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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

聚会




新年时拍的,每年新年都会在我家做个gathering!谈谈天,玩完游戏,赌赌博等。最重要的是朋友们聚会,希望我们每年都可以酱。。。不管我们在哪里,不管有多忙,我们一年一次的聚会,希望大家都到。。。

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

小时

泽泽(念这这)小时很顽皮,
在幼儿园里可算是老大一个,
常是班上最吵的,
被老师罚用手夹嘴吧的。
常常欺负小朋友把他们当鬼组Ghost Buster来捉鬼(鬼都很可怜),
要不然就Spiderman, 都把人当坏蛋来追。
最人小鬼大的一个,
常有女朋友拉小手,
把野草当花,和昨晚和妈妈一起画的卡(有大大的心)一起送。
当年认识的朋友个个不在是小鬼,
不在天真,不在有梦,
说的都是钱,生活,现实的催残。
没多少人会有那当年的朋友,
没多少人会如当年一样,
我有,几个从当年一起长大的朋友。
可惜没照片!都再老家!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Wine & cheese

Lately there some girls say that I look more mature than my age~ sigh well some mean well and some just wanna say that I look old, well, I came up with this statement “Men are like wine and women are like cheese”. Anyone get what it means?
Well mostly men are more attractive when they age, more manly, more mature and more successful, like wine with time they age they become more tastier, more flavor and less unpleasant taste, well for cheese the taste grew stronger, good in a way but bad when u smell it, some smell like months un-wash socks, like blue cheese…
Well it too depends on personal taste, some people like cheap wine and some people just like strong taste cheese, well I sometimes like it, but not always, it give me bad breath. Be a strong taste cheese is better than be a process cheese (it is junk food, bad for the body..)
Can't be deny that cheese and wine is always a good combination.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

前后

建身房回家的路程,
因为雨而忧伤。
最近天气就如婴孩,
捉摸不定,时好时坏,
疲惫的思绪,
沉重的背负在背上。
前方的去路也象天气,
晴朗的夜晚在哪里?
清晰的星空,
我想念一点一点白皙的星星,
想念我们在沙滩上看星星,
哼着歌,对流星许愿。
那时的烦恼,只是今天的一点,
今天的沉重,会把当年的我压扁。
长大?有时我还希望我是17岁。
梦想就是吹吹水,
就是纸上之计,
就是以后的希望。
现在的梦想,
也是前方的灯光,
但步伐以沉重了。

Sunday, March 30, 2008

每个人都是骗子?


幼儿院开始,老师都教我们要诚实,
但他们没教我们在这个社会里,谎话是必要的。
有没有100%的诚实小孩呢?如果你说没有,你在讲骗话。

我还蛮回说谎的,没怎样,也可以说实话,只是不是实话的全部。
但还没厉害到可以当赌神,没厉害到当千王之王~

女人化妆就是个谎了,美丽的谎(不是全部。。)。
男人吹水就装满了谎,没有啦只是把事实夸大。

所以诚实点,承认每个人都说谎。

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

懂不懂,是懂非懂。

Picasso 的画有谁看得懂?
真正的知道他画后的意义。
我懂,我有我的方式去懂,
艺术,可没真正的解释,
没有对或错,
只有背后的故事,
看人如何了解,
生活的对于错,
是谁订下?
真正的对一定是个勾勾吗?
那对的背后是什么?
人看的只是他们想看的,
明白他们所看到的,
接受他们喜欢的。
那Picasso的画是艺术还是渡鸦?

Be Kind Rewind


Just when for another movie after work, well it is a stress killer for me (watching movies of cause)! Wanted to watch water horse at 1st but it is not on yet at GSC 1 U, so I watch “Be Kind Rewind” it is a comedy alright obviously, because Jack Black is staring in it~ it start up as a cover up, to remake some movies because Jerry (Jack Black) have destroy all the tapes in the video stall, by magnetize all of it (how? Watch it yourself), Mike (Mos Def) came up with an idea stupid to be see at 1st, but end up the neighborhood love the home made movies, and the “sweded” trend started, it is also a part of saving the video stall plan etc etc, it is all laugh and jokes but at the end part it turn out to be warm a fuzzy, yea I love warm and fuzzy, it make you appreciate life more. This movie pulls down my level of stress. Good thing huh? hahaha

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Movies

Another 3 movies this week, Spiderwick, Horton hears WHO and 27 dresses



For those that like Narnia, StarDust etc should have love Spiderwick. It is too magical, all about fairies, orgs, toads bla bla bla, the special effect is cool, character designs for the fantasy creatures are damn real and with details (well it is the world of graphics). Well it ended like a children’s story,  too EASY but funny, damn it is really unexpected.



Horton an elephant with wild imagination, that believe that he heard something from a speck, which he do, and just to find out the speck is a world, where a society of who (forget) live on it, which the others in the forest don’t believe that the world-on-the-speck is true, which bring it to a whole lot of mess up situation, which this post is kinda mess up, which you have to find out how the movie is like by watching it. Well it is also a good thing to teach the kids now a days, things that we can’t see doesn't mean it don’t exists.



27 dresses a romantic comedy which I like, too bad my contact lens is disturbing the mood of the movie, it is damn dry up and it irritated my eye. A story of a girl that don’t know how to say no to everyone, which love weddings a lot, which she have been bride’s mate for 27 times, but still can’t find his own groom. Till she have to help out in her own sister’s wedding, which is engage to the one that she love for year (more like a crush, a big 1). Her struggles, her odd ways of dealing with her emotions, love the character and the movie too.

拖


又被拖了,一星期又一星期,
说了又不算数,我有那么差吗?
试了个星期又个星期,
还是,你们打算请到人就把我踢走,
不可不小人之心,因为我不知你是不是君子。
虽然我也有错,带着耳环让你对我没信心,
但我妈就是教我不要以貌取人,
因为耳环?
父母请教教小孩怎么真正的看人,
也请不要用别人来教你的儿女,
“在坏,那个Korkor就来骂你”
“在皮,那个Uncle就把你带走”
妈的!什么Uncle!本少年轻有为,叫我Uncle!
不会自己教小孩就不要生,
生到眼睛有颜色的。
自信以被他们蹂躏到没有了,
在公司怕我砸了他饭碗,
不给我点信心, 但又要我Commit,
工作我带回家,应该的,OT应该的。
我现在用Degree来拿Diploma的价钱,
那我读来干吗?
还以为新的开始。。。
就不能顺一点吗?

Thursday, March 20, 2008

败家日

今天约了个美女出街,一醒来就到Armcorp Mall赴约,到那里要等一小时半,等我的date减头发,染色,洗发。。。。 爱美就要这么久~ 搞定后,到Sri-Melaka吃午饭。。。

我约的美女 -- 我妈
给她看到这照片肯定讲:不能放点好看的啊?

过后带我妈到Pavilion去走走。
我妈什么包包都不拿,遍要拿我妹的(Minie mouse de), 帮她拿包包的时候有少少丢脸(还好不是Pink color). 
今天还不错压力都减了一些,败家了一点,一点罢了啦。。。

败家的成绩~ TopMan!炫!

明天到公司要问问看我的“位子”怎样,因为我现在只是试工罢了,他们可以随时一脚踢我走~ 没地位,没保险。。。这几天就在烦这个。。。烦!!!!!!                   

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

18 SG



This is a rough starting point,
My ugly side is coming out again,
Violently piss by small things.
Felt like no pay back is coming,
Felt like things I do is just crap,
Felt no drive of doing it any more.
Compliments are gold,
It is expensive but yet it won’t feed me,
So much have been done,
Where is my pay?
I don’t hope for compliments,
I just need some recognition,
I don’t need more people stepping all over me,
Besides you can’t reach me,
I m big you see,
Standing strong. Don’t try pulling me down,
But even old ancient trees fall.
Crap I just felt bloody violent!
Felt like chopping something to pieces,
Felt like listen to it scream!
Felt like seeing it struggle!
Bah is all crap!
I hate this bumpy start.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Aunty Uncle~

有些八婆唯恐天下不乱,
败家犬乱吠一场,
把一推三姑六婆招出来,
把街路当巴刹,
把路弄得水泄不通。


有些大叔讲话没过滤,
讲得太冲,太僵,
僵得有点辣,
以为台湾咩?
Uncle aunty多就很乱水,
Uncle aunty就是不能来硬吧?


我知道的那些uncle aunty,
只会讲价,挑菜,等鱼死,
到头来,买死鱼,拾菜渣,
好心啦,进步点, 不要酱cheap!


不知道啦~
我是老几?
没那些 uncle aunty 大。

Thursday, March 13, 2008

重!



第三天~ 今天我们的Account Executive带进了我最喜欢的Creative Ads, 不是卜告,不是请人的,是间大公司的,现在就要靠我们Artiste的Idea来Pitch这生意,希望我可以在这Project表现表现一下,威一下给老板看,脚才可以踏稳。。。少少压力~

Tattoo 3



another tattoo design from lizard's workshop hehe~ previous design Series 1 & Series 2 all form from Mandarin Character, names of some friends

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

蛹变




变了变了!有了工作!生活在上着轨道~ 希望都可以好好的,顺顺利利就好,好事来几桩啦,少了颓废,退了绿色。。。
但在轨道上也挺累的。。。

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Movies with number~



Another movie again, 10,000 BC when to this movie to enjoy my last day of “Holiday” since the next day will be my 1st day working after gym, I when for a good dinner with a classic margarita, enjoy my time dinning and when for this movie~ the graphics is damn good, all the prehistoric animals are damn real! The language, the thinking the costume is just amazing, I love the part where he show that he can lead and gain “spheres”, like the part where he ask the saber tooth tiger not too eat him (it is just hilarious), but the final part where he throw his white spheres looks quite easy and kinda like 300. The girl (Camilla Belle) is just hot!! Lovely blue eyes, cute little nose… damn! I just love movies with numbers hahaha

Monday, March 10, 2008

work at miff

My last post should be confusing to people, I sounded I m just release from prison, as a matter affect I do just release from “prison” my life for 10 days is only from PWTC to Ledged Hotel or maybe sometimes the mall...
Working again at MIFF (Malaysia international furniture fair) well as usual it is damn tiring working as a coordinator, work from 0900 till 0100 sometimes later. This is my 4th time working there but my last pay sucks, just because of a call of a friend I when, if not bah… this year same old same old we meet more donkeys than ever, worst this year we meet politicians (liars).
This year I felt kinda old cause most of the staff there are damn youngsters that just when into their 20’s, me… but it was fun made more friends than ever.
Because of the election and thanks a lot to UMNO it is a mess at the last day, because they wanted a hall back, and the exhibitors need to move out of the hall before 5pm, they need to start packing 3 hours before the exact time, got shoot here and there, I have “bullet holes” all over my body!
Dato (our BIG boss) I admire his power, people are like dogs when he is around, I can slightly see their tails wagging with his small gesture waiting for him to throw a bone, e.g. example this guy just say I will do this and that for you TOMORROW, and this can’t be done, but when Dato say a word, he wag his tail and thing that can’t be done is fix, bah, good doggie~ I say the river will even separate when he want to cross it, but too bad he is also a typical politician, he have amnesia after he made some promises… well he is the boss…

and this is my 200th post~ yea~

我放出来了

各位街坊,我放出来了,今天回到自己的房间,没了5星的Ledged Hotel breakfast, 热水,冷气。。。 但我这里有温暖。。。

election fever

PAS rules!!! HAHAH, again PAS take over KELANTAN... well this is the result of bullshiting 

Monday, March 03, 2008

THAI LANGUAGE

WHAT IS TEMPLE IN THAI LANGUAGE?!

ANYONE KNOW WHAT IS IT? QUESTION SET NOT FOR KELANTANESE anyonw with the answer get something special...