Growth

Back again to visit~
but this is a short 1,
the girls in a hurry,
most of the kids are not in.
Mostly play with the babies,
Feed them...
play with them..
but they have forget us...
too long didnt come...

Shower

Sin's of men, dirt of men,

lies, deceptions, masked,

masked up in hard cold mask.

Who ever come clean,

come out without Mask(s)?

Sin's that need to be wash,

dirt that need too be cleanse,

who will accept me without a mask?

Sins of men, dirt of men,

the mask(s) of life.

(Men=human)
(Got some help from Photoshop~ hahaha, more work out needed!!)

纹身

常常在有灵感时就画下我朋友们的名字作为logo (其实是Tattoo来的）

但图中的只有两个用了

第一自己的～

第二个～

还蛮高兴的，我的设计就一世留这！！！

结解

始，
一切的开始是否难？
开始后如何知道对？
乱！
思绪像打结的织线，
红蓝绿黄结成一团。
结，
思绪的结是怎么成？
红蓝绿黄结怎么解？
松，
从何解开成团的线？
松开后该选那一个？

Movies Watched!

Lonely isn’t something where there is someone,
Someone that one take for granted,
For granted of her existence.
When this existence is gone,
There is a sudden emptiness,
Every space needed to be fill,
By someone else it seems not right,
Space that use to be her,
The hole in the heart,
That use to be her space.
Lonely isn’t something when there is realize,
Someone that use to be just friend,
Realizing that this is more than friends,
The empty space is filled,
Fill with feelings about her,
Feelings need to be pour out,
Feelings to be her forever prisoner.
It is worst than lonely when the feeling is push back,
To see that the emptiness will be there,
When she is taken away,
The hole seems bigger,
Leaving a bleeding heart,
Struggle to have her back,
Back into the empty heart.

before the made of honor finaly i when for The incredible hulk~


This incredible hulk is quite different from the last one, like this one that the last 1, the ending part seems like 2 man (in an enlarge version) wrestling, remind me of WWF (although I don’t really watch wrestling).
this time it is more logic in ways of physics etc, at least the cloths won't change that fast

the difference~

And again Stan Lee is in the movie again, seems like he love the attentions

出游

最近在不同的部落格里看到人家出游的照片，
想着几时才到我？
想到处去，
看看世界的宽阔，
看看外人的文化，
听听外语的歌声，
学学陌生的语言，
尝尝特别的味道，
让嗅觉涣然别味，
欣赏异国古风，
欣赏曾经被人唾弃的艺术，
想像我以后的作品会这样吗？
还是被忘？
建立美好的回忆，
增广知识，
让家里的温暖度增加～

回到现实。。。
没钱！杀风景！

Smartly Funny

It has been weeks since my last movie and I can’t wait to dive into the cinema again! Damn this month, there are movies that I wanted to watch lining up! Hancock, Made of honor, Incredible Hulk etc damn I will be damn and… broke.
Tonight me and my ex-class mate + friend + colleague when to Cineleasure for GET SMART! Hahah damn! it is funny! Well Steven Carell really out did himself this time, in my opinion he did a better job comparing it to Evan Almighty (that is a little bit… Yawn~ ).
The whole career path for Maxwell Smart is just a mess yet it work out in a way, accidents turn around and work out as his traps, surprisingly he is a good shooter, and a DAMN dancer too (this part is just killingly funny), and the best part is when he kiss THE ROCK! Damn The Manly man Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock is Kiss by Steve Carell well it is the best scene ever! Really can’t stop laughing!
And the stapler thingie is just OUCH!


Movie trivia: Get Smart use to be an American TV series~

受不了！

有时在公共场合上很受不了一些人，为了方便就在次把这些人分成男女来讲，
最受不了女人的：
如过懒得剃毛请把它藏起来好不好！我有见过女人腋毛比男人还要茂盛的腿毛都比我的多的～（都流着）女人粗鲁还好，吸烟习惯了，邋遢就受不了，邋遢算了还要装辣妹。。。。 汗
不上不下的～

最受不了男人的：
在封闭的地方吸烟！拜托有点脑好不好！

猥亵，对女人猥亵都已经不对了但对男人猥亵还得了？！
有次在蒸汽房里，有快肥油一近来就坐在我以另一个男生的中间，然后就露出他那短小的东西就开始打枪。。。。
我们两越坐越不自在原本想不要理他，但受不了不约而同的就站起来走开（着我也不怪他，都是自己的美色害了自己。。。:p)

致妈～

妈生日到了，
人又年轻了，
美了很多，
也因为我们也没了很多。
我妈喜欢她的孩子时髦不可以老土。
中五过后流了个老土头，
妈就天天念，念到我剪了个刺猬头才罢，
但她这儿子也太过头了，
什么都来，还好不吸毒，坏即都有限，
但好的也有限，怎么大了还不能养你老，
还要你操心，让你失望了很多，这里说对不起。
最希望就是看到你在我毕业典礼上骄傲的样，高兴的样。
记得有次去喜宴，你看到我穿着shirt，头发梳得整齐的，笑着说原来你也可以很sophisticated。
哪你大日子，画里就穿给你看咯～
妈生日快乐，虽然儿子不可以在那里，但我爱你～
我会努力的！

p.s. 爸爸节快乐！（没有这里提下等下老爸喝醋）:p

Flooding

Cut budget! this is what our boss came up with on our meeting, well everything is raising like water flooding everyone, suffocating everyone that has middle income, I m one of them! petrol petrol! Normally is pump shell v-power RM79, now normal green shell petrol coz RM95! When I m looking at the price meter, I m yelling in my heart "Stop there, stop there!" and when it stop, I m stun! Now it is my time "Cut Budget!"

情歌

今天不知为什么，朗朗上口的都是掺碴着90年代的情歌，
应该说悲情的，就这样的唱着，
爱就要爱得值得，错要错得值得，
那错与对，如果错了有些人说，如果爱你是错的那我宁愿不对！
不让我的眼泪陪我，不让你的吻留着余味，
香烟替代了眼泪，陪着我忘了你的吻，是让我想着值得吗？
现代点就想着无情的夜晚，爱在舌尖上打钻，那只是精神上吗？
为了忘了寂寞，为了忘了一个影子，值得吗？
朋友常说为什么你唱的听的都带着伤感？
我说我爱着它们的旋律，
事实是我也不懂，
因为我的多愁善感？
或者因为没了我的眼？
唱着唱着，眼泪莫名的流下，
感动自己了吗？
虽然已经学会忘了，但就会有莫名的感觉～

Arrrgh!

Yesterday the guys call me; they are yuncaing at my fav stall back at Kelantan! Damn laksa! Nasi ayam! Roti bakar! My fav! And they call in 3G to show me the people there, and send me a picture message to show me want they are eating! Damn MISSSSSSSS home soooooo much!


with this text message: Hi Dear.. See what i'm eating? Miss u le...
ish ish!
cause normally we will order this and another Kelantan Laksa (got chance put picture of it) and share~

well I reply them with this pic..

Fridays on Thursday

Today is so call a fun day out accepting work that is, but other than the loads of work it is overall fun! But it is a little bit quiet in the morning thou, cause of some absent of some stuff.
Well the fun really begin after work, dinner is treated by our ACCOUNTS MANAGER~ hahaha, because of the load of commission and bonus (sssshhsshhh don’t tell it out loud), thought of going to some Japanese restaurant but too bad no place~ so at the end we ended up in Fridays.
The food everything is normally Friday like – BIG! The one thing I enjoy is my free frozen margarita (Yea!). After dinner and some chitchat we when browsing around in the curve with our BOSS! Haha damn…
Have some fair in the middle, with my fav iMac (anyone wanna sponsor?) the fun part is we found a big pile of wood,


pile of bricks~


careful there

to be precise a big size jingga, and we kinda attract attention towards us, hahah, well it is kinda heart pumping because it the bricks fall on to our leg~ well I guess no one have a metal leg to compare with the wood brick~


all 35 level without falling!

12:25 pm

起床：
8:00 am
本来打算起来加把劲运动的，坏习惯赖床。。。
8.15 am
起来洗刷，吃早饭etc etc
10:00 am
到公司～
做做做做做
1:00 pm
午饭
2:00 pm
做做做做做最近负责了几个麻烦的Project超多东西做的，个个都麻烦的，眼花缭乱～ 今天搞顶了一部份，感觉还不错～ 松点。。。
7:00 pm
帮同事庆祝生日后到谷城健身去～
8:15 pm
练了几下忽然打算去上Yoga~ 什么筋都拉松了，人也轻松心情也好些～
10:30 pm
驾车回家～
常常一个人驾车时思绪会乱爆，想很多，问题，提议，如果，何时等～
（两个人驾车的话，淡话，谈心，诉苦，
三个人以上的话，完游戏，吐嘈，辩论～）
11:10 pm
到家时。。。！妈的，隔壁的男朋友又把他的车挡着我的Parking! 在自己家都没Parking说气不气！还好修养够，不然就帮他车Decorate了! 但气就让我朋友早就买好的摇摇冰消了～ 大小孩一个～ :p

钟馗

well this is the book i got from the fair~ much more drawings inside all damn cool!

Books and Movies

Last Sunday me and my housemate when to Kl conventional center to get some culture out of the book fair but damn it is swamp by hundreds of people hunting for what they want~ well I m looking for some books but nothing interest me beside this book of Zhong Kui’s drawing, just love it once I saw it, got it browse around a little and the crowed just boo me away.



After a while I ran away from the fair to the cinema (my element, haha) watching Indiana Jones! It is just like what it is, the style of the movie the tone of the film, the wordings on screen is same like what it is 10 years ago, but some how I kinda agree with Mr Lala, it is quite national treasure~ but with it’s own style~
Well a trivia of Indiana Jones, Henry Jones Jr II have a phobia of snake, he is scare of snakes! Well the scene when he almost drown in dry quick sand~
And as the style goes on maybe there will be a Indiana Jones Jr coming well, he now have a son~ there maybe will be more Indiana Jones ledged coming.

玄学

有些玄学师说，当你看到一些画面闪过时，有可能是一些讯息或有妖精上身，那么艺术家，设计师都常常会有画面闪过应该讲我会～ 但那通常都是我的灵感，那应该说我是巫师吗？还是说我全身都是妖怪？
玄学师有道，一些不应该在身上的东西就算对我们有帮助的，时机到了也会成害。那如果把妖怪拿走而带走了灵感，那应该冒这危险？还是每了灵感？
艺术家常做一些不是常人可以接受的，而常人眼里那是疯子所伪。但没有疯子所伪？拿来的艺术？拿来的发泄？拿来的突破？
宁愿当疯子，但世俗的眼光很难顶，很有考验，连一个疯子都难当～

迷信

星期六去捐血时发现马来西亚人的思想还蛮无知的，星期六是去帮我婶婶的同事捐血补回血库，婶婶的一些女同事一听到捐血调头就跑。
这一点我也发现，大马人尤其华人听到捐器官飞都没他快，说是死无全尸，都死了全尸来干吗？一把火烧掉省地。
婶婶也说当她妈妈去世时（我婶是韩国华裔），我堂妹的大舅要他儿子叫一些朋友帮忙抬棺，一约就好几个乐意的，还很卖力的抬，而山东人的棺木不象我们在大马常看到的，传统的厚实古棺，而墓碑是有个窗可以伸手进去摸棺，棺材没动土，也不会腐烂。但有些人就会说什么风水不好，尸体不腐烂会尸化，对后代不好。。。
都不会讲了～ 醒醒好吗？信一些东西没错，但迷信就把东颠倒了～

The Devil's offer

Tonight a choice is made,
Towards the devil’s offer,
The pot of gold,
To say NO towards it,
To decline the offer,
Turn my back to work on rocky mountains,
To work my way towards heaven.
The question is now,
Is the choice done right?
Will I regret?
Some part of me say no but the other sounds unsure,
Pieces of silver shall I earn,
This path shall I choose,
Hope is the path to heaven,
Not the path leading to another hell.
The pot of gold shall wait,
But in heaven it will be.

童言无忌

故事一：
上会和我家人到Ikea逛逛时看到一对小姐妹推着推车姐姐应该五六岁吧，妹妹应该小她一两岁，一人一辆推车，妹妹超姐姐的车时，就忽来一句“你没执照啊！乱乱割车！”这时候有少少砸到，因为我知道她那句话我知道她哪里学来的。

故事二：
有天我妈到她朋友家做客，朋友的老公与女儿从外面回来，一进门女孩就说“妈妈我们今天酱早回来，因为外面很少笨蛋傻瓜”。

小孩的思想都让父母以身边的所谓大人影响很多，但那些所谓的大人好像都没有让他们知道什么是对的，什么是错的，什么是中间，什么错是应该的，什么对是不应该的～太多太多
可能这就是亚洲家庭的教育吧～
都是“长大就知道了“那你们没有教我们怎么懂呢？

童言无忌，是那里学来的？
大人在小孩前言无忌，就像在小孩面前吸烟一样，那他们吸烟是谁的错？
他们鼻敏感到鼻炎到鼻癌是谁的错？

教小孩前是不是要把自己的教养给培养好？

Here in My Home

come come! new song from Malaysia, this is one of the ting that suddenly let me felt proud to be Malaysian,
and to seen this happen, is one of the things that show me how Malaysia have grow,
well hope that it really have grow, just like this song it grow, Malaysia Boleh (can)! surely boleh but not boleh in a bad way!
Come on Malaysia! Be what you should be! Get up to the standards!
A Malaysian version of "We are the world"!
A Malaysian version of "手牵手"!

美女猪扒傻傻分不清楚～

有一天与一群朋友在城中谷喝茶，看到一个美女与一个野兽一起，另一个帅哥与恐龙～都会有少少羡慕（妒嫉多一点）。
但从这里我们明白了一个道理，帅哥如果配的是一个平平无奇的女生（那种路上常见到的。。）普通女就会变丑女，加上旁观者的妒嫉心态，没有丑都会变猪头。
美女如果配上平平男，男生的那么一点平平帅的价都没有了，那么普通男就成了野兽。
那如果男女的美色旗鼓相当的话，旁人只有羡慕的份，也可以说是夫妻相。
那么您想当美女／男或野兽／猪扒？
纯脆乱写，请大家见量～

Sin of temptation

I got a letter from the devil,
Which I work for before in hell,
She promise me a pot of gold,
But work must I in hell.
On my way working up to heaven,
Earning nothing but chips of silver,
And here comes the devils offer.
A pot of gold to work in hell?
Shall it be taken?
Shall it be consider?
Or going on climbing,
Earning chips of silver,
Work my way up rocky heaven.
Once a fallen angel,
Is hell my home?
Or shall I be back to heaven?
Temptations of the devil,
Temptations of the pot of gold,
How long would the pot last?
How long will I last in hell?
Is life all about gold?
Or the effort of climbing up with chips of sliver?
Where are the angels?
When the devil is here?
How should path be choose,
Working in hell with a pot of gold,
Shall it be taken?
Shall it be consider?

Back to childhood

Speed racer back than~

Speed Racer NOW!

Yesterday again another visit to the cinema, watching 2 movies with a group of friends, with full expectations… well speed racer is up! Damn it is one of the cartoons that I sit in front of the TV a lot to watch when I was still 5 or 6, some of the movement, colors, character is still fresh in mind and the movie didn’t kill it and it was a blast! The whole movie like Lala say is COLORFUL, the sky is Blue and the cloud is white, the contrast is very clear, the style the people act and fight is just comical, it is funny not cheesy, and the racing will just blow off your minds! I am like a child when I watch this movie.



Second movie will be Narnia, which is also another satisfy movie, it is bigger than the 1st one, graphic is better, story grows, children grows, the white witch is back… Aslan is no where to be seen, and Narnia is facing extinction, what should the kings and queen of old times do? What should children do to face sly grown ups?

想当年

今晚和了几个朋友的女朋友谈天，谈了整晚，看了好多Film 时代的照片，已经好久没如此了，今晚谈了好多想当年，当年的身才(sigh!现在再努力！) 当年的勇事，当年的白目，当年如此如此，都好想念，现在想当年和十年后想当年会是怎样？好不期待（哈哈哈，对长大很没好感，没法～），事实是我好想家！！！但最骄傲的是，想当年的朋友都还在，都是死党都是最撑我的，都是会踩我的，都是我最爱的！！！大家！朋友们很高兴你们都是我的想当年！也是我的现在！现在的希望也成为未来的想当年！

P.S. 星期六的House Warming 成了一个小的Gathering! 好玩！（我在呐喊着）看到你们来真好！没来的好想你们！

除虫

人祸可怜还是天灾可怕？

人祸都是人类的愚蠢，

祸都是人惹的。

天灾是神的愚弄，

是神的惩罚。

最近卜告做得多，

生死好像家常饭，

但对死者家属又是如何感受？

伤感吧？

那中国那里又如何？

伤感？因该是地狱把，

伤感不在话下，

恐慌度日，担惊受怕，

忐忑的过时辰，

对死者家属又是如何感受？

你能了解吗？

没人能。

或者是人的愚蠢害的，

人把自己的家给害了，

神要把自己的给复原，

把害虫给除了。

Fogging

星期六放工时，Parking Lot Fogging， 搞到象Biohazard一样，随时好像有变态杀手冲出来杀人一样，很有feel~ 很"激"

Happy Mama's Day!

Happy mothers day! love you very much mummy~ love you love you love you!!! thanks for everything~

and a very happy mama day to all mama out there!

Chance and trust

去理发来，我只给我信任的发型师理发，忠心的好处，一他／她了解你要什么，了解你的头发，多个朋友，我有两个发型师（偶尔要外遇下，会有不一样的感觉）。
洗发时，这位小妹妹应该是新的吧？因为都小心翼翼的，但还是会有小出错，功夫也不到，我对自己说给人家机会吧，就如你需要一样。
只不过一个“信”，一个机会，今天在公司真够肚懒，没错都被嫌到好像我的错，就因为我是新人就被一个我们公司的runner(Freelance sales)投诉到我老板那里，最败我是跟她意行事的，无理取闹！妈的！最气还不是这个，而是我老板的行动，他一来就吧我的稿拿掉要我同事做。。。（无话）
最后才知道错不在于我！丢！
还好本少爷脾气收敛了很多，少爷脾气也少了要不然。。。
就希望老板给我多点信任，我今天很肚懒，很失望，就因为信！

p.s. 我发脾气的方法也很对不起我好朋友们，因为气没地方泻时，就打粗话SMS Send 给他们～ 委屈你们了～ 他们也习惯了～

Zombie Mua~

More to come~ from Raziel

Irony Man

Iron Man

Last few days I when for the movie Iron man! Damn it sells fast, I bought the ticket a day before and some time slot is sold off. The movie like other Marvels movie is kinda comic like. Just like the style it have on comics, this time Marvels really out do themselves, Robert Downey Jr. really brings Tony Stark on the screen, the character that he have is all shown, the billionaire life style, his realization, and in iron man.
It is quiet cliché who the bad guy is, well that should be find out by people that haven’t watch the movie, a clue for Marvels the bad guys is always around even it is not notice, he / she is always around.
They bring details on to screen making iron man more lively, and I love the robot – dummy which keep on pointing the fire extinguisher towards Tony when he is experiencing on the Irion Man suit. By the way I never recall Tony Stark have that “battery” insert in his chest~
Iron man is just like DC’s Batman, no super power, but a heart to change, with lots of money they build stuff, the hide behind costume and help people. Gwyneth Paltrow is just plain sizzling hot!
Just hope there is a sequel coming out, and the movie on Marvel's Civil War, the story for this is just wicked!

一个小笑话：Iron Man 翻译成华语是烫斗人～ 在荧幕上的翻译也很好笑，坚强的男人～ 什么和什么，不拉刚的～

Bloody Mud

Standing in a bloody mud,
Sinking by the minutes,
Should I struggle to save myself?
Or have myself drown?
Should I reach for someone?
Reach for a hand,
I catch nothing, nothing to safe me,
Still, I should stay, so I won’t go down fast,
This is quick sand you see not a raging sea,
Even sand and water have feelings,
They pull their victims down,
Down into their cold belly.
Standing in a bloody mud,
Should I struggle to sink fast?
Hope that I catch something by the second,
Or still should I stay, sinking by the minutes,
Hoping a hand will come?

谷底深处

现在心情就在谷底深处，好冷好暗。
就开始再一个miss communication，就因为酱就白白花了几个小时，去健身的心情就没了，打个电话回家投恕，连吃晚饭的心情都没了。
我现在已经不知道当年是为什么坚持？兴趣是什么？我现在是为了什么？古人说：“男儿不为五斗米折腰。” 现在人说：“那你等着饿死吧。“
我现在就赚着五斗米，该吗？
当家里给压力时，我就会责命，我没比人差就背了点，要求没很高，就要够。
人比人气死人，这道理我晓，但就是不服！
当以安定了，心情平伏了，一波就泼来，来了就不知所踔～
我很坚强了，但我很想不，梦好像变得很遥远。
真的真的真的不知道了，我的人生才开始就然自己受不了～
外表坚硬的顽墙，就这样哭了，象婴孩般哭了。

酒鬼～

那个不该喝的？

在家里与几个朋友喝喝小酒～ 喝几杯就红了。尝酒、高谈（邻居们对不起）、论酒、论食等。
没有美女、没有音乐、没有灯光，就简简单单，喝喝小酒～

两性N年争～

女人可以说是一个麻烦的动物，但男人也不好到那里去，因为男人就是犯贱，因为这犯贱的动物就是喜欢麻烦的动物（除了同性恋外，这又是令一个话题了，两个男的一定会有个麻烦，一个犯贱的～）。

男人在一个恋情里最不可犯的事（女人漏了提我好吗，或犯贱的有犯而被SHOOT的提我～）：
第一：
女友生日不可忘！ 纪念日不可忘！情人节不可忘！
要有点心机，PLANNING! PLANNING 很重要！就算去吃路边摊也要看到心机。 补充就算你不会PLANNING，那女友Plan的少少都要APPRECIATE。

第二：
木头人可也要随风摇动摇动，有时没风时自己摇动摇动一下，反而会有惊喜，会让她们爽。给点心！

第三：
让一下她们吧，男人要大量点～ 她们不是笨，是装苯，不是无能，是有男人时会依赖，那当男人觉得女人没有你不能活时，那是谁笨？

第四：不知道了，但应该可以活了吧？

男人要懂女人，但女人也要懂男人吧，一般男人都很好懂，
男人因该都会有三种，

爸爸型
会Planning的，会照顾你的，会教导，会带等。

大小孩型：
喜欢被照顾的，好玩的，会冒险的，会有意想不到的等。

女人型：
比女人还细心的，会购物的，会煮菜的等。

很少男人是一定的型，我们都会在一个型内， 三型内都会有一点，是看那个多点。

我是二一三型哈哈哈～

Movies

Forbidden kingdom – good it is not another Cliché Jackie Chan movie or Jet Li’s cause they are combined! They work good together, something fresh, well not bad like the comments some friends give, don’t waste your money watching this, save it! but still I when just because of the big shots, but expectation aren’t that high thou, but overall it is cool, how rare you see the Emperor of Jade and the Monkey King speak English?


Just watch the movie kite runner originally from a novel written by Khaled Hosseini, the story is just good, no special effects (yes there is, the scene where the kites duel), no fancy comedy stuff, but pure bits of how war have turn a community, how brotherhood stood strong, how a foolish boy turn into an honorable man. The phrase “for you, a thousand times over” is never less beautiful than the 3 words (I love you) people use senselessly. Well the best part of the movie should be the part of kite duel, the boy’s relationship, their bond, and their love.
The war issue is just same all over; children got rape, heaven sake children! Hope this will ease; hope this will go away huh? Like they say “Inshah Allah”.
Rate this 9 out of 10 a must watch!!!

莫名

忽然心有个莫名的感觉，奇妙的感觉，是思念？
是！思念谁？我也不知道，最近都很莫名其妙，
一只认为会遇见相识的人，但没有，
从很久以前就很喜欢自言自语，自己讲，自己笑，自己气，
可能酱我觉得时有人在身傍，有时就很孤单。
就这么的多愁善感，还再思念，想家吧？
想当一个长不大的小孩，想当一个富翁，
想着想着可能这是那莫名的感觉吧？

醉非答之

醉翁之意自在酒，
自在消愁，
自在把1/3瓶的酒喝完！
weekday 去happy hour 还是第一次，
感觉还挺不错的，
人没那么多，烟没那么厚，
两条友把酒论天（吹水），
想着后来的事，屁！把它滚到脑后！
放松！享受颓废～

醉能消愁，
亦能增愁，
挥愁不散，
解结醉之？
醉能说之？
心说人说，
久酒旧之，
愁旧无解，
醉非答之。

＊说可以是讲也可以是悦

Escape from Huang Shi

"it is call "The child of Huang Shi" at some places

War, when is it here to be begun?
Who is the 1 that starts saying this is mine and that is yours?
And when it is not enough they start fighting for it.
Who benefits from all?
Who lost from all?
Who suffer from all?
War between men,
War between women,
War between grown ups,
Who suffer?
Why are they called grown ups to begin with?
They can’t think like one,
They can't be open minded,
They didn’t guide nor lead the children that needed them.
The lost of the families,
The harm that is cause,
All carve into a child's naïve souls,
Naïve? Is it still any to be left?
They have to act like grown ups,
They have no luxuries as a child,
Well the grown ups do,
They are bandits to the child,
They stole their youth!

This is a summary of what the movie “Escape from Huang shi” is, it is touching, it is about war, it is about children, it is about a man that try to make a differences, it is inspire by this man George Hogg.

Touching Commercial

From小女人's blog I get to know this 1st commercial clip, that is a story months ago, today I wanted to watch back this clip and found out the rest! damn it is touching, hope everyone enjoy...


My Girl


My Son


Marry Me


Daddy


Grandma

三个女人六张嘴

今早七早八早就被躁音吵醒！
我美丽的星期六早上，
难得不用上班的星期六早上！
楼梯品碰碰碰的，碗碟乒乓！
嘴巴象音响有seround sound!
叽叽扎扎的鸡叫声！
女人你们好躁！好吵！

享受颓废

妈的！一个两个放飞机，招了几条友哪里知道最后只剩下我和昆达两人。。。加上一个坐一下就走的Jess,
开始还蛮无聊的，两人开了一只Hennesy VSOP，象自舔伤口的老虎，慢慢的喝，慢慢的情绪高涨，慢慢的享受颓废。
烟雾迷蒙的地方，烟从两唇一丝丝的喷出来，享受慢性自杀的感觉，让酒精冲脑，让nicotine占领。
两人喝了2／3的酒，出乎意料的没有醉，但睡意以来，再回家的路上居然再红青灯那里停着时睡着了。。。
平安到家。。。

Malaysian Drivers

Once a friend of mine said while we a driving and I took over the car in front of me, “typical Malaysian always do this, after they took over the car in front, most of the driver will look over to look at their opponent that “lost” to him / her” and if the other driver is slow and kinda in the way, they will start complaining / cursing / flash their lights / horn etc, over take them and look over with an angry face, if they see the driver is a female they will say WOMEN! (even female drivers say this… bah~), well sometime I m kinda a typical Malaysian hahaha

Drunk? No!

A story of a friend’s girl friend’s brother’s ex boss, well it is defiantly true nothing but the truth!
Ok here it goes,

This ex boss of my friend’s girl friend’s brother is damn rich, but he goes low profile, well he only drive a White Proton Wira no showing off.

One night he when drinking and have far too many to drink, while he is on his way home he came to a road block, got stop by the police. He is ask out of his vehicle, took his identification card and license, the policeman asked him, “You drink?” Of cause my friend’s girl friend’s brother’s ex boss give him a firm “NO”, the officer ask again, “sincerely, you have some booze right?” still the ex boss stand firm and say “NO!” so the police goes on with the procedure and ask him to blow into the alcohol test thingie, once he blow into it an accident happen, just in front of them! The police rush to aid, and the ex boss put down the thingie and drive home.

Once he got home, he bath and when to bed, when he is about to sleep some one knock on his door, he open up and there stand 2 police man (one of them is the one who deal with him). He asks again, “Sincerely you drink did you!?” this time the ex boss is a bit afraid but still he say with his winded voice, “no…” the police ask again “tell me the truth, I promise that I won’t put any charges.” Still the ex boss say “NO”, the police reply immediately “if you are not drunk why have you leave your IC and license and drove my car back instate of yours?”

Well in the end no charges are given, well they all won’t wanna get into trouble don’t they?

罚

小时候的泽泽（念这这）最怕的惩罚是吸尘机，
只要皮，爸妈就会把吸尘机搬出来吸尘，
泽泽就会哭着东躲西逃，然后乖乖，
但那是4岁以前的事了。
后来是家喻户晓，有名的“炒果条”，
但那是小学以前的事了。
后来我爸妈都比较少打了，
就比较激心的事，比如我耍少爷脾气时，
哼！老爸是用棍子侍侯，他老人家讲是锻炼！
我家可以算是武世家族吧，爸，叔舅们都学拳练武的，
我本身少少也是空手道的(:p), [不信可以google我的名(ChewRuennTzer)-- 脸皮厚]
但那是18岁以前的事了。
后来都是用念，用训的。
在我到Ti-Ratana做仪工时被那些皮蛋气到，
骂他们到血冲脑，放工时打个电话给老妈，
“妈，知道你辛苦了，知道你的用心了，知道你血压偏高是谁搞的，爱你。”
老妈在电话另一边大笑！
知道就好，以为把你养到酱大很容易啊？

聚会

新年时拍的，每年新年都会在我家做个gathering！谈谈天，玩完游戏，赌赌博等。最重要的是朋友们聚会，希望我们每年都可以酱。。。不管我们在哪里，不管有多忙，我们一年一次的聚会，希望大家都到。。。

小时

泽泽（念这这）小时很顽皮，
在幼儿园里可算是老大一个，
常是班上最吵的，
被老师罚用手夹嘴吧的。
常常欺负小朋友把他们当鬼组Ghost Buster来捉鬼（鬼都很可怜），
要不然就Spiderman, 都把人当坏蛋来追。
最人小鬼大的一个，
常有女朋友拉小手，
把野草当花，和昨晚和妈妈一起画的卡（有大大的心）一起送。
当年认识的朋友个个不在是小鬼，
不在天真，不在有梦，
说的都是钱，生活，现实的催残。
没多少人会有那当年的朋友，
没多少人会如当年一样，
我有，几个从当年一起长大的朋友。
可惜没照片！都再老家！

Wine & cheese

Lately there some girls say that I look more mature than my age~ sigh well some mean well and some just wanna say that I look old, well, I came up with this statement “Men are like wine and women are like cheese”. Anyone get what it means?
Well mostly men are more attractive when they age, more manly, more mature and more successful, like wine with time they age they become more tastier, more flavor and less unpleasant taste, well for cheese the taste grew stronger, good in a way but bad when u smell it, some smell like months un-wash socks, like blue cheese…
Well it too depends on personal taste, some people like cheap wine and some people just like strong taste cheese, well I sometimes like it, but not always, it give me bad breath. Be a strong taste cheese is better than be a process cheese (it is junk food, bad for the body..)
Can't be deny that cheese and wine is always a good combination.

前后

建身房回家的路程，
因为雨而忧伤。
最近天气就如婴孩，
捉摸不定，时好时坏，
疲惫的思绪，
沉重的背负在背上。
前方的去路也象天气，
晴朗的夜晚在哪里？
清晰的星空，
我想念一点一点白皙的星星，
想念我们在沙滩上看星星，
哼着歌，对流星许愿。
那时的烦恼，只是今天的一点，
今天的沉重，会把当年的我压扁。
长大？有时我还希望我是17岁。
梦想就是吹吹水，
就是纸上之计，
就是以后的希望。
现在的梦想，
也是前方的灯光，
但步伐以沉重了。

每个人都是骗子？

幼儿院开始，老师都教我们要诚实，
但他们没教我们在这个社会里，谎话是必要的。
有没有100％的诚实小孩呢？如果你说没有，你在讲骗话。

我还蛮回说谎的，没怎样，也可以说实话，只是不是实话的全部。
但还没厉害到可以当赌神，没厉害到当千王之王～

女人化妆就是个谎了，美丽的谎（不是全部。。）。
男人吹水就装满了谎，没有啦只是把事实夸大。

所以诚实点，承认每个人都说谎。

懂不懂，是懂非懂。

Picasso 的画有谁看得懂？
真正的知道他画后的意义。
我懂，我有我的方式去懂，
艺术，可没真正的解释，
没有对或错，
只有背后的故事，
看人如何了解，
生活的对于错，
是谁订下？
真正的对一定是个勾勾吗？
那对的背后是什么？
人看的只是他们想看的，
明白他们所看到的，
接受他们喜欢的。
那Picasso的画是艺术还是渡鸦？

Be Kind Rewind

Just when for another movie after work, well it is a stress killer for me (watching movies of cause)! Wanted to watch water horse at 1st but it is not on yet at GSC 1 U, so I watch “Be Kind Rewind” it is a comedy alright obviously, because Jack Black is staring in it~ it start up as a cover up, to remake some movies because Jerry (Jack Black) have destroy all the tapes in the video stall, by magnetize all of it (how? Watch it yourself), Mike (Mos Def) came up with an idea stupid to be see at 1st, but end up the neighborhood love the home made movies, and the “sweded” trend started, it is also a part of saving the video stall plan etc etc, it is all laugh and jokes but at the end part it turn out to be warm a fuzzy, yea I love warm and fuzzy, it make you appreciate life more. This movie pulls down my level of stress. Good thing huh? hahaha

Movies

Another 3 movies this week, Spiderwick, Horton hears WHO and 27 dresses



For those that like Narnia, StarDust etc should have love Spiderwick. It is too magical, all about fairies, orgs, toads bla bla bla, the special effect is cool, character designs for the fantasy creatures are damn real and with details (well it is the world of graphics). Well it ended like a children’s story,  too EASY but funny, damn it is really unexpected.



Horton an elephant with wild imagination, that believe that he heard something from a speck, which he do, and just to find out the speck is a world, where a society of who (forget) live on it, which the others in the forest don’t believe that the world-on-the-speck is true, which bring it to a whole lot of mess up situation, which this post is kinda mess up, which you have to find out how the movie is like by watching it. Well it is also a good thing to teach the kids now a days, things that we can’t see doesn't mean it don’t exists.



27 dresses a romantic comedy which I like, too bad my contact lens is disturbing the mood of the movie, it is damn dry up and it irritated my eye. A story of a girl that don’t know how to say no to everyone, which love weddings a lot, which she have been bride’s mate for 27 times, but still can’t find his own groom. Till she have to help out in her own sister’s wedding, which is engage to the one that she love for year (more like a crush, a big 1). Her struggles, her odd ways of dealing with her emotions, love the character and the movie too.

拖

又被拖了，一星期又一星期，

说了又不算数，我有那么差吗？

试了个星期又个星期，

还是，你们打算请到人就把我踢走，

不可不小人之心，因为我不知你是不是君子。

虽然我也有错，带着耳环让你对我没信心，

但我妈就是教我不要以貌取人，

因为耳环？

父母请教教小孩怎么真正的看人，

也请不要用别人来教你的儿女，

“在坏，那个Korkor就来骂你”

“在皮，那个Uncle就把你带走”

妈的！什么Uncle!本少年轻有为，叫我Uncle!

不会自己教小孩就不要生，

生到眼睛有颜色的。

自信以被他们蹂躏到没有了，

在公司怕我砸了他饭碗，

不给我点信心, 但又要我Commit，

工作我带回家，应该的，OT应该的。

我现在用Degree来拿Diploma的价钱，

那我读来干吗？

还以为新的开始。。。

就不能顺一点吗？

败家日

今天约了个美女出街，一醒来就到Armcorp Mall赴约，到那里要等一小时半，等我的date减头发，染色，洗发。。。。 爱美就要这么久～ 搞定后，到Sri-Melaka吃午饭。。。

我约的美女 －－ 我妈

给她看到这照片肯定讲：不能放点好看的啊？

过后带我妈到Pavilion去走走。

我妈什么包包都不拿，遍要拿我妹的（Minie mouse de), 帮她拿包包的时候有少少丢脸（还好不是Pink color). 

今天还不错压力都减了一些，败家了一点，一点罢了啦。。。

败家的成绩～ TopMan!炫！

明天到公司要问问看我的“位子”怎样，因为我现在只是试工罢了，他们可以随时一脚踢我走～ 没地位，没保险。。。这几天就在烦这个。。。烦！！！！！！                   

18 SG

This is a rough starting point,
My ugly side is coming out again,
Violently piss by small things.
Felt like no pay back is coming,
Felt like things I do is just crap,
Felt no drive of doing it any more.
Compliments are gold,
It is expensive but yet it won’t feed me,
So much have been done,
Where is my pay?
I don’t hope for compliments,
I just need some recognition,
I don’t need more people stepping all over me,
Besides you can’t reach me,
I m big you see,
Standing strong. Don’t try pulling me down,
But even old ancient trees fall.
Crap I just felt bloody violent!
Felt like chopping something to pieces,
Felt like listen to it scream!
Felt like seeing it struggle!
Bah is all crap!
I hate this bumpy start.

Aunty Uncle~

有些八婆唯恐天下不乱，
败家犬乱吠一场，
把一推三姑六婆招出来，
把街路当巴刹，
把路弄得水泄不通。

有些大叔讲话没过滤，
讲得太冲，太僵，
僵得有点辣，
以为台湾咩？
Uncle aunty多就很乱水，
Uncle aunty就是不能来硬吧？

我知道的那些uncle aunty,
只会讲价，挑菜，等鱼死，
到头来，买死鱼，拾菜渣，
好心啦，进步点， 不要酱cheap!

不知道啦～
我是老几？
没那些 uncle aunty 大。

重！

第三天～ 今天我们的Account Executive带进了我最喜欢的Creative Ads, 不是卜告，不是请人的，是间大公司的，现在就要靠我们Artiste的Idea来Pitch这生意，希望我可以在这Project表现表现一下，威一下给老板看，脚才可以踏稳。。。少少压力～

Tattoo 3

another tattoo design from lizard's workshop hehe~ previous design Series 1 & Series 2 all form from Mandarin Character, names of some friends

蛹变

变了变了！有了工作！生活在上着轨道～ 希望都可以好好的，顺顺利利就好，好事来几桩啦，少了颓废，退了绿色。。。
但在轨道上也挺累的。。。

Movies with number~

Another movie again, 10,000 BC when to this movie to enjoy my last day of “Holiday” since the next day will be my 1st day working after gym, I when for a good dinner with a classic margarita, enjoy my time dinning and when for this movie~ the graphics is damn good, all the prehistoric animals are damn real! The language, the thinking the costume is just amazing, I love the part where he show that he can lead and gain “spheres”, like the part where he ask the saber tooth tiger not too eat him (it is just hilarious), but the final part where he throw his white spheres looks quite easy and kinda like 300. The girl (Camilla Belle) is just hot!! Lovely blue eyes, cute little nose… damn! I just love movies with numbers hahaha

work at miff

My last post should be confusing to people, I sounded I m just release from prison, as a matter affect I do just release from “prison” my life for 10 days is only from PWTC to Ledged Hotel or maybe sometimes the mall...
Working again at MIFF (Malaysia international furniture fair) well as usual it is damn tiring working as a coordinator, work from 0900 till 0100 sometimes later. This is my 4th time working there but my last pay sucks, just because of a call of a friend I when, if not bah… this year same old same old we meet more donkeys than ever, worst this year we meet politicians (liars).
This year I felt kinda old cause most of the staff there are damn youngsters that just when into their 20’s, me… but it was fun made more friends than ever.
Because of the election and thanks a lot to UMNO it is a mess at the last day, because they wanted a hall back, and the exhibitors need to move out of the hall before 5pm, they need to start packing 3 hours before the exact time, got shoot here and there, I have “bullet holes” all over my body!
Dato (our BIG boss) I admire his power, people are like dogs when he is around, I can slightly see their tails wagging with his small gesture waiting for him to throw a bone, e.g. example this guy just say I will do this and that for you TOMORROW, and this can’t be done, but when Dato say a word, he wag his tail and thing that can’t be done is fix, bah, good doggie~ I say the river will even separate when he want to cross it, but too bad he is also a typical politician, he have amnesia after he made some promises… well he is the boss…

and this is my 200th post~ yea~

我放出来了

各位街坊，我放出来了，今天回到自己的房间，没了5星的Ledged Hotel breakfast， 热水，冷气。。。 但我这里有温暖。。。

election fever

PAS rules!!! HAHAH, again PAS take over KELANTAN... well this is the result of bullshiting 

THAI LANGUAGE

WHAT IS TEMPLE IN THAI LANGUAGE?!

ANYONE KNOW WHAT IS IT? QUESTION SET NOT FOR KELANTANESE anyonw with the answer get something special...