Piss!

lately dunno what the hack happen to Streamyx damn!!! slow!

promise 1g but got only 99.9k~ Stupid!

My friend just launch a complain yesterday if 2 days later it is still like that I will call and screw them!!!!

我是禽兽

现在好象没了童话中的爱情，白雪公主不在纯真，百马王子不在绅士，恶魔可能是小白兔，

在也没有一世的爱，可悲～

有个朋友讲男人如野猫，也有讲男人如公狗，着样讲到好象男人是禽兽，

但有些男人真是“累家坊”害到我。。。

刚认识的女生以为我是浪子（我也想）真是的！

在过几个星期情人节了，最讨厌这一天了。

这年头好男人都不销了，都被搁放在橱上铺尘。

我不是什么浪子也不是王子，禽兽也不是，四不象。。。

但现在女生好象只喜欢禽兽， 我当公狗好了。。。

童话中的爱情可能梦里才有吧？

二月十四日谁得空约我！！！

Care for a shave?

Sweeney Todd star by Johnny Depp damn this movie is bloody love the red oozing blood, love the movie more! Sweeney Todd is a barber that seeks for revenge towards the man that tear rip this family apart for his own desire but later change into something more, more bloody… its all about human’s selfishness one selfishness lead to another become one’s misery. From an article I read Sweeney Todd could be a real villain that commit his crime in 1800 like Jack the ripper no trace and some say it is a myth.
Oh yea did I mention it is a musical? Have to find the sound track love the songs, BLOODY~

欲火焚身！

好热！！！ 热死人了，热到睡不着啊啊啊！床好象热锅子，只有电风扇，热热热！！！

Zombie

堕落中的润泽～变青色了～

Passing through life like a zombie. Meaningless, but yet relax, getting lazier everyday that’s why need to illustrate this zombie monster to see if I still got it. it looks like me in a way lately, my eyes are sleep late wake up late damn life hahaha working hard for a job… just like him I m lately a little confuse about my ways thinking.. thinking..

女人与高根鞋

今天去了金河Shopping没买了很多，一是因为没钱，二在着几个地方我很难找到size我个子大，加上男生的衣服都比女生的衣服贵， 就陪两女狂逛（陪女人逛街还满累不只要走，还要给意见），买衣，买鞋。。 就讲起着话题 —— 女人与高根鞋。
“我不能穿平地鞋，跌到时都是穿平地的高根的比较好平衡。”
我常听见女人们complain说穿高根很辛苦，脚会疼等等但我有几个朋友是以上的， 她们可以高根上山下海（不是夸张），高根就如爬山鞋吃地。。。
今天我的眼睛也很累因为女人们试鞋会忽高忽矮，好象在看股市。。。
但我本人喜欢看女人穿高跟鞋，常把腿拉长弄细，但穿不对就很碍眼，我看过有个女的走路时怪怪的好象会一下就瓜柴。。 有的走得象“pai ka”。
有些女人要穿高根但不能（就如我妹），穿上了会被女人isolated, 没一点高度的男人会被intimidated，我家的种会高大些。。。 我有和一个朋友打过赌，如果她可以找到一个11－12码高跟鞋我就穿出街，当然没实现，我连普通鞋子都难找了更何况高跟鞋。。。

黑.白

黑白世界
如果有个黑白的世界，
没颜色，
没声音，
只有黑或白，
坏以好也明显，
没隐藏，
没秘密，
只有黑或白，
对或错不会混浊
没中间，
左或右，
重或轻，
只有黑或白。

Movie day

The 1st day that I don’t need to work I when to midvalley and spend my whole day there alone, watching movies and to the gym… watch Game plan and American Gangster. I have a lot of comment on how the government rate the movies, or maybe is the cinema’s fault I don’t know but there is problem, for Warlords and I m legend they rated it U (umum or suit for every age to watch but hack it is violent), and game plan they rated it 18SG (for violent…) I thought I walk in to the wrong theate… Stupid!

The GAME PLAN

I love this movie it is warm, it is a comedy…
My tears keep sliding off my eyes for this one luckily no one saw it but I don’t really care if anyone sees, what is so weird about it? I m a big cry baby so?? Sue me bah!
All about family love father and daughter love, how a man that love himself so much learn how to love a daughter that he never knew before…
No need to say more about this movie cause I think most people watch ady huh?

American Gangster

This is not just any gangster movie, kinda love it although wai say it is stupid, stupid not because of the story, not the actor he say can see the mic… bah~ but I m too distracted by the story I didn’t notice hahaha.
This is base on a true story, the film stars Denzel Washington who potrays Frank Lucas a real-life heroin kingpin from Harlem who smuggled heroin into the US on American service planes returning from the Vietnam War and Russell Crown portrays Richie Roberts a noble police that don’t take bribe in a dark age for US arm force that attemp to bring down Luca's drug empire.
The movie start form 2 sides, from the gangster side (Frank) and the Police (Richie)… overall it is about how a black man wanted to build up something for himself, for his family and his community but in a different way, at the other end it is a noble cop that wanted a clean town that got sided by his own kind for being good… it is not a movie of shooting here and there booming bla bla… (kinda like “The Opium War or 鸦片战争” in China history) more about it’s story… love it, the only thing I hate about the movie is, it is cut, edited by the government too much that is it not the movie it is, watching it on DVD again...

Now I m waiting for Elizabeth the Golden age

Again about work

Finally my room is presentable to people, before this if bring girl back sure deduct mark 1 a story for another time after the living room is presentable 1st will put on the before and after picture I think people will faint when see the before picture…

This week I m finally free~ free from that low pay work till death job. WAIT don’t judge just yet, sure got people say this young guy can’t take it cause the real world is bla blab la… well after this fact judge again k…

1. My pay is only RM1600 and that only, no OT, no allowance, worst no EPF and I work at an event company…
   
2. Outstations have no allowance just claim back the accommodation and meals.
   
3. Work on holidays no double pay just replacement of leave.
   
4. I m in a production department, and my job description included: setting up during event, move things, flyer boy, casher… to sum it up mostly everything from a technician to a cleaner we need to do.
   
5. After event no need rest, straight back to office to work.
   
6. Did I mention my department has only 2 people?
   
7. All the above I still can live with it but my boss do things that slap her own mouth (always, that’s why I never think good about her), those types of people that can be friend but not work with…
   
8. I work from 9am till 6pm but she don’t like if I go back at 6pm (even if ii have nothing to do), so she like to have meeting at that time…
   

Bah what ever I m now out!!! Hahaha got some photos about the event I do for final at Cheras Pandan Perdana, Peng Hwa restaurent.

the morning before setting up, this time is settle by the contractor cause the setting is too big... before they come I have to go cloze up the road, felt so important for a while there, felt like is my father's road hahaha

before the event

some of the finalist

the winner~

there is a video that I took at genting about the 7 year old dance that I write of last few blog, let you people see how a 7 year old dance like a snake... she is goood~

Finally can online!! So much to update leh~ tomorrow la, damn a lot to do although now finally ended my career, have to now clean the house, keep my stuff, find job… got a chance to watch 2 movies just now talk about it later, a few blogs later write about my new year resolution now sleepy~

About work again

Damn tired, tomorrow we will be having our finale for our event (a talent search event), the children that compete don't looks like their own age, 7 years old she dance I say better than a 17, she walk as if she have boodies... but she is cute and her dance move.. DAMN!!! god level for her age hahaha, I mean mostly kids this age dance cute not sexy. No weekend for me again this week but till 15 I will be away from this company... hey is for my own good, if you know where I m now (a CC at Pandan Perdana), doing what (Sending an art work to a Newspaper) and why (cause the company's server down... for 2 days ady~) well this is not just it.. no need to condemn future nothing good will come from it.. PLUS HAPPY COMING CHINESE NEW YEAR~

悲会走

看着那张熟悉的脸，
没生气的脸，
如生人的脸，
带着微笑的。
我以花代香敬您，
敬那曾经对在生的您，
看躺着冷冰冰的，
以不会说，
不会动，
悲，看着他们的泪。
思念以走了的，
失去了，
悲会走，
安息吧。。。

给敬爱的四姨丈公

No! good luck, don't do it...

After read Oracle’s blog about children and having a chat with my friends about friends getting married, I stand my ground it is not responsible to get into a marriage because or accidents. Event there is Love BY THE MOMENT (unless it is all concretely prove that both are REALLY loving each other). Well many will say this is such bullshit, this is irresponsible, but have anyone thought of it? How will it be if the couple ends up divorce? Where will the kid end up being? With all they felt it is like world war 3 all over for them so is it healthy?

Well mostly people call me a jerk for this, still it all goes back to the girl, if she wanted the baby yes I will go on with her help her in the task etc etc but NO not marriage… if not abortion should be it (don’t really like the idea but… future counts more I think). Well theory is always easier than practical, that’s why kids, use a condom that is the easiest thing to do if you are not so bright… to be more precautions with a condom, shoot outside… but if you are that unlucky (with all the condom and all…) GOOD LUCK will do… 

p/s: if you are scare girls... boys... DON'T DO IT!

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

Kian, Me (got sit on...) Hazel, Wai, SzeYuin, Emily, LikLin, Yiling~ (Still lots of space left... guys gathering on CNY~)

Last night was just fun, although there isn’t much people, food ain’t that great, booze not that much but it is Superb! Lots of catching up, lots of memories from small very small~ and a cake for New Year itself (cake not bad pick by SzeYuin they all 1). Hope everything will be better for all, for all my beloved friends HAPPY NEW YEAR may 2008 be better~ for all… (expecially me.. MUAHAHAHHA) too bad the rest of the gang can't be here... seriously wish you guys are here...

Last Blog of 2007

Early of 2007
I when into my senior year do more assignments and some of it my most satisfy 1, the durex ad is 1 of it… it is a fuss, it is stress but I enjoy it all even the stress, less clubbing, less drinking this year but enjoy it all while doing it…
My final year exhibition, although it is not a total success but still consider ok to go on with, when to a fabulous club – the Luna Bar, miss all the good times…

Mid of 2007
Have my second tattoo on my back.

One of my friends from TAR college got married~ it became a big gathering for us from D1.

Graduated, have the long long holiday again to consider how my life and carrier should go.
The 1st time I done charity work directly with the kids from the children shelter, bonded with some of them.

When to KLPAC for the 1st time and when to my 1st musical – Tunku for the 1st time, thanks to the kids of Ti-Ratana, at every break I have to slightly explain to them what is the scene about but everything is good, is cool! Cause I just love musical~
Knew some cool friends...

End of 2007

Climb Mt. KK enjoy the whole trip! love it love it!

Got my 1st real job (underpaid, and work with 4 hands and 2 head job), resign from it not because I can’t cope, just I can’t stand the boss… find something better (hopefully).

Move out of Cyberjaya (finally), this Christmas have a small Wine dinner party at our place (at Wangsa Maju) love it~ last year celebrate Christmas at Singapore enjoyed it but with the wine and all it compensate. 

This new year eve I m back at Kelantan have a small count down party, better than last year, I bought a bottle of yellow tail (sux) and finish it myself with a beg of chips while watching Star Wars (pathetic)…

This year didn’t really include any real relationship or any that I take it seriously while hope it be better at 2008, cheers and a HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL~

Swastika the symbol of redemption

现在象欧洛格宣战～ 哈哈哈， 这是我在 Second Year 的时候 Design 的，“万” 在亚洲它可是一个神的标字就如十字架一样。。。 但因为第二世界大战 NAZI 把它名声弄臭，余臭万年。。。

多多指教～

more to come...

home sweet home

Never felt so relax in sometime, I m now sitting in my parents room watching a big screen tv and browsing online via wifi~ damn this is something, now clearing my leaves because this company don’t wanna compensate me with cash… oh yea I have resign hahah kinda felt good bout it, but now the problem is I m now jobless sigh well let it be for now, hope for a better 1 to come…





but it took 13 hours to get back on train... sigh~ next time get a plane ticket earlier and faster, the the picture above is taken after I woke up, and I don't know where the hack it is in Kelantan...


My "cat face", just woke up with puffy eyes


Picture taken from my "coffin" window

Oh yea I always call the bed on train “coffin” because it is just the right length for my height… not so comfy to say

2 more movies

Another 2 movies~ well this time didn’t watch it in a roll but 2 days 2 movies hahah, at least this time I have nothing to complain by saying there is so MANY in my list of “wanna watch movies” I m a movie holic… but still there is a lot in the list of “wanna watch movies”. I hate to go to the cinema alone especially watching movies well now it is no more a factor that stop me (good movies are more than a companion… :p), but hack I just got pity by the casher while I m buying my ticket for “I m legend”, “when I say ticket for 1”, he ask me “for 1?” well with that look in his eyes… sigh, I just give him a “so what” smile… (Bleeding inside *sob*)

Picture taken from: http://friendsofdoom.com/gz/img/post/news/2007-06-09-IamLegend_poster_lrg.jpg

I m Legend:
It is seriously a sad movie, not that much actions but quite sentimental for a “biohazard” kind of movie~ love it but leave with a move grey mood from the movies… plus tired from the workout.

Picture taken from: http://www.impawards.com/2007/posters/alvin_and_the_chipmunks.jpg

The next day when for Alvin and the chipmunks:
This brings some childhood memories~ I watch their cartoon before but this is also a good Christmas movie really cheer things up~ cute furry and classic. It is really an antidote after I m Legend, kills the blue. oh yea Jason Lee look damn different from My name is Earl, almost can't recognize him...

Festive Season~ HOHOHO~

Christmas is coming most of the time I hate festive season a lot (exclude Chinese New Year) especially Christmas and Valentine bah, when there is a party I dot mind but mostly the program by that day involve drinking alone at home sigh… what a grey Christmas hahah.. oh yea Merry Christmas...

This week I got the chance to watch 2 movies, Warlords and National Treasure 2: the book of secrets damn cun wei~

Warlords:

(Picture Taken from: http://www.monkeypeaches.com/thewarlords.html)

Sad story, there is always promises, promise to be brothers and live together no matter by happiness or sorrows, to protect each other （什么不求同年同月同日生… 什么扰我兄弟者，必杀之。。。） But in the end… sigh but I do wish I have a bro like 金城武，“大哥是对的”a bro that stand by me always hahaha.

(Picture Taken from: http://blog.ugo.com/images/uploads/national_treasure_2_poster.jpg)
National Treasure:
As usual adventure and brains, this time the concept looks more like tomb raider add on Indianan Jones but overall it is ok, seems like something is missing don’t know what but still like the movie~

Damn there is still a lots of movies I wanted to watch~
Merry Christmas to all and hope I have something to do on Christmas… any program any one?

Prisoner

From a statue you found a prison,
With a guard dog that bark at all cause,
Your complains will only relieve you for a few seconds.
Which one is better?
A cold statue that is a control freak,
At least thee still free,
Or a prison that cold you up cold,
And move you around like a puppet?
We will be here, an island to isolate you for a while,
But what you choose is on your own will,
We have no place to say,
What you choose is on your own will,
And you choose a prison.