负到底

最近常翘blog，久久才update一下，但最近实在是太多太多负面的心情，不想箱子里都是负能量的。今天心情负一百，四个小时的信心折磨、心灵创伤、精神虐待等～（我顾客超长气、鸡蛋挑骨头。。）

回到公司时，

公司又地震，我是生存者，

感觉生存者还比牺牲的还要挣扎，挣扎的是上司的无理、无情。。。

以上有些老人家会说：“年轻的～社会就是这样的啦，工作是这样的啦”

老人家们，我知道，我气的是我还要为恶魔工作，要帮恶人抗一箩箩的责任，而他们在繁忙的时候悠闲的放假。。。。

Happy Birthday Mama~

Mama's birthday~!!! mama coming one year more beautiful~ mama I love you, hope that didn't give you any heart ache this year round, i know that what is promise last year is still not there... will work harder... Happy Birthday mama~

撑撑撑

今天我同事在facebook tag我，他写了一段蛮负面的文章述说着他的认真、决心、热血等，他的每段经历直到我们这分工。。。缺乏领导能力的上司、上司的无理、公司经济的动摇，种种因素腐蚀着他开始的认真、决心、热血。。。

我也是带着希望、向着光明的走向这公司，开始的一切一切都是燃烧着热血的，在任的上司把下属像兄弟的看待，直到岳飞(上司)被害（炒），战士们的士气跌到谷底。。。

好彩在谷底还有伯乐的带领，大家都带着“他妈XX的死公司”的心情上班，哪有心情去打战、搏杀？每天给着一定要去上班的理由才肯醒。。。

还要撑多久？！

拥抱

有人说：
拥抱是一个奇特的动作，
明明两人是触碰着的，
但却看不着对方，
那么近的距离有着遥远的差距。。。

Change

Have been staying at my uncle’s for 2 weeks! And today I m finally home (it is hot without aircon). The 1st thing I did is a haircut, 2nd change my bed sheets, 3rd…? Lazy to move any further blog 1st…

Before: I felt this is a little vamparic~

Back to my haircut~ I wanted a drastic change or look, a look that I have long set a side (since secondary school), short! Very short!

After: well this will be the vampire slaver

Now I have some confidence to go shorter~!!! Haha since my dad just shave his head last few days… I m just going with the trend haha

Store up craziness

I keep on wondering what I have miss out of Friday, there something not right for the weekend, some people are not here, some times and slots are not filled.


I thoughts keep on linger on last week when an adhoc gathering surface, 3 friends came from KB for a holiday trip, 1 came back from Beijing to renew her visa… this is something upland and damn really miss it. Late nights, dinner, shopping etc these things have been long gone since all of us start working… but hope dearly that it is just kept quietly in our hearts’ storeroom.

My JD Chocolate!!! Thanks yiling~

@ Pyramid, ice monster~

the traffic light

the BIGday big ice tea

it is MINE!!! buzz off!!!

the birthday girl: "stop fighting I buy you guys one more"

Next gathering, Hari Raya~ back to KB to party!!! Well for those that think “huh? You can party at Kelantan? Do what sitting separately guys and girls and play chockak?” I suggest that you get a chance and go to Kelantan~

累的定义

累死了～
太多太多东西做了
但。。。
还算高兴的，
希望这样的高兴在累的定义上持续下去。。。




累可以的话少有。。。

旅者（Nomad）

其中一个梦想就是拿着吉他（还不会弹），DSLR相机浪迹天涯，
边唱歌赚钱，边拍相，旅程的尾段就形成我们的记忆与歌曲。。。

NOMAD..
曲：Chekyo
词：Chekyo
唱：Chekyo

现在就是如此的希望，730天的倒数。。。

WE

When there is You and I against Him, Her and Them, in a small size company the trust, team work and employer – employee relationship have shattered. For it starts as a WE… for where hope withstand here? Is there any left?

Keep it calm

Yiling~

It will be a shock I know, to go some where you don’t know, no one knows you, nothing you are familiar with. Is like walking in to a maze, LOST.
But one good thing come out of it, is a whole new adventure, a whole lot of new things, a whole lot of new people to meet and know, I wont guarantee that you will 100% love it, but think of it, it is only 2 months~ keep it up and add oil~

Tzer

<身边>

记忆中的童年
耳中回响的碎碎念
离家后那几年
心中不断的想念

望着手中的照片 杯里的香片
脑中的影片不断浮现

难忘您们慈祥的脸
好想回到您的身边

回到记忆中的童年

难忘您们微笑的脸
好想亲口说声谢谢

再回到从前....



这是在training时与我的组员写的歌～
很喜欢的一首歌，现在要找回录音，忘了怎么唱。。。 :p

天杀的热！

热死人了！！！！！！！！！！
今天放一天假在家里"Sauna"
累热累热是累还是热～

这时候最挂念的是距离8小时的老家，
我房间里的冷气～

老家

回家了！！！
到家了！！！
一个安全舒服的地方！
世界在乱这里还是平静的～

Impossible

Lately there are lots and lots of things going on, too much to say, too much and all the too much will be for another day.
Today I have a talk with some of by bro, a talk that keep m in deep thoughts, a talk that clear things up, but because it is too clear I temp to run away from it…
But after a trivia is brought up by my bro and his naïve and optimistic girlfriend bring this up to him, this really brightens my brain.

She intro me to the word IMPOSSIBLE…
And I will use it as my motto in life, in a positively matter…

IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE…

On Titanic

Sitting on titanic,
Gorgeous for out,
Yet it is big and sinking.
The captain has abandon all that have work hard to maintain it,
The best part it, he hire them to improve the ship and yet their skills are not use,
They are discard like unwanted dogs, contrary to what they are treated when they are hire.
And now the big mighty titanic is sinking, no one to mend, no one to help…
No so mighty after all…


Will I get on the live boat? Or will I sink with it?

笑

工作后对着人都是假笑，很久没用肉笑了～
但近期的笑是开心的笑，都因为你，谢谢。。

地震后的余悸

这星期没人有心情，
办公室布满乌云，
唉声连天，
地震后的余悸，灰的、蓝的、悲的。

还好今天有小小的转折。。。
微微的开心、微微的笑、微微的有了颜色。。。

Thoughts of a pawn..

In a game of Chess when a pawn reaches the opponent side of the board, a pawn has the right to be promoted (most people choose queen).
Lately I forget my strategy, I forget how should go across, I forget how to move as for my bishop is no longer there. Am I at the right side of the board defending the right King & Queen? If I lose my castle, I m going down with it…
Any Chess Master out there?

头壳坏

最近不知道为什么头壳好像坏掉了，
整天偏头痛。。。。
整天专心不到。。。
整天做错东西。。。

太多东西烦，太多东西想，
头好像压力锅一样，慢慢的膨胀～
就要爆了！！！！

老大（我经理）关心的问到你干吗？
我干吗？我干吗？我干吗？我干吗？
我也不知道。。。。
给自己太多太多的压力了。。。
唉，会想太多的脑子也有坏处的。。。丢！

代价

老爸老妈～

老爸老妈的“报应”，哈哈

当年的简单，
简单的快乐，
黑白的简单，
颜色的复杂，
奇怪的是现代人都爱复杂，
这是现代人对于花花世界的代价吧？