people, get to the fun stuff hahaha, I when back to KL for a few days to get some stuff settle but "luckily" I got nothing done but watch 3 damn good movies! and got to eat the chocolate fondu from Hagen daaz, hehehe, four of us cao down on, damn it felt good very good hahah, you can see it from the faces down there







this is what it looks like before we start, look nice huh??











syuin, yong yong and Emily (dunno how to spell ady sorry~) 3 cute friend~













adding more chocolate













see the cat like face after meal? damn adorable hahahha (kidding k)










is a nice meal kinda nice, after this we when for our movie RV by Robin William damn funny and the day before I when on a movie date with 1 of the lovely talented girl to a movie date, we watch too fast too furious: Tokyo driff this movie too is damn cool, with hot sexy chicks with big boobies, nice design cars, and damn killing devily stunts! damn it is cool, but from all of this my favorite movie is take the lead, for me when I watch good and I mean real good movie my hair (not those on my head) will stand up and this movie really make me felt electrified, damn! it is breath taking the best part is when the student perform a threesome tango on the competition it is damn sexy! damn damn damn love it much, I think I m in love hahaha with a movie, this movie is inspire by a true story, why don't we have a detention teacher that scarisfie that much for us, I think if some/ all of the teachers do this (not the dancing part but the sacrificing part) our education will be better. I m going to watch the movie again and again, I m getting a DVD hahah damn love it!!!
other then getting to watch all the movies, I get to know some cool people at UTAR, I when help out ah wai on their UTAR idol by then I know some new friends damn we just chat and click haha easy we don't know each other well but hey we have a lot to chat of, wish to see you guys again, wish you guys all luck.

adios that's all for now hehehe