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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Sunday, September 30, 2007

没文化。戒



自个儿 去看电影 —— 色。戒, 好费精神的一部戏但我喜欢~
对观众的评语 —— 没文化, 讲电话的也没小声的意识, 最讨厌的是有人在里头睡觉打呼, 从头打到尾…
There is a lot of distraction while watching this world war 2-era base movie, is all about a group of student that try to make their existence worth for the country, to do something, to kill those that help the Japs other than their own race as what they call traitor to the blood, race and the country… love the movie, love this kind of movie but not this kind of audience… sigh walk out of the theater if anyone find 1 movie boring or not by one’s taste don’t spoil it for the others, not t o say talking in the theater….

Thursday, September 27, 2007

away from the nest

Back to Cyberjaya again bah the sampa of nothing to do, better be rote at Kelantan, well what to do life goes on, Monday have an interview hope it is the last please make it the last sien ady~

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

KK crazy clips

the video as promise b4...

pictures from the previous blog i wrote bout KK

Monday, September 24, 2007

life as a road measurer

This is what I call life!! No worries this is such a lazy but still I m not bored of it, well this is Kelantan, heheh if this kinda life for me at KL I will be restless, maybe is because I felt like home here… well it is always my home… even till I have created mine, it is still my home.

p.s. road measurer mostly in chinese here discrib people have nothing better to do, mostly those like me that is on job hunthing ... if you dunno

Sunday, September 23, 2007

My perfect lover

Unlukcy tag by nuan my GOOD cousin~

RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Has to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

8 point of my perfect lover:

1. Must be tall, 170cm at least…
2. Must have at least high B-cup…
3. Fit in all ways, mental and psychical. Adventurous...
4. Must be smart, at least not dump… common sense must have!!!
5. Can be independent when must, and lay on me on the right time…
6. Understanding, can read me like a book…
7. Must have good taste… well if she is with me she should have well taste (hahaha)
8. Must look presentable, special and yet presentable hehehe

Sigh actually I just gave 8 reason why I m still single… *sob*
and in a way I m describing Laura Croft (well if you know who she is)

I don’t mean it but this is the rules of the game… hehehe
Szeyuin (well done write all about wai k! write wat you wan heheh)
Yiling
Raei
Xyun
Hazal
杉
Khankhai
Steven

Thursday, September 20, 2007

tatoos 2

Well just got back yesterday, I m now at Kelantan my bedroom being lazy and relaxing hehehe and thought of doing some design well have to use the skills to prevent rustiness, just got to design 2 more tattoos for 2 friends…


one of the simple 1


this is those what I call 2 in 1...

There is more here, the previous tattoo design… (click here)

Monday, September 17, 2007

KK trip

Brrr... is all I can say, it is damn cold!!! Mt. Kinabalu is damn cold icy hell! Getting near to hypothermia stage but my will power is strong enough hahaha. The company of some friends and the guide keep me focus and manage to reach the peak of Mt. Kinabalu, I was thinking of giving up once we reach 8 KM (0.5 KM to go ), we are so tired and cold that I just feel like jumping down the cliff will be faster to reach ground, but luckily we hold on and keep moving upwards and reach! It will not be the same if I didn’t, I will regret like the others that didn’t manage… my condolence… well at least there is some pictures to see how it looks like hahaha, the rest of the trip at Sabah is just TIRED, once I got down from the mountain I felt like my leg ain’t belong to me, the next thing is I felt pain from my legs to my back, an advice to people that want to go on this adventurous trip, do more exercise! Do more cardio! Go to the gym often if not go jogging often at least 2 months work out!! If not don’t complain after you touch down the ground! Overall from aching and sickness I enjoy the trip a lot!


the 1st meal at Sabah


Departing after our meal from rose cabin (ppl thought that we are couples...)


not going to challenge this... damn cold wei~


the way to the top~


reach dy~ the 1st and 2nd... so call the 3rd taking photo for us... no pride no competition... blah hahaha


the cabin we stay at...




on the peak


nothing els but cold and tired~


after a few hours rest we when straight down another 6KM to land, my walking stick started to crack at the bottom, me and chee siang is the last few to touch down land with a sore feet...


me and sinyong, we are so tired we just slept where we can...


need something to unplug my nose.


at UMS... there is some stupid video that we took (upload later...)


ready to pack and leave, we stay at a back packer logging house call -- north boneo cabin, it is cheap and worth a bunch, with coffee, tea, milo and water free flow, air condition (although not so cooling) they too provide breakfast (the very basic breakfast)


at the airport with szeyuin...


Group photo again at the airport..
from the left Dr. Braman, Stanly, XuejiJun, KarFai, WeiSiang, SinYong...
Second roll, Wai, SzeYuin and YinYu...
well I m holding the camera...


I don't wanna leave...

this trip I have some extraordinary experience...
I know new friends...
I when adventure...
We grew clozer...

There is more on what have happen at szeyuin’s blog… part 1 and part 2 check it out!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Recently

Going to fly tonight to KK yea~! Hahaha at least I can get off the worries for a while, well to be frank I m running away from some stuff now a days but hack I m allow a few chance yea… hahaha, just when to the movie with my cousin, watch knock up, nice but there is too much censorship in it blah~ but still it is a good movie, how a one night stand end up to a rollercoaster ride, well life… after the movie I bring my cousin over to Ti-Ratana to visit the kids hahah still that cute and naughty… well at least I think till now after the trip and going back to KB I have to regroup the messy I have leave behind (temporary)… wish me luck…

Friday, September 07, 2007

Weird factors about mua…

1. Cant sleep without a pillow and a blankie, this 2 combination will let me sleep better, and I will cover myself with the blankie no matter what kind of whether.

2. Have to shower in HOT water! And I mean really hot the last time I check normally 45 Degree C…

3. Love to watch movies, going to theaters (those on stage drama), musical, orchestra and music any (kind), if it is good I will have goose bums all over.

4. Will act childish when I m with my mother… especially when I wanted something hahaha

5. Will sleep talking, my friends that sleep with me said that I will talk mostly every night….

6. Can’t smell certain perfume, refreshener, odor etc it will make me dizzy and sneeze, but there is some colon or perfume that I like…

7. Like to eat orange, but when it is eat inside the car the smell will kill me…

8. I m more daring than you think so don’t dare me doing things, me and my friends share a lolly… think of that hahha

9. Don’t like to eat yam, I think all of every kinda food this is only it… especially yam ice cream yuck! But I eat the yam that is cook at my grandma’s place.

10. Love kids, thought of having a child but still not relation for now…

11. Love weird werid stuff, like art work that is misunderstood, tribal statue, tattoos, piercing etc, talking about weird, I love exotic animals like iguana… and lizard kind of animal and snakes…

12. Hate shaving! It itch!!! But still have to shave that’s why sometime got complain by friends… sometimes 2-3 days I leave it on…

13. One last 1, i have a bunch of weird but damn great friends hahahaha LOVE you guys...

杉 like promise... hehehe so who is weird now??

Thursday, September 06, 2007

tattoos...

I have design some tattoos and one of it is use, all the tattoos represents a name of my friends… see if anyone can guess what is the origin on the tattoos…
Start from the easiest…


This is use...


This have more than you think...


This is simple but not as simple as it is...


A hint if you don’t read Chinese you won’t know it… hahahaha
More to come..

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Fear...

I found out my real true fear, I fear of going into a new stage of life, I don’t know why normally I m adventurous, but before I go on the adventure I will get scared on what will be in front and this always slow me down all the time… like the time I go to college I cloze up a lot not talking to people, I m good a words and speaking, the last time I when to and interview I dunno why I freak out… nervous bah… relationship are part of it, I sometimes do sabotage myself… sigh… now in this stage I feel like I’m in a cross road and dunno well where to go… I feel lost, I always hated this stage this is where I feel like just sitting around, bah thank god in this stage there is still the kids to keep me all to the real world, if not I will be a living zombie which sleep in the morning and wake up at night…

need to get a job!!!! anyone hiring an advertising student???

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Bye...

Yesterday is the last day at T-Ratana, *sob* they have give us a farewell party with entertainment and food, but I m all emotional the whole day, have to keep the tears in when I m there morning well good job done for the whole morning till noon when the ceremony starts…
It start with a dance perform by children under 9 yrs old this is where the “onion” comes in, I m holding it back the 1st few minutes when I look in front of me, sin yong have start crying… with his face showing that he is trying to hold it back obviously he fail… follow on with Nicole that is sitting by my side… damn tears just pour out… and when it comes to our section to sing in the middle of the song I start to cry badly can’t help it sigh although I know I will visit… but still I miss them a lot, there is a few kids that have attach in the 6-7 weeks I m there with them… there is one kid that I draw heroes (batman, superman etc) he hide on a side have his sister to pull me over and hold on to me a start crying while holding my drawing… and I have a kid that start asking why should we go, why can’t you stay… I can’t help it to this event, it have been the most “cryable” day I have, I can be emotional a lot but yesterday is just too much~ a cry baby I m so what?

(Picture upload later…)

Friday, August 31, 2007

All about EQ... and HAPPY MERDEKA~

What an experience, going out with the kids at night for a national day celebration, so call… damn! No fireworks… (maybe we miss it) is all people around squeezing around, after an hour or a half we decide to go, go yum ca bla blab la bla we decide to drive up to small Genting, (this is the main point of the blog) on our way we meet a gangster, or should I say an ASS~ he is on the right lane, my friend hon him to have him excuse from blocking us, he slow down stare at us… speed up stop in front of our van and walk over to the driver side, (the window is open) he start by yelling towards my friend saying what is the meaning of this bla bla bla and slap wai on his face! Damn this burn me up, I yell over from the back saying don’t even start it… well it actually slow him down… sigh, my friend explain why have he hon that ass but still his numb skull and a bull temper of his can’t take it… bah~ well I still have a childish act to do to this numb skull.. damn I just wish that he will get his ass kick badly, till his fault mouth of his is stuck into his own ass…



(one reason we didn’t start a fight is because there is kids in the car, even the kids know who is right and wrong… dump ass, the second reason is we have high EQ)
oh yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA, hope it will grow to be a better country...

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Luck or Unlucky

I have been talk to wai about what happen to my cousin details here at her blog , what happen is she got rob but luckily she is ok, got back her IC, license and ATM card… you know what comment I gave to this, she is lucky…
Society is sick damnly sick have every one see fault as a very minor thingie?? I say she is luck is because she isn’t harm, she got some of her stuff back so what is unlucky than?? To get hurt? Lost more?? I can’t say no more, I heard of a friend got “escort” to the ATM machine by 4 people with a knife at his throat, lost RM4000 that night… so to means got rob is like a usual thing? I got pick pocket b4, my father too… is like not getting pick, mob, rob etc is something usual anymore …

Friday, August 17, 2007

Part time job

Last few blogs I have mention that I been working at an children's shelter call Ti-Ratana stated at Desa Petaling, well here is some pictures of the cute cute kids and the “kind hearted” volunteer : p hahaha

1st is my “god son” self-declare, ain’t he cute~ well he like he to hold him, put him up high and damn he loves to eat!!! His name is Ubali (some Tibet Buddha’s name…)



"druming"


sucking on MY lolly!! gready little baby... but still cute~


xiao bao and fatt kor~
Taken on the parade, this 2 are siblings…




hehe Play boys~


Naughty but adorable, fell asleep on the parade


me and hua...


This is just a small part of them


And this is too just a part of the “kind hearted” people hahah

oh yea and check this side out too http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com/

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Color blind

1st time experience at the theater damn long being waiting for this experience~ love it love it a damn lot!
The title of the drama is call TUNKU...





what KLPAC looks like outside

It is a story about what have happen after our independence, sad to what man can cause and do, sad to how people can be selfish, sad to how people can be that narrow minded, sad to a lot of fault things that man have done…
From this we learn
What have happen in 1969 is meant to happen,
The stupidity ways that we have act till this day,
How we discriminate each other till we kill of our love and friends,
Separation will need more than blood and dirt,
Just to lean to be a color blind, to be blind could mean harmony…

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

杂种!! (mix breed in a bad way)

Was eating supper (guilty pleasure, sin sin~ hehehe not good for diet) and have some fruits after the meal, having rambutan and duku and a fruit that I ate before kinda pop up in mind… it looks like rambutan… but not… taste like lychee and till just now I dunno what is the name of it [well before it I call it chap cheng rambutan – in hokkien (杂种红毛丹) means mix breed in a bad way hahah that made some laugh), curiosity started a search online for the name of the fruit by szeyuin… no luck till we call her mom… we got this…




It is call PULASAN…
picture taken from http://www.malaysiabest.net/2006/07/21/buah-fruit-pulasan-photo/

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This remind me how I open rambutan when I my younger, by the age 10-11 i can't open a rambutan by my bare hands so I put it at the inner side of the door (forget how to describe it) and cloze the door so it squeeze the rambutan open…

Sunday, August 12, 2007

BIG day~

Yesterday is one of the big days of mine life~ my convocation!! Graduate with Bachelor Degree hehehe (show off a little) but damn it is HOT under the robe is like wearing a mobile sauna! And the ceremony is like a desert – dry! No water to drink from 2pm till 8pm bah dry dry, but it is a cheerful ceremony, we cheer to nearly everything, from our friends to the minister (well there is louder cheer, for friends and the soft one you know who this is for…) the whole day is kinda tired, drive here and there! Weird is one step closer to the real world…


this is the only pic i got... more coming up

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

all about crap

情人节
对我来说是黑涩的一天,
涩,苦涩的滋味,无聊。。。

Damn long didn’t type in Chinese, and my Han Yu Ping Ying have drop low~ just a try to see where I can go… the above too long enough to produce hahaha, but still I hate valentine… is like a pathetic reminder… bla bla bla complains…
“十指不再紧扣,就算同床也异梦”
got this sentence from a friends blog love it… but ha! Jokes on me I think it will be long till I experience it…

bah~ crap blog, the next one will be better… : p

Monday, August 06, 2007

4 letter game

Relationships start up with a four-letter word – LIKE,
Relationships go on with a four-letter word – LOVE,
It dies off with a four-letter word – HATE,
Ends up with a four-letter word – LONE,
It is no more than a four-letter word – PAIN,
Not till the darkness are illuminate again,
Is just an other four-letter word game over and over…

Like – Love – *Fuck – Hate – Lone – Pain
It reincarnate like life does…
(*Don’t come and say things about me using this word, and don’t deny it, it is happening, hahaha)

oh yea and this is my hundred blog I have post~ hehehe yea me~
CLAP CLAP CLAP *applauses*
YEA YEA *cheering*
Siyok sendiri~