Gadering

Well I m now back to Kelantan again~ you know la back there at KL no money no walk~ plus most of my friends all WORKING, no car some more etc etc so I decided to come back stay home for a week (maybe) and send of resume…

Well before that one of the reason I when back to KL is because one of my friend is now married!!! A wife! Shocking? Neh not for me, seen it a lot of times now this days, but 1 little secret she ain’t pregnant! Just deeply in love~


an early bird picture with the bride and groom before the others come

After some photo section…


We eat!


Drink~


and bullshit as usual~ hehehe


drink drink~


photo again


and again (this one is more complete, with all the people that came)

after that we jump over to gree box for some fun~
starting from 12am till 4am...



Having fun can be tiring...


Rumor has it, they will be the next… hehehe


When we are not singing... PSP is the THING!


The THING again...


The THING again~


Our mini concert...


Group picture group picture~

Well by the moment it is nostalgic, felt like we are still the same old us, us as in D1 as 3 years before, the period that all of us are bond with each other… miss it, appreciate it…

lunch at me place

The last lunch that will be cook for this month, I m going back KL tonight, well 1st dish serve is Bolognese macaroni (it is all left over use, Bolognese sauce use from lasagna…)


Macaroni


Main dish, well I give myself 60%, forget HP sause and is abit too watery


My best side dish ever for now... potato salad


out of yiling's bowl~

our last meal is at yiling's blog, that is Macaroni with Tunna... (click the title to go over and check out the PICS)
wish i can say longer here, dont feel like going back KL and face reality.... sigh

Penang

Well I m still at Penang and it is almost 10 days staying over here, 1st with Sandra, Fresno, Ongky and Sergh a 3 day photographic trip hahaha, well this is the “bad habit” graphic designer have I guess, the trip was fun, places that we go, well I can say people will say seen it boring, but the angle we take as our picture I doubt many have it (well this is too much a brag...) but cool trip.

Taken by ongky, I guess


our 1st meal at Penang, at Gurny Drive


the place we rent at penang


I forget the name of the place, but this is where to dragon boat fastival is


from the left, Sergh, me, sandra, fresno and ongky


Sleeping..


look! is a flying pig~


hmm...


outside some historical fort etc etc....

After that I stay back here and came to Jiun’s place meet up with Yun and Suchin haha girls, the few days is all SHOPPING!!!! So today I decide to stay at home, and be lazy~ beside that we have when to the toy museum, toys~! I love!!! Oh yea and I meet up with Grace a great friend that I know from complicated way, well this show me how small the world is….


well we when to the toy museum, ain't as bad as Ongky said, maybe is because I love toys~, there is soooo much here!!!!!!


me and grace with BOO


this is wat u call kiss ass


love lizard!!! this is a water dragon, getting one soon~ before that need to study how to keep it a life 1st


big ass snake!!!

Curse thee foul luck

Sigh I dunno what the hack luck this is, but my DVD ROM on my Power Book is now fry, well to those people that is not amuse by those foul words, SORRY I m using it anyway, fucking dick sucking son of the gun, what kind of foul luck that thee have cast on me, ill as a hell thee shall burn… (Too much old English stories…) well now my precious has to use external DVD ROM at lest it is cheaper than fixing the fry DVD ROM, it cost like RM 950, damn!!

Blessing

There is a bless but it is often ignore,
There is a bless but it is taken for granted,
There is a bless where others envy,
The land, mountains, sea and river,
There is more to be list,
And as I say taken for granted,
The bless crumble under the feet of selfish men,
Is there a bless?
Or ignorance is too a bless?

invasion

Now I felt like there is a sand storm plus earthquake, damn there is dust every where and unknown man walking around the house and there is a lot to do after the invasion of a group of “strangers” but hack hard work will pay off! I will be having air condition after 13 years living in this house!!!! But hack I only have a few days to enjoy it….

no wishes

There is call when there is something needed,
There will be good mouth when something is needed,
There will be misses when sudden needed is there,
There will be gratitude shown when a favor is wanted,
After that?
Who is he?
Where is he?
What’s his name?
Bah~ he will be ok.
Would I?
Am I that good of a person?
I’m no saint.
I’m no Ginny in a bottle!

label

The society is always labeling people,
Everyone is a judge, everyone is a jury,
I put myself out there to be judge,
But I do my own labeling.

dog eat dog

Time draw down,
Reality surface more,
Is all real now,
The dog eat dog world,
Stepping into it,
How?
Sometimes I see the light,
Sometimes I’m in the dark,
Is a dog eat dog world,
I try avoid being bite.
The taste of hangover,
The taste of nicotine,
Is not a pleasant taste,
But one likes it, no one knows why.
Is a dog eat dog world,
Sometimes we just need to unclear,
Sometimes we just need a break,
To clear things up,
To recharge what is out,
Is a dog eat dog world,
How?
Is still a question.

wasted

a group photo during the exhibition

Friday is the last day of our exhibition, not much business… well it will get better soon. Forget that for now, work is after this few weeks. Ok this is the plan, we decided to crash Luna Bar for an after party, Celebration!!!
We are all dress up (since we go after the exhibition) smart and elegant (at lest presentable), and we have a V.I.P with us – Sageena our lecturer and too our friend, it is quite fun but too bad she have to leave early.
Here come what I really want to say, well alcohol really show our “true colors”, it 1st start with Fresno, he got high the 1st and got recover the most fastest, he got all red and start acting funny dang! Haha, then Razman… well I cant find any differences drunk and not… ahaha, Sandra start being loud and talk more same goes to David hack people sure chat more than they use to, as for me there is always 2 ways if I m sober I will go on sober and sometimes lust come after that… well it happens, don’t judge! The other I will get high loud (louder I might add) and I dunno what have I done…
Well it is proven that designers cant really count, we play a game that we can’t say the number seven (or any that ended with seven), multiply of seven e.g. 7, 14, 17, 21… well the most that we got to is 27 an above… but it is all fun~
Well for those that dunno Luna bar it is damn cool classy with a KL night view and we make a fool out of ourselves, ok at lest I did…


Luna Bar, is a little blur on this pic


from the left, Sandra, Ongky, Dora, Sageena, Hafiz and Mua~


from the left Fresno, Craig, Dora, Sageena, Hafiz's head, Sandra, Ongky and Razman aka G.man hahaha


this, means fuck off!

well after the party I believe this campaign don't really work... sorry Fresno


Fresno's don't drink and drive road safty campaign

late night thoughts

Another sleepless night is now 5am. Today will be the last day working at KLIA and the last day of our exhibition, well hope that it will go better then the last few days, and hope that I am in luck as a few chosen 1. Being up at night always have me wonder about stuff for now I just felt lonely, lonely in a way I don’t really know how to describe, lately I have been doing things that only gods know why I have done it, thee is a big amount of nicotine and caffeine consume lately, maybe is because the stress and late nights, maybe sometimes I worried too much, maybe I just have to let it be for sometimes, maybe I just need to be laid…. Yea fuck it just let it be…

true friends

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/296920
aiyo dun really know how to creat links yet, sorry will get to know in time

about a sick gal

Well pass few weeks ago (way pass, as in last month) my family when to Singapore to visit my little cousin to she how is she (of cause I can’t go, with all the load of shit I have here) from my mom I found out that she is still being a kid (good news) she is trying to be a good host, asking my family to drink, eat, sit and when they are leaving she will ask them to come again, and complain why we go visit too little! Hahah she act like an adult, well she have to take meds and get shot as chemo therapy, and she will yell at the doctor “do you know what is pain!” and ran trying to avoid the shots (well I can’t blame her), and she won’t go to school too don’t really know why, but good to see she is still being a kid and healthy (in a way…) hope she get well soon and fast.

Punk'd

A few minutes ago is a friend of mine’s birthday and he got PUNK’D, good prank, cruel but good prank, his friend took all his valuable stuff in his room, damn he is frustrated, angry and sad! Man! One thing is because our exhibition is coming next week, there is a presentation and submission on this fucking Friday. If all of this things is gone… damn! But it end up fun I think (I m not there) but man! You are Punk’d and Happy Birthday again! hahha

the job

I been working lately at KLIA, as an ambassador something something, in short we are the information people… well one that speaks mandarin (not much though, people that speaks… at KLIA) there is some changes last night I m set up!! (kinda) and is ask a favor from the other ambassador to change jobs, guess what after change I will be the 1 announcing in KLIA, the whole damn KLIA can hear me… but it is still ok for although there is some error made (oops) but I say I pull it out just alright (for a 1st timer doing it in KLIA) actually I have been an announcer before back 5 years ago for a Asian Karate Federation tournament yea it is international hahaha, guess I m good at it (self proclaim bah….)

April Fool~

Well April fool is over now, and I got and pull the biggest prank of all, I pull a prank on myself – stressing myself out, I felt like vomiting now! Damn I m a big mess!
Some one put this to an end please… kill me hahhaha I wanna painless death
jokes on me for being a fool

love, relationship

How people define love without a relationship?
Sometimes it can be sweet,
Sometimes it can be say romantic,
Sometimes it's just sad.
How people define what is a relationship without love?
Sometimes it's just getting use to it,
Sometimes it's just staying at the comfort zone,
Sometimes it's just plain one night stands,
Some how I see it as…
It all comes to plain dead
It seems that the jus is all dry off,
It is just sad, so should I say pathetic.
I could say I m…


(Notice the title? I use a [,] not and but now relationship and love has turn into relationship or love, since when we when to be so pathetic?)

Visit Botswana

This is another ad that our group has produce, yea is another group work of ours to promote Botswana, if anyone dunno where is it, it is part of the Africa continent
, and yea Africa is a continent not a country…







The pictures are google, cuz one thing we cant do is flying over to Botswana for a real one, that why we leave the explanations to the body copy. The art directions are mostly took care by Ongky, body copy by mua and the media planning by the girls Cindy and Jesslyn.. this will be the last group project for this semester and the last to be done… sigh miss the whole group work thing, cuz we have done a lot together.

is not just another ads

All of this is part of the assignments that I have done for this final hectic semester, the truth is this is some of my fav work that I have produce hehehe. To be frank it is a little gross, but hack if not how should I warn stupid teenagers that wanted sex to use condoms?

Zeek's diary, part 10

Shock by the incident Zeek turn back and see a guy tall but not taller then him, tan and medium build, he is the one that have punch Winton on his face, without any hesitation Zeek walk towards the guy and grape him by his collar and question his behavior, “What is the meaning of this?” the guys look at Zeek in a blur stare, “you took her away from me huh?!” Zeek turn and look at Winton confuse, in seconds Zeek felt something moving towards him fast, he turn and dodge, the man throw an other punch towards Zeek, yelling, “give her back!” “What the fuck? Dude are you ok?” Zeek yell in frustration, he stand up straight hold firmly on the guys arm, turn him around and secure him towards the bar beside them, “Luckily I still remember myself defense technique” Winton stood up furious walk towards the guys and wanted to question him, just to find that he is sleeping soundly.

Lost

I try to smile, but I m too tired to move my muscle, I cant feel myself anymore, numb! Numb with all the work that is swap, work work work, but still… this is only temporary, after this the real crisis will start, what should I go? No direction? No pointers? seriously sometimes I m tired of this life...

Donkeys

To those that don’t listen properly,
To those that don’t read properly,
To those that blame others for their fault,
To those that being unreasonable,
To those that is ignorant,
To those that act idiotically,
To those that talk behind people back but act friendly in front,
To those that wont give others a smooth time doing their job,
To those that just want to give others a hard time,
There is a lot to list,
There is a lot to complain,
These are what we call donkeys,
To be frank I call them jackasses,
I complain sometimes,
I been ignorant sometimes,
But at least I m still reasonable,
Maybe I m just partly donkey,
We all are,
Mostly in this society,
Most of the people are donkeys,
Or should I say jackass...

picture taken from http://www.bearskinrug.co.uk/_articles/2005/06/16/donkey_wins/

*sob*

Damn this world is fucking damn off its mind! Just got off the phone with my sis to find out that 1 of my pretty cute cousin that is only 5yrs old got Lymphatic cancer, she is now lying on bed and has to get in chemotherapy, how should a 5 yrs old child stand all this torturing! damn this just spoil my night, fight that off girl… sigh get well i still wanted to give back ride carry you around, no complain i promise, just get well

back to my life

Well holiday is over, Chinese New Year is a blast I mean back at KB then, since this is only the 10th day, there is 5 more day to go if anyone is still in the mood to celebrate heheh, well KB is fun and all gamble a lot, drinking eating blah~ (kinda off shape ady.. sigh) but there is something missing back then, we felt weird without that someone back there, hate her for moving out of KB but we will love you always… you big fat creamy lump of CHEESE

P.S.
this is what i do most of the time when i m back to my grandma's place




I will be some sort of ride to my group of cousins, tiring but what the hack it is fun, plus they are all loveable and cute hehehe



this is my cousin's son, want one of this for my own (talking it as a toy haha) can't believe that I m an uncle... sigh I don't wanna grow up...

What to be?

The famous to be or not to be by William Shakespeare, in it holds a debate of suicide. The simplest summary of Hamlet's speech might read "Life is so wretched that suicide would be preferable---except that we're too afraid of what might come after death."

But for me now to be
Is it to ask more?
To be greedy, or ambitious?
To be confidence, or arrogant?
Is it to love?
To love myself, or being a narcissistic?
To give or to take?
Is it to push myself more?
To stay on path, or to open new path?
To be lead or to lead?
Is it to be me, myself?
Who m I?
I got confuse day by day,
I gain bit by bit everyday,
From all I gain in confuse me more,
Things that goes on and on,
The same things,
The same things confuse me,
It is the same but yet not,
What is the truth? What is not?
What choice to be made?
What is right and wrong?
Black and white?
Who set things? Who name them?
The world is just a big jumble, Babel.
People love and hate each other,
People with the same color, different color, shape and seizes?
What is it to discriminate?
The blood is red? What is the different?
Who are we?
We get confuse everyday.
Too bad life ain’t a fairy tale.

To be, or not to be (from Hamlet 3/1)

To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action. - Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd.

William Shakespeare

taken from:
http://www.artofeurope.com/shakespeare/sha8.htm

Zeek's diary, part 9

With a sigh Zeek put his phone down with disappointment, Winton without saying a word give Zeek a pet on his back, in minutes Zeek’s phone ring… with excitement the caller I.D. show – Michelle, “Hello…” the voice that make his heart melt come from the other side of the line, “you call me just now? Sorry I m in the bathroom, anything?” for seconds Zeek have nothing in his head, Winton notice something from his buddies blank look, he push Zeek on his shoulder and wake him up, “no biggie just wanna wish you a happy valentine, so how is your celebration this year? Going out with anyone special?” Zeek tried to test if Michelle is still with her boy friend, “Thanks, errm not so happy this year, caught a cold… and loaded with work, damn… how about you?” “Bah… work? Or excuse?” mumble Zeek in his heart, “as usual alone and not celebrating this day, I stole my friend away from his girl friend and now we are drinking in a bar…” the call is intruded by a push from the back, someone punch Winton in the face and he landed on Zeek’s back…

Zeek's diary, part 8

He switches his cell phone off, pull his blanket over his face and start sleeping again, lucky for him he is still a student…
“Ring…” the phone rings, “Who is that? Can’t I get some sleep?” he picks up his phone and from the other end is his best of all buddies – Winton, “you wanna have a bite? And after that let crush the bar and have some drinks, it has been long since we chat.” “What? Now? I just sleep…” Zeek talks like he is dying, “what the fuck? Do you realize what time is it now? It is 7 pm for your ass sake” well this 2 friends and not such a big fan of the big guy up there, what mostly they say are about people not include G.O.D. if they well OMG, yeah it is about them. “Now clean yourself up change and I pick you up in 15 minutes.” And Winton hang up, “What?!” without any choice he pull his heavy head of his out of his room and put himself below the shower.

After dinner the guys when to a bar and odder a bottle of whisky to kill off some stress from school, “Oh yeah, you have a date last night, how it goes? You bang her?” Winton finish his word with a smirk, “fuck no I m searching for a relationship not sex! If I want any I can just bring some one home now. And for your concern the date when well…” “ What you did after the date?” ask Winton curiously, “Ermm, after dinner we just go off like that.” Zeek drink on his whisky after we answers, “just that? Did you follow up?” suddenly raising his voice, “follow up… damn! I have a bit too much of a drink!” “Well, call her now!” demand Winton. Zeek took his phone out and dial, but no one’s picking up.

Zeek's diary, part 7

After paying the 2 walk off to the car park, feeling time fly by fast Zeek dunno what to say and ask for Michelle to say for by his side for a while, well Zeek may look confident but he is a hack of a wind beg, there are theories that he pours to his friends that might work but seldom he practice it, nervous? Scared? It is all not even him know. “Well this means good bye then.” Michelle cut off Zeek’s thoughts, “huh? Oh ya…ya… bye.” Well since she have said it…
After Zeek got home it is all him and his bottle of wine again, happy in a way that the date when well, sadly… he cant explain much of it… is all silence only sound made by the TV, after a while he notice that he doze off, “shouldn’t have drank that much, fuck! Now I feel like throwing up.”

The next day he found himself with a heavy head and everything sounded like a gong… his phone ring… “Fuck! This could kill… damn valentines day! Why all the message…” Zeek feel cranky mostly on that day, he never know why, but 1 thing for sure his relationship never last till that day. "it is just the eve of valentine, do they have to send the fuzzy warm stuff now..."

The eye of malaysia

Well at the last minute after dinner, we decided to go to titiwangsa, to have a look at the eye of Malaysia, is a damn big ferries wheel (not really that big) but it is kinda cool for me…


The new visit Malaysia ambassador -- hoilee


the eye of Malaysia


we walk into the wrong path, kena halau...


got the tickets, RM15 per person


on q, me and beeying


Alan, hoilee and me


up from above


Wats that?


cant wait... photos photos photos


we end it with ice-creams


well bye~

Well I have a fun time going there, hope to be there again, not the place but friends that I enjoy

Zeek's diary, part 6

“Follow me sir…” the waiter escort Zeek into the lounge after checking the list of reservations. The way to Michelle seems like miles for Zeek, inside him there is a lot happening he felt like yelling out letting all the emotions go… “Here you are sir.” Zeek’s thought was interrupt by the waiter, when he look up there sits Michelle, on the spot where they have dinner before, Zeek’s mind doze off again to that night… “Zeek!” this pull Zeek back from his thoughts, “hello, are you alright? You seem blur…” “Oh I m ok… just a little tired I think… heheh” Zeek force a smile on his face, just to hide his thoughts. “Have some wine, it should refresh you a little, I know you like red wine…” Michelle pours some wine into an empty glass in front of her and offers it to Zeek. As they drink and eat on the dinner Michelle have order before Zeek’s arrival, it is just some short talks among the two, just till the wine kick in, “you have a good taste… the wine and food is just ememm… hahaha I m impress” words just pour off Zeek’s mouth, the two enjoy the evening till the bottle of wine is empty. “Look at the time.” says Michelle, “lets pay the bill and go off?” “Damn, it ends so soon?” mumbles Zeek on a sound just loud enough for himself to listen, “huh?” ask Michelle, “I mean ok… waiter~ may I have the bill please…”