动脉

送我家人上机后，心情忽然空了一块，

回家的路上手指一直探索着颈上的动脉，

就为了确认自己是否还活着。。。

一，二，三。。。烦乱的思绪一直打断拍子，简单的数学复杂化了。

过后的事就象车马灯一样的闪，

驾驶都是潜意识在控制，

意识就象不耐烦的小孩一直叫嚷着“到了没！到了没！到了没！”

就在着七月，这不耐烦的小孩哭泣着“不要来。。。还不要。。。我还没准备好。”

残酷的七月还是涌着这以不是小孩的男人一年一年的来。。。

动脉跳动的声音确认了我还活着。。。

活着就要面对涌来的每一年。。。

负到底

最近常翘blog，久久才update一下，但最近实在是太多太多负面的心情，不想箱子里都是负能量的。今天心情负一百，四个小时的信心折磨、心灵创伤、精神虐待等～（我顾客超长气、鸡蛋挑骨头。。）

回到公司时，

公司又地震，我是生存者，

感觉生存者还比牺牲的还要挣扎，挣扎的是上司的无理、无情。。。

以上有些老人家会说：“年轻的～社会就是这样的啦，工作是这样的啦”

老人家们，我知道，我气的是我还要为恶魔工作，要帮恶人抗一箩箩的责任，而他们在繁忙的时候悠闲的放假。。。。

Happy Birthday Mama~

Mama's birthday~!!! mama coming one year more beautiful~ mama I love you, hope that didn't give you any heart ache this year round, i know that what is promise last year is still not there... will work harder... Happy Birthday mama~

撑撑撑

今天我同事在facebook tag我，他写了一段蛮负面的文章述说着他的认真、决心、热血等，他的每段经历直到我们这分工。。。缺乏领导能力的上司、上司的无理、公司经济的动摇，种种因素腐蚀着他开始的认真、决心、热血。。。

我也是带着希望、向着光明的走向这公司，开始的一切一切都是燃烧着热血的，在任的上司把下属像兄弟的看待，直到岳飞(上司)被害（炒），战士们的士气跌到谷底。。。

好彩在谷底还有伯乐的带领，大家都带着“他妈XX的死公司”的心情上班，哪有心情去打战、搏杀？每天给着一定要去上班的理由才肯醒。。。

还要撑多久？！

拥抱

有人说：
拥抱是一个奇特的动作，
明明两人是触碰着的，
但却看不着对方，
那么近的距离有着遥远的差距。。。

Change

Have been staying at my uncle’s for 2 weeks! And today I m finally home (it is hot without aircon). The 1st thing I did is a haircut, 2nd change my bed sheets, 3rd…? Lazy to move any further blog 1st…

Before: I felt this is a little vamparic~

Back to my haircut~ I wanted a drastic change or look, a look that I have long set a side (since secondary school), short! Very short!

After: well this will be the vampire slaver

Now I have some confidence to go shorter~!!! Haha since my dad just shave his head last few days… I m just going with the trend haha

Store up craziness

I keep on wondering what I have miss out of Friday, there something not right for the weekend, some people are not here, some times and slots are not filled.


I thoughts keep on linger on last week when an adhoc gathering surface, 3 friends came from KB for a holiday trip, 1 came back from Beijing to renew her visa… this is something upland and damn really miss it. Late nights, dinner, shopping etc these things have been long gone since all of us start working… but hope dearly that it is just kept quietly in our hearts’ storeroom.

My JD Chocolate!!! Thanks yiling~

@ Pyramid, ice monster~

the traffic light

the BIGday big ice tea

it is MINE!!! buzz off!!!

the birthday girl: "stop fighting I buy you guys one more"

Next gathering, Hari Raya~ back to KB to party!!! Well for those that think “huh? You can party at Kelantan? Do what sitting separately guys and girls and play chockak?” I suggest that you get a chance and go to Kelantan~

累的定义

累死了～
太多太多东西做了
但。。。
还算高兴的，
希望这样的高兴在累的定义上持续下去。。。




累可以的话少有。。。

旅者（Nomad）

其中一个梦想就是拿着吉他（还不会弹），DSLR相机浪迹天涯，
边唱歌赚钱，边拍相，旅程的尾段就形成我们的记忆与歌曲。。。

NOMAD..
曲：Chekyo
词：Chekyo
唱：Chekyo

现在就是如此的希望，730天的倒数。。。