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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Monday, December 31, 2007

Last Blog of 2007

Early of 2007
I when into my senior year do more assignments and some of it my most satisfy 1, the durex ad is 1 of it… it is a fuss, it is stress but I enjoy it all even the stress, less clubbing, less drinking this year but enjoy it all while doing it…
My final year exhibition, although it is not a total success but still consider ok to go on with, when to a fabulous club – the Luna Bar, miss all the good times…

Mid of 2007
Have my second tattoo on my back.

One of my friends from TAR college got married~ it became a big gathering for us from D1.

Graduated, have the long long holiday again to consider how my life and carrier should go.
The 1st time I done charity work directly with the kids from the children shelter, bonded with some of them.

When to KLPAC for the 1st time and when to my 1st musical – Tunku for the 1st time, thanks to the kids of Ti-Ratana, at every break I have to slightly explain to them what is the scene about but everything is good, is cool! Cause I just love musical~
Knew some cool friends...

End of 2007
Climb Mt. KK enjoy the whole trip! love it love it!

Got my 1st real job (underpaid, and work with 4 hands and 2 head job), resign from it not because I can’t cope, just I can’t stand the boss… find something better (hopefully).

Move out of Cyberjaya (finally), this Christmas have a small Wine dinner party at our place (at Wangsa Maju) love it~ last year celebrate Christmas at Singapore enjoyed it but with the wine and all it compensate. 

This new year eve I m back at Kelantan have a small count down party, better than last year, I bought a bottle of yellow tail (sux) and finish it myself with a beg of chips while watching Star Wars (pathetic)…

This year didn’t really include any real relationship or any that I take it seriously while hope it be better at 2008, cheers and a HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL~

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Swastika the symbol of redemption

现在象欧洛格宣战~ 哈哈哈, 这是我在 Second Year 的时候 Design 的,“万” 在亚洲它可是一个神的标字就如十字架一样。。。 但因为第二世界大战 NAZI 把它名声弄臭,余臭万年。。。


more to come...

Saturday, December 29, 2007

home sweet home

Never felt so relax in sometime, I m now sitting in my parents room watching a big screen tv and browsing online via wifi~ damn this is something, now clearing my leaves because this company don’t wanna compensate me with cash… oh yea I have resign hahah kinda felt good bout it, but now the problem is I m now jobless sigh well let it be for now, hope for a better 1 to come…

but it took 13 hours to get back on train... sigh~ next time get a plane ticket earlier and faster, the the picture above is taken after I woke up, and I don't know where the hack it is in Kelantan...

My "cat face", just woke up with puffy eyes

Picture taken from my "coffin" window

Oh yea I always call the bed on train “coffin” because it is just the right length for my height… not so comfy to say

Monday, December 24, 2007

2 more movies

Another 2 movies~ well this time didn’t watch it in a roll but 2 days 2 movies hahah, at least this time I have nothing to complain by saying there is so MANY in my list of “wanna watch movies” I m a movie holic… but still there is a lot in the list of “wanna watch movies”. I hate to go to the cinema alone especially watching movies well now it is no more a factor that stop me (good movies are more than a companion… :p), but hack I just got pity by the casher while I m buying my ticket for “I m legend”, “when I say ticket for 1”, he ask me “for 1?” well with that look in his eyes… sigh, I just give him a “so what” smile… (Bleeding inside *sob*)

Picture taken from: http://friendsofdoom.com/gz/img/post/news/2007-06-09-IamLegend_poster_lrg.jpg

I m Legend:
It is seriously a sad movie, not that much actions but quite sentimental for a “biohazard” kind of movie~ love it but leave with a move grey mood from the movies… plus tired from the workout.

Picture taken from: http://www.impawards.com/2007/posters/alvin_and_the_chipmunks.jpg

The next day when for Alvin and the chipmunks:
This brings some childhood memories~ I watch their cartoon before but this is also a good Christmas movie really cheer things up~ cute furry and classic. It is really an antidote after I m Legend, kills the blue. oh yea Jason Lee look damn different from My name is Earl, almost can't recognize him...

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Festive Season~ HOHOHO~

Christmas is coming most of the time I hate festive season a lot (exclude Chinese New Year) especially Christmas and Valentine bah, when there is a party I dot mind but mostly the program by that day involve drinking alone at home sigh… what a grey Christmas hahah.. oh yea Merry Christmas...

This week I got the chance to watch 2 movies, Warlords and National Treasure 2: the book of secrets damn cun wei~


(Picture Taken from: http://www.monkeypeaches.com/thewarlords.html)

Sad story, there is always promises, promise to be brothers and live together no matter by happiness or sorrows, to protect each other (什么不求同年同月同日生… 什么扰我兄弟者,必杀之。。。) But in the end… sigh but I do wish I have a bro like 金城武,“大哥是对的”a bro that stand by me always hahaha.

(Picture Taken from: http://blog.ugo.com/images/uploads/national_treasure_2_poster.jpg)
National Treasure:
As usual adventure and brains, this time the concept looks more like tomb raider add on Indianan Jones but overall it is ok, seems like something is missing don’t know what but still like the movie~

Damn there is still a lots of movies I wanted to watch~
Merry Christmas to all and hope I have something to do on Christmas… any program any one?

Friday, December 21, 2007


From a statue you found a prison,
With a guard dog that bark at all cause,
Your complains will only relieve you for a few seconds.
Which one is better?
A cold statue that is a control freak,
At least thee still free,
Or a prison that cold you up cold,
And move you around like a puppet?
We will be here, an island to isolate you for a while,
But what you choose is on your own will,
We have no place to say,
What you choose is on your own will,
And you choose a prison.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

My Daemon

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My Daemon...it is a ButterFly am I like this?

Sunday, December 16, 2007



刚才把两位周家大小姐上了飞机飞到日本,好想跟着去, 那晚我们周家把在场的人都得罪了(当然那些人不知道,不然被打成肉饼了)。
这是我三婶常说的“你们周家的嘴巴都好毒”,我们年轻的都把那当做是称赞。。。串功一流。。。 常把不爽的人串起来(通常我们都是人不惹我,我不惹人)但如果不知趣,咱们都会请他吃串烧。。。


  1. 把穿裙的女孩都说成笨笨想不开。。。日本下着雪。。。还穿裙子真的有点想不开。。。
  2. 把来送行的家人说成大题小做。。。一人去,三人送。。。人家第一次嘛。。。
  3. 还有人哭。。。WTF (这我说的) 现在去玩吧了好不好,三个星期。。。真的是第一次。。。出去读书时不知怎样。
  4. 婶婶对我说,扎看下好像我们周家女孩最有看头。。。 the rest 算了吧。。。


Thursday, December 13, 2007


今天天空好像哭过,但又好象发了脾气的黑乌乌的,在回到 Wangsa Maju 轻快铁上看到 KLCC 好像被闹着脾气流着泪的找“人” 出气。。。 KLCC 的灯光在反抗着,没了顶,但没有好点的相机,没有好点的 perspective 轻快铁上太多人了。。。 下了车才有几会。。。但手机的相机就是 limited...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007


Secrets, everyone have their own secrets even the most naïve person have a few skeleton in their closet. There can’t total truth in this world even the most loveable couple, well as they say if they didn’t find out it is always right to the other side that try to keep it.
Sometimes secrets can be dangerous, it bring a couple a part, it crack a family, it can be mysterious, it can be just a joke…
I have build up my closet, it is getting bigger and bigger the bones pilling up, mentally it is kind of tired. But still I didn’t find someone that I want to show to skeletons to maybe bit-by-bit.
If you want to know something maybe you can ask me it depends if I will open the closet or not, but one thing I can confirm if I tell you I might need to kill you…


Lately my blog is quite grey,
My feelings are lately blue,
Work life seems black,
But lately some fresh colors came in,
Mom is here looks pinky,
My cancel leave is uncancel felt baby blue,
I need more green, red, gold, silver...

Saturday, December 08, 2007

is it me?

Lately there isn’t much to express, all but work seems life have turn down the gradient color change towards black and white, Zeek woke up with a banging pain in his head, once he look over to his side there he find himself lying beside with blood like a blanket covering “himself”, “is it me?” he thought with a clam thought, not much horror or fright, everything is clam, is like he have seen it a lot of times. Pick himself up and walk out of the room there is a trail of blood dripping down the hall way. Only a peck of light lit his sight, with the trail of blood he follow, till the end he saw again himself standing there with rage… the other him blow his fist at Zeek... Blank… Zeek woke up with a banging pain in his head, once he look over to his side there he find himself lying beside with blood like a blanket covering “himself”… “is it me?!”

Wednesday, December 05, 2007



最进发了几个怪梦,看到自己在梦里被人打激着。。。悲哀。。。听说梦是事实的向反,有的说是予知,有的说是心理的反应, 太多说法杂乱无章,模糊。。。 是工做?是空虚?反映了自己但,我看不到,迷失了。。。迷失了自己。。。找着旧的自己没长大的自己。。。最近做着自己也不知为何会做的事,迷失了?逃避?是我但不是我。。。我知道的是我要枝酒。

Sunday, December 02, 2007


Last week when to CHILIES one of the my favorite restaurant to dine in, and lately I have come up with the habit of shooting everything I see with my phone (although still wanted a Nikon D80) hahah, new gadget new habit… some of my views while there at the restaurant with my friend.

While I m finishing my meal the manager walk up to us and ask about the food… well you know “how is it… etc” my friend end up bullshitting a bunch about this and that end up the manager send us a complimentary desert – brownie with ice-cream, thank dude and my diet for the night is spoil… well guilty pleasure.

This last picture for the blog is actually a cherry stick, a skill I m still polishing… well believe me or not, it is tide into a knot with my tongue… heheh wanna try?!


刚刚睡醒才发现已惊1200了, 自从做工以来已经好久没睡好了。。。 颓废的生活好舒服~ 希望以后的形期六日都可以着样。。。