Impossible

Lately there are lots and lots of things going on, too much to say, too much and all the too much will be for another day.
Today I have a talk with some of by bro, a talk that keep m in deep thoughts, a talk that clear things up, but because it is too clear I temp to run away from it…
But after a trivia is brought up by my bro and his naïve and optimistic girlfriend bring this up to him, this really brightens my brain.

She intro me to the word IMPOSSIBLE…
And I will use it as my motto in life, in a positively matter…

IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE…

On Titanic

Sitting on titanic,
Gorgeous for out,
Yet it is big and sinking.
The captain has abandon all that have work hard to maintain it,
The best part it, he hire them to improve the ship and yet their skills are not use,
They are discard like unwanted dogs, contrary to what they are treated when they are hire.
And now the big mighty titanic is sinking, no one to mend, no one to help…
No so mighty after all…


Will I get on the live boat? Or will I sink with it?

笑

工作后对着人都是假笑，很久没用肉笑了～
但近期的笑是开心的笑，都因为你，谢谢。。

地震后的余悸

这星期没人有心情，
办公室布满乌云，
唉声连天，
地震后的余悸，灰的、蓝的、悲的。

还好今天有小小的转折。。。
微微的开心、微微的笑、微微的有了颜色。。。

Thoughts of a pawn..

In a game of Chess when a pawn reaches the opponent side of the board, a pawn has the right to be promoted (most people choose queen).
Lately I forget my strategy, I forget how should go across, I forget how to move as for my bishop is no longer there. Am I at the right side of the board defending the right King & Queen? If I lose my castle, I m going down with it…
Any Chess Master out there?

头壳坏

最近不知道为什么头壳好像坏掉了，
整天偏头痛。。。。
整天专心不到。。。
整天做错东西。。。

太多东西烦，太多东西想，
头好像压力锅一样，慢慢的膨胀～
就要爆了！！！！

老大（我经理）关心的问到你干吗？
我干吗？我干吗？我干吗？我干吗？
我也不知道。。。。
给自己太多太多的压力了。。。
唉，会想太多的脑子也有坏处的。。。丢！

代价

老爸老妈～

老爸老妈的“报应”，哈哈

当年的简单，
简单的快乐，
黑白的简单，
颜色的复杂，
奇怪的是现代人都爱复杂，
这是现代人对于花花世界的代价吧？

BAD DAY

I don’t know what happen today, but it is just unlucky to start with.
This morning after I get ready to go to see my client, all smart and tidy, after I cloze the gate I let Tashima (my uncle's Larbador) off the leach from outside the gate, he struggle a little playfully, after I let him go, got in the car and the damn key controller go crazy!!! The gate open up and the dog run out!!! I m running after him IN THE RAIN!!! After 15 minutes caught him, all wet with dog smell! Damn!

See the client, all is bla blab la bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla~

After a VERY LONG MEETING, when to lunch and knock my head on an alter, have an headache and offended “GOD”…. BLAH~!!!

Medium rare...

A good movie is like a plate of fine steak, medium rare cook, nicely spice and sauce.
the 1st bite mostly start off dry, but the spice and sauce tempt you to try on another bite, and each bit it give you more and more juicy and tender meat, more and more it tempt you till the end of each piece...

like a movie life portrait it the same, but too much of temptation, some look away from the steak that start off dry, forgetting the spice, forgetting what it will bring... And sometimes they over cook it.

What a waste...

多一个

朋友说：人的一生可以喜欢很多人，但爱的却只是一个。。。

身边的伴侣是否是爱的？

结婚是爱情还是责任？

是否有一天一句我不够爱你，就把一切摧毁？

我喜欢过很多人，但爱的可以多过一个吗？

离别的时刻。。。

这是在学院时讲的笑话～
短片里讲话的美女，以前新郎哥常叫她爱人爱人的。。。
所以后面我们就讲：新郎结婚了，但新娘不是我。。。
这就是我们的相处方式。。。
这就是我想念的D1

相片陆续有来～

来啊～！！！

为什么人都会对它疯狂？
月尾拿粮，月头还债，
车主以成为车奴，
养车喂车，踩一踩油眼泪就一滴滴的掉。
它再多也不够，为什么？
钱啊～！为什么你都不够用？
你都不来我这！！！！

那时侯

那时的怨只有爸爸不陪我玩，妈妈不给我念故事。

那时侯只想当超人，那时侯就如超人天不怕地不怕的。

那时的撒娇值千金，那时侯的任性。

如今只有提那时侯，以后要给他们我的那时侯。

以后的那时侯会一样吗？

和我一样顽皮吗？

关系=窒息?

星期六正式的收到了红色"C4"下个月的七号，和我平年的朋友就来成家了～
这年龄的他有了事业，有了女人，也即将有了家。
这年龄的我事业刚起步，女朋友没有，成家甭想了～
在着年龄成家是好是坏？
感情成熟了吗？
有能力吗？
会后悔吗？

听到一个可悲的笑话，
男人：看到我无名指上的戒指吗？这叫SufferRing, 家里那个就叫Lord of the Ring....

种种的应素让我觉得，关系这东西实在太抽象了，
不爱为什么会在一起？因为方便？因为子女？太多的因为让人窒息。

五颜六色, 花花绿绿

上整个星期病到五颜六色，花花绿绿的， 星期一因为假日在家休息的时候已经感觉的昏昏沉沉的，星期二也是，星期三发烧全身疼 —— 拿病假、看医生、吃药，星期四回去上班，午饭后脸红发热，过后肿胀，手、脖子开始起红点，起初担心会是Denggi。。。 结果是发麻疹。。。。3天吃粥，2天后才退烧。。。 好辛苦的一个星期～

正面太可怕了～怕会吓到人所以不放。。

好回的“Leng样”

唉～ Leng有舍用？还是要病着过情人节，想想这样也好，要不然也没节目。。。

懒人过年

新年过了明天就过了，有少少失落，再过一两个月我的 Appraiser 就快来了～ 有些担心。。。
至少新年过得好。
24／1：驾着7个钟的车回老家，累死～！
除夕：外婆家吃团员饭。
初一：给老人家敬茶。
初二：一整天在家，到了晚上就是喝、赌～

初三：聚会！每年的初三都会有聚会！又是喝与赌。
初四：还是喝与赌、玩下 King、玩下杀手。
初五：喝茶、玩桌球。
初六：呆在家做乖乖仔，二叔回来～
初七：早上就驾着车回KL，找三叔拜年，载三小姐回宿舍，累累累～
初八：休息
初九 － 初十一：工作！又累又懒～
初十二：这次与老板们赌～ PR PR 一点。
初十三 － 初十四：看戏！病了
初十五：睡一整天～ 病了

新年过了，要更积极了！！！！

糊

模糊的背影，清楚？
该怎么评？
清楚的看还是模糊的摸？

星与心

是月的明，还是夜的黑?
月分外名，但星却是暗，
抬头望星，念着家的星，
星星没了，念家心还在。

Happy MOOO~ Year

More update to come, sorry for slacking hahaha, HAPPY LUNA NEW YEAR~

the light in the dark

Just after a few minutes I post the last post, one of the boss (an Ausie) came and called me in for a "chat" the 1st thought in mind is I m dying soon… but surprisingly my bosses are damn supportive, he ask me in for a counseling section, just to make sure that I m starting to get use to the company etc, well my confidence boom straight up, at least I know I will suffer but still there is a whole group behind my back backing me up. Well the ass hole loses~!