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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Sunday, January 28, 2007

A story of the king of tropical fruits

A brief introduction of Durian.
The fruit can grow up to 40 cm long and 30 cm in diameter, and typically weighs one to five kilograms. Its shape ranges from oblong to round, the colour of its husk green to brown and its flesh pale-yellow to red, depending on species. The hard outer husk is covered with sharp, prickly thorn, while the edible custard-like flesh within emits a strong, distinctive odour. Some regard this odour as fragrant while others find it overpowering or offensive. The seed can also be eaten after boiling, drying, frying or roasting.

The fruit in Malaysia is call as the king of fruits, it is hate or like by people here, there is a story about durian.
A lecturer of a friend of mine told her this story, a friend of his from Hong Kong came to Malaysia for visit and wanted to try our king of fruits, so he ask for instruction to eat the fruit, the lecturer told him to have the skin of the durian peal and eat the inner part.
The next day the HK friend call up my friends lecturer and told him “I don’t understand why you Malaysia like to eat durian that much, I taste so bitter and dry! And hard to bite too!”
My friends lecturer is curious and ask where he bought his durian and what is the colour of the “meat” he eat.
“I bought it from carefour, like you teach me, I peal out the yellow part and eat the brownish part.”

this is how it looks like normally when buy in supermarkets


this is what it is like...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Zeek's diary, part 5

Zeek drive off the desperately long high way and into the route that eagerly bringing himself over to the lounge, he felt blank nothing, he don’t even know that is he excited or bum up by the situation he have before… “I need to refresh myself before going into the lounge” Zeek thought that to himself, without hesitation he park his car and walk into a restaurant that is just next to the lounge, walk straight into the restaurant’s toilet have his face wash and tidy up, “well stand up and get ready for the date.” A deep breath in and he walk out of the toilet pass the restaurant main exist and into the lounge beside, “do you have a reservation sir?” ask the waiter in front of the door blocking his way in, “buzz off…” this all happen silently inside Zeek like he always have (so call being polite), “yes reservation under Michelle.”

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Zeek's diary, part 4

The girl is different from the friend he has feelings for, she is the kind of girl that he is crazy for, her style, her move, her thoughts is not what can be written down to explain but he knew it, he knew that he wanted that girl even not forever, even romance wont last, he will struggler to manage, to make it work till the love candles burn off… he is not the kinda guy that lets a relationship goes… he will when it have slip off too far, he will when it is hopeless… it happen before… it what he knows now to recover n learn.
Sometimes he don’t know what he felt anymore, too much time spend with some one gets an uncertain feeling. He saw someone that clicks at 1st sight he start obsesses about her, for now it is her.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Zeek's diary, part 3

Blank nothing in his mind but tears still sliding down his cheek he is confuse as what life have bring, the feeling of being alone, left off even though surrounded by people, some will think that it isn’t something to be obsesses of, go find someone people might tell him. “Yea…” is all he might answer, in his heart it is a scratch, sometimes it is just numb…
He got all the answers but not all matches something is always missing…
Ringing of his phone break his thoughts looking at the caller id is some number that he don’t know, after a deep breath he pick his phone up press on the accept button and talk to it, “hello, you there?” from the other end came a voice that he felt familiar yet far away, a girl that he have dream of, “want a drink?” came from the other end, without thinking he answer “yea”, from the other side “meet you at the lounge where we have dinner before.” And she hangs up.

Zeek's diary, part 2

Zeek have nothing in mind but that should be the ticket out of this freaking place, the flash fade and just to found a police car park just behind Zeek’s car, Zeek have never be happier to see a police car, it twitches him every time he sees one on the road when he drive, he have done nothing wrong but because of too many bad experience have happen (bribing, or get threat even it isn’t his fault). “What ya doing here? Have a problem?” Zeek just look at the policeman who walks towards him, still with his cigarette puffing away on his lips, for a moment of pause there where the policeman waited there for answer from our miserable friend, “I m out of gas.” Answer Zeek suddenly “no big deal, there is a gas station a few km away, get up my car and I drive you over” Zeek stand up and walk towards the police car open the passenger side door and walk in. “Weird guy… maybe is because of his bad time…” this thoughts go on and on in the policeman’s mind. After saving Zeek’s night the police when off leaving Zeek with his weird thoughts, he don’t even know what his mood is, he ain’t sad or mad but in seconds 2 line of tears just drop from his eyes.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Zeek's diary -- Chapter one, part 1

Zeek found that he is out of no where, no lights, no sign, no signal… “Fuck… how did I get here?” Zeek mumbles to himself in frustration, “there isn’t a soul found in this fucking place, and fuck should I fill the gas before driving out, darn ass…” When he finally settle he sit down beside his car and took out a pack of cigarettes, well the irony thing is the cigarettes is a month old or more, he don't even know how long have he store that pack in his beg, he don’t smoke much but on situations like this something to burn the tens should help.
Puffing smokes out calm his mind down, suddenly someone he have feelings to pop up in his mind, someone that he have been friends for years that now he felt click, but hack like the ‘rules’ said, they are in the friend zone, clicking don’t work here, it may ruin the friendship… “Hack!” curse Zeek “Is this real? Or cuz I m just confuse?” his thought goes on will a flash of light break the dark…

Sunday, January 14, 2007

human nature

Things that one takes for grated, maybe what others cherish.
Things that seem small, may look big when it is miss.
Things that are in front given without any price, may look expensive where it isn’t there.
Human always take things for grated, I know I have, because of this I have let one I cherish go, without pushing myself to have her back, but obsessive is part of my nature, this bring one to a dark corner where I lick on my own broken heart… regrets… what to regrets? Stupidity? Worst thing to regret is what is not done, and regrets why it isn’t done…
Girls… no I should say humans are the beings that take things for grated… human are beings that regrets but never learn form it…

Friday, January 12, 2007

My man hoot

Recently I kinda shaking on myself confidence, some 1 say I look gay! Fuck that! Hahaha, but at least I recover and relize that there is nothing to be obsess about (although I m kinda obsessive in nature), but I realize I do what I want I be what I want, as long as what I do don’t harm others or it is wrong in many ways that it point too, I don’t care! As they say live life to it’s fullest. I m going to do mine, just for me but no others maybe I might include those who I love hahaha, as a friend, a family or a lover (still on search).

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Me and my bottal of wine

Well Happy New Year I guess, I don’t felt any different, the only changes is my little sis is now in Secondary School, other then that it is just the same, the last day of 2006 I rented a car to send hoilee to the bus station (she is going back Penang), before that we when to Alamandar to grape a bite, and I got my chance to buy a bottle of Yellow Tail (an Australian red wine), after all the hassle, I being home alone watching TV and chat with my good friend Ruben online listening to his 1st odd experience (funny in a way) but for him… all I can say is poor thing. Some friends ask me online before the go off celebrate, why aren’t you going out? Felling old this year? Neh~ me never hahah just maybe a little… I m damn tired form the work the day before, so I decide to crash at home drinking… well my older year is just so so, as in still alone… hope that this year I have some 1 to go pass valentine… high hope huh?

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Singapore part 2

Christmas eve is just tiring but is fun since it have been long hanging around the KB gang, all of us have our own path and new social group.

25/12 Merry Christmas! Today I stay back at home decide to spend some quality time with the family, and the girls should have walk off to taopanyeo, my cousin bought me a mug as my Christmas present love it haha, on it written BIG GUY (and it is a big mug!) thanks guys and sorry I didn’t get you guys anything… after a few lazy rest on the bed watching Bleach, my uncles ask if I wanna accompany him sending my cousin to work (pity! Have to work on the public holiday), at 1st he wanted to tour around bring me to visit some relative at Singapore (that I don’t really recall who are they :p ) but end up going back home early cause he didn’t bring his mobile phone out (scared have any critical call). Dinner is just we 2, yingjie have to work, peiyee having fun, zhenhui sleeping in his room (is it? hahah). Cool dinner.

26/12 when to city hall too meet up the girls again and I m early… (Should know what I mean) waited for them for hours, tour around myself a little have a breakfast at subway (cool fast food restaurant, the sandwich serve are all fresh) bought a book I been seeking back here and to found out it is band in Malaysia (dunno why, there is nothing to be band in it, plus it is the best seller, a book by Paul Arden, it’s not good you are, it’s how good you want to be). Finally the girls came and we tour around the five fingers (the architectural looks like a hand), Reai call me up and I meet her leaving they guys and rejoin them when they wanted to go back, hugs to the girls when I go send them off at the MRT cause it is always long to get to see each other. Go have dinner with Reai and spill what is happening lately, meet waishim after that have some cool time catching up and taking photo here n there! Hahah and we got back home, thanks you guys for the Christmas present.

27/12 last day in town so I decided to call up the twins as usual girls are late and I bring zhenhui along, I think our chit-chat bored him up hahah sorry, and so goes to wai’s boy frind, nothing much happen we just chat here n there and go back home, have to pack my stuff and have dinner with my uncle for the last time (this visit) and rest at home till 10 he send me over to Johor Bharu to get on to the train.

Well have some regrets, didn’t have to buy the cap I fit in and like! Will get 1 next time I m in Singapore. Didn’t save up for the trip! A lot wanted to buy but can’t afford! But overall it is fantastica! Love and miss all you guys~

P/S 1 factor that I like Singapore is because that they got shirt, shoes and caps that I can fit into anyone that know me should know that I m not a s size guy.
The other fact is because the culture and people think more openly!

Singapore part 1

Just got of the train this morning getting back from Singapore, the trip is just a blast! Hahah, it can be better if I have more cash and more time there but till this stage I m satisfy with what I got so far.
23/12 me siao hui and sze yuin got on the bus and headed to Singapore before getting on the bus we are still worry about the flood and if we can made it there. In the bus itself we are the only group that talk the most on the trip. Rest off for the day I when back to my uncle’s and the girls when to Jamie’s.

24/4 meet them up at Bugis walk around Bugis village, there is a cool sex shop around the corner kinda cool hahah, Singaporeans are more open minded then Malaysian the government itself too, 1 thing we are not so use to is how fast the escalator is in the MRT, after some shopping at Bugis we when back to Jamie’s, have a rest, dinner and go out for a Christmas eve count down. Not much we got actually but we enjoy the time we have with each other, from Orchard road we got to Vivo (St James) but it is pack! Can’t go in so we got off Quye ki (dunno how to spell it) see the reverse bungie (wanted to get on, but too expensive, I will be broke by then) then to oldest pasar in Singapore have some snacks and walk off to see the lion beside the river, rest with some games and song we decided to get to the nearest hotel (the most expensive told) to pee hahaha, and we doze out, outside of the hotel tumble against each other.

1st 2 days 3 more to go~

Friday, December 22, 2006

Meaningful home made song

this is a MV my friend show me from youtube, I m not raciest but what they sing is quite true not to point fingers but it is true fault is cause but human, no matter what color you are and where are you from!

the song is in chinese and malay~ so don't cloze the page if you dont understand the front part...

another theft story

Last blog is about me meeting some pickpocket and have my stuff taken back; this is about my dad just a few months ago he too meets up with some pickpockets! Form picking till robbing! But now days they are just too stupid to pick their target! That 3 that try to pick my father (at Pudu bus station) got beat up and ran! Like cowards!!! HAHAH! Dad my hero!

lucky me~

Today after meeting our lecturer for a consultation hour (have to do some work on my holiday, damn hate it! but i like the work... just the timing!) jess send me down to Midvelly to change to KTM to get to KL Sentrel, and take a monorail to time square to meet up my friends for a movie. And my phone almost got pick! when I walk up the stairs (from the road) up to the KTM station before i go up there is no one there, until I m half way up out of no where there is this bunch of people that keep poping up, and when I reach the keep squeezing here n there pushing me and 1 of my begs fell, the next thing I knew is my pocket felt empty, and my mind goes damn where is my phone! Immediately I look back and there is lumpy looking guy (I think he is some sort like a Pakistan not sure…) he look back and immediate my mind tell me “he is the 1, grab him” ignoring the people around me I grab him and starch my left hand out and say phone while staring at him, he handed out my phone! I m going yeah inside, take my phone and walk away~ since I m kinda rushing, and when I walk off the only thing I think of is why haven’t I beat him up? The other thought is call my dad. My adrenaline is pumping hard! Haha excited! Just get to realize that there is a bunch of people there if I start a fight I may have to fight against that bunch! Bah I can take care of it hahah. But lucky me~

Saturday, December 16, 2006

just an issue

I been sitting in front of the TV and the laptop for the whole day and it began to get to my mind that if I still function properly, need to get out and do sport or some kind just wish that I m back at Kelantan, damn! I m on my holiday and I need to scarify it for the fucking dump reasons, waste of time. Ok fuck that issue 1st back to the TV.

Well being a couch potato for a few days now, this is an issue I got form the TV – homosexual, what’s wrong with that? Before all that crap that have been go on for donkey years let see it this way, is there isn’t any label on anybody, from once we get to learn we never know that there is straight and gay, will things be normal? If one has a parents that is gay, will they still discriminate? I done a survey before on this topic when ask what do you think of gay and will you discriminate they say no, but when the question ask if you found that you are a homosexual, most of the answer we get is I rather die! Where is the no discrimination?

All comes down to stereotypes, people now a days like to label each other, who say man can’t be a nurse? Woman as a mechanic? And this all move how life will be, how a child is raise. All this just reflect man or should I say human this type of species are the most selfish of all mammal, and to think that we are the most “cleaver” of all.

Well the “issue” is just part of showing how the society works some say they are open, but in the end they seal tide up in a box and throw the key away. Be true to yourself…

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Man never listen?

On a flight to Singapore, a gentleman had made several attempts
to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied.
The flight attendant noticed his predicament.

Sir, she said, "You may use the ladies room if you promise not to
touch
any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat
there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button
was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR.

Who would know if he touched them?

He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon
his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have
nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA
button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside.

When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff
caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flowers to this
unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom,
it is tender loving pleasure.

When the powder puff completed its pleasure, he couldn't wait to push
the ATR button which he knew would be supreme ecstasy.

Next thing he knew he was in a hospital as he opened his eyes. A nurse
was staring down at him with a smirk on her face.

"What happened?" he exclaimed.

"You pushed one too many buttons," replied the nurse. "The last button
marked ATR was an Automatic Tampon Remover. " Your balls are in the
bucket under the bed! "

MEN NEVER LISTEN!

they say man never listen, i say they don't understand us,
i say we are adventurest, but some are just plain stupid...
next time DON'T USE SHORT FORMS IN PUBLIC!!!

Monday, November 13, 2006

Photo race part 3

From breakfast we when out to Melacca and here are the photos
thanks god for the good weather this day, cuz the day before this it is just bad for out door shooting, rainy and cloudy.

our 1st stop a Masjid (Mosque)




after that we when down to a-famosa, the "red city" what ever they call it..



Waiting for customer... Zzz...


tourist!


kinda disappointed, we have to pay even we are inside!




the legendary ChengHo

we decide that most of the contestant will be taking the photo around the area, so we decide to drive out and shoot our pictures in Jonker street




Pictures are taken with our head out and the car moving, (kinda dangerous, kids! Don't do this at home, we are train professionals)

After taking pictures in Jonker street we decided to stop for the famous Melacca Cendol~ yummy, this restaurant looks nice, give a house whole fee, and the dish here is home made.




here it comes


say a...

well that is it of the photo race, although the result isn't satisfying (looks unfair) but it is fun, joining it again if got the chance.
more pictures of photo race at photo race part 1 and 2

Saturday, November 11, 2006

the love of music

i m touch by the sound of the girls singing in the clip my friend send me her voice her brain and her lyrics... to see is to believe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkZXS7X_Nh4

Partee

Last night (10/11/2006) is a party for our class celebrating of freedom under the hand of we know who (only people form GDD7B can relate) but it is fun last minutes shopping, preparation, photo shooting and the boost, haha it is damn fun! Just wish that we have this often, and wow for those people after drinking haha, didn't realize before that they are such a talker after they are high damn! I guess every time in class that we needed a discussion (and active 1) we just need black 99, chivas and a Malibu (is it spell like this? to drunk to notice) well it is fun alright but now it is not, Hang Over!!! Ouch!

Monday, October 30, 2006

Counting down

2 more weeks to go till the end of this semester kinda worried now since there is just 1 more sem to go and out to the real world you go~ just wish that I can do something I love and will stay with although with the harsh time that create up stress and tensions just hope it goes well...
thinking about it there is a previous blog I written about hell? heaven? and hack! Is suitable for us that is under stress now hahaha
just hope it goes well...


(I just like this picture and the blue mood of it, don't ask me why I put it here... I probably answer: because it is my blog ha! Plus it suit the mood of this topic)

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Photo race part 2

After port Dickson we are just to late to get anymore pictures the lighting sucks big time, no pro's flash, no sun light and our lecturer is worried, he call us up and ask us to drive directly back to the hotel and check in!
after checking in we dump our stuff into the damn nice room (not very very nice kind of nice, just nice but it work for me, for the price we pay)



pic took at the dinner, hafis, adrain, fresno and mua



me and jesslyn



Azli and serge



we car 36 in our apartment.

the next day we wake up at 7 something after bath etc (what ever, everyone do after they wake up) we when down to have our breakfast (that is provided)



eat out of my plate!



ongky don't be greedy!



happy couple or so? jesslyn and darren



peak-a-boo

after breakfast we go back to our room and have our "business" done before departing and have to find a toilet after that. and before we start moving some pictures!!

cheese!



CAR 36~

and drive out to Melaka town for somemore photo before going back to KL. (see it at Part 3)
and more picture where we start at part 1

Sunday, October 22, 2006

What m I like lately

Lately I m work out by loads and loads of assignments



have pass the point of being dead, I m going mad!



stress under tension what ever pros call it I m all that! Just needed a drink and get laid! hahah, anyone have a free Chivas? (I m broke *sob*)



I m that broke that I chew a lot on my big brown beg...



sad huh? *sob*



to work for a meal, I found a job pushing hadicap people in the mall...



just for a nice meal, a decent one at least... sigh...

but a good thing is my parents is there to treat hahah, one of it is being on a trip and it is to Disneyland

to Disneyland is nice..



but hack I got rod by Winnie and Tigger, f**k



I thought that I can fight them and get our things back but...



I got beat up... sigh...

life is hard but sometimes we just need to walk out of hard time



and just give a smile on the face everything will be a-okay~



a reminder, everything in this bloc is partly fiction hahaha

Friday, October 20, 2006

Poem for some people

Some people just don't learn,
some people just blame others for their fault,
some people don't think of their own,
some people just complain how others act,
some people don't see how they act,
some people talk and hurt others,
some people just numb about it,
some people just don't care,
some people don't know,
some people are ignorant,
some people are selfish,
some people are greedy,
some people just don't know what is responsibility,
some people just ignore responsibility,
some people are just self centered,
some people need others to remind,
some people are numb to the reminders,
some people, a lot of people just don't learn

p.s. as a remind, a recall to a lot of some people

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Model for a day

haha last week i help out Cindy's group as a model it is damn fun and the pictures out is damn cool, compliments of Fresno and Liu bin they are the photographer. take a loook to belief.


Acting cool


ha..ha..ha this picture sandra and fresno make me laugh till like this but like it, it is fun!


happy boy


Me and KB


me and cute little cindy


CIndy (Cute like a kitty hahaha dont be mad girl)


like this 2 gals their energy is BIG n they are sporting!


like this pic the mood is damn good (plus it is 1 of the finals the group use for the booklet)

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Photo race part 1

this is such a pass hahah, finaly I got the pictures, the pictures I upload here isnt the high resolution 1 so should be a little off, the race started off from putra jaya, drive down to seremban, port dickson and then Melacca for the night, the next day shoot photos in Melacca town and back to KL. say nothing longer the pictures will tell you all.


Putrajaya mosque


Putrajaya mosque


the other side for a different angel

off to seremban and port dickson


Seremban museum



Port Dickson





more on part 2 and 3