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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Friday, July 24, 2009

CASH AND BURN!!!!

What an ass, you think that you own the road! Just turn in without signal or looking! Fuck that I hope that your car crash and burn and you are in it!!!! And you fucking didn’t stop when I have a emergency break and got bang by a motor at my back~!!!! Jackass as you is you just drive off! Have you break oil leak and you can’t stop!!!! And crash!!!!! Fix the car till you die!!!


I just fix my bumper! and paint it~!!! And you fucking make someone bang my ass!

Monday, July 20, 2009

成长







迎面涌来的一天,成长的一天,
欢喜?失望?似乎少了一样,
未来的今天会是怎样的呢?
会不会还是似乎少了一些东西?
许着愿的时候脑袋空白要的已经忘了。。。
成就?恋爱?明年今日。。。
在祝我生日快乐吧。。。

又老了!!!!


老了的我有三个愿望
1。 找到要的工作 - 人工好福利好广告系的
2。 伴
3。 时间陪伴我所爱的亲朋"狗"友~喜

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

长发三千年



长发三千年音乐剧就来开场了!九月十一,十二,十三日在KLPac (Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre – Pentas Seni KL)开演!

这音乐剧讲述着奇妙的爱情故事
爱可以无所不在,爱可以行如空气,爱可以扭曲时空。。。
但人可以因为自私肤浅而轻易的把爱摧毁,把梦中的她狠狠的伤害。。。


我们的演员岁数从六岁到二十多岁(有好多可爱的小朋友哦~都好会演!!)

Price from:
RM68
RM98
RM128

Date:
11/09/2009
12/09/2009
13/09/2009

Venue:
KLPac

Time:
8:00PM

By:
E-Major Symphony Sdn Bhd - www.e-major.com.my



我是演主角。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。的老爸!
虽然不是主角但也有台词,也要唱歌,也要跳舞(第一次 跳舞~)!!!


请大家多多支持!!!

Monday, July 06, 2009

动脉

送我家人上机后,心情忽然空了一块,
回家的路上手指一直探索着颈上的动脉,
就为了确认自己是否还活着。。。
一,二,三。。。烦乱的思绪一直打断拍子,简单的数学复杂化了。

过后的事就象车马灯一样的闪,
驾驶都是潜意识在控制,
意识就象不耐烦的小孩一直叫嚷着“到了没!到了没!到了没!”
就在着七月,这不耐烦的小孩哭泣着“不要来。。。还不要。。。我还没准备好。”
残酷的七月还是涌着这以不是小孩的男人一年一年的来。。。

动脉跳动的声音确认了我还活着。。。
活着就要面对涌来的每一年。。。



Thursday, June 18, 2009

负到底

最近常翘blog,久久才update一下,但最近实在是太多太多负面的心情,不想箱子里都是负能量的。今天心情负一百,四个小时的信心折磨、心灵创伤、精神虐待等~(我顾客超长气、鸡蛋挑骨头。。)

回到公司时,

公司又地震,我是生存者,
感觉生存者还比牺牲的还要挣扎,挣扎的是上司的无理、无情。。。

以上有些老人家会说:“年轻的~社会就是这样的啦,工作是这样的啦”

老人家们,我知道,我气的是我还要为恶魔工作,要帮恶人抗一箩箩的责任,而他们在繁忙的时候悠闲的放假。。。。

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Happy Birthday Mama~

Mama's birthday~!!! mama coming one year more beautiful~ mama I love you, hope that didn't give you any heart ache this year round, i know that what is promise last year is still not there... will work harder... Happy Birthday mama~

撑撑撑

今天我同事在facebook tag我,他写了一段蛮负面的文章述说着他的认真、决心、热血等,他的每段经历直到我们这分工。。。缺乏领导能力的上司、上司的无理、公司经济的动摇,种种因素腐蚀着他开始的认真、决心、热血。。。


我也是带着希望、向着光明的走向这公司,开始的一切一切都是燃烧着热血的,在任的上司把下属像兄弟的看待,直到岳飞(上司)被害(炒),战士们士气跌到谷底。。。


好彩在谷底还有伯乐的带领,大家都带着“他妈XX的死公司”的心情上班,哪有心情去打战、搏杀?每天给着一定要去上班的理由才肯醒。。。


还要撑多久?!

Monday, June 08, 2009

拥抱

有人说:
拥抱是一个奇特的动作,
明明两人是触碰着的,
但却看不着对方,
那么近的距离有着遥远的差距。。。

Change

Have been staying at my uncle’s for 2 weeks! And today I m finally home (it is hot without aircon). The 1st thing I did is a haircut, 2nd change my bed sheets, 3rd…? Lazy to move any further blog 1st…
Before: I felt this is a little vamparic~











Back to my haircut~ I wanted a drastic change or look, a look that I have long set a side (since secondary school), short! Very short!
After: well this will be the vampire slaver

Now I have some confidence to go shorter~!!! Haha since my dad just shave his head last few days… I m just going with the trend haha

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Store up craziness

I keep on wondering what I have miss out of Friday, there something not right for the weekend, some people are not here, some times and slots are not filled.


I thoughts keep on linger on last week when an adhoc gathering surface, 3 friends came from KB for a holiday trip, 1 came back from Beijing to renew her visa… this is something upland and damn really miss it. Late nights, dinner, shopping etc these things have been long gone since all of us start working… but hope dearly that it is just kept quietly in our hearts’ storeroom.

My JD Chocolate!!! Thanks yiling~

@ Pyramid, ice monster~

the traffic light

the BIGday big ice tea

it is MINE!!! buzz off!!!

the birthday girl: "stop fighting I buy you guys one more"

Next gathering, Hari Raya~ back to KB to party!!! Well for those that think “huh? You can party at Kelantan? Do what sitting separately guys and girls and play chockak?” I suggest that you get a chance and go to Kelantan~

Thursday, May 28, 2009

累的定义

累死了~
太多太多东西做了
但。。。
还算高兴的,
希望这样的高兴在累的定义上持续下去。。。




累可以的话少有。。。

Monday, May 18, 2009

旅者(Nomad)

其中一个梦想就是拿着吉他(还不会弹),DSLR相机浪迹天涯,
边唱歌赚钱,边拍相,旅程的尾段就形成我们的记忆与歌曲。。。

NOMAD..
曲:Chekyo
词:Chekyo
唱:Chekyo

现在就是如此的希望,730天的倒数。。。

Monday, May 11, 2009

WE

When there is You and I against Him, Her and Them, in a small size company the trust, team work and employer – employee relationship have shattered. For it starts as a WE… for where hope withstand here? Is there any left?

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Keep it calm

Yiling~

It will be a shock I know, to go some where you don’t know, no one knows you, nothing you are familiar with. Is like walking in to a maze, LOST.
But one good thing come out of it, is a whole new adventure, a whole lot of new things, a whole lot of new people to meet and know, I wont guarantee that you will 100% love it, but think of it, it is only 2 months~ keep it up and add oil~

Tzer

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

<身边>

记忆中的童年
耳中回响的碎碎念
离家后那几年
心中不断的想念

望着手中的照片 杯里的香片
脑中的影片不断浮现

难忘您们慈祥的脸
好想回到您的身边

回到记忆中的童年

难忘您们微笑的脸
好想亲口说声谢谢

再回到从前....



这是在training时与我的组员写的歌~
很喜欢的一首歌,现在要找回录音,忘了怎么唱。。。 :p

天杀的热!

热死人了!!!!!!!!!!
今天放一天假在家里"Sauna"
累热累热是累还是热~

这时候最挂念的是距离8小时的老家,
我房间里的冷气~

Friday, May 01, 2009

老家

回家了!!!
到家了!!!
一个安全舒服的地方!
世界在乱这里还是平静的~

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Impossible

Lately there are lots and lots of things going on, too much to say, too much and all the too much will be for another day.
Today I have a talk with some of by bro, a talk that keep m in deep thoughts, a talk that clear things up, but because it is too clear I temp to run away from it…
But after a trivia is brought up by my bro and his naïve and optimistic girlfriend bring this up to him, this really brightens my brain.

She intro me to the word IMPOSSIBLE…
And I will use it as my motto in life, in a positively matter…

IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE…

Sunday, April 19, 2009

On Titanic

Sitting on titanic,
Gorgeous for out,
Yet it is big and sinking.
The captain has abandon all that have work hard to maintain it,
The best part it, he hire them to improve the ship and yet their skills are not use,
They are discard like unwanted dogs, contrary to what they are treated when they are hire.
And now the big mighty titanic is sinking, no one to mend, no one to help…
No so mighty after all…


Will I get on the live boat? Or will I sink with it?

Monday, April 06, 2009


工作后对着人都是假笑,很久没用肉笑了~
但近期的笑是开心的笑,都因为你,谢谢。。