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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

arrgh~ frustrated!

Yesterday, I got another interview that I was not proud of, being nervous although I know I can do things better! Much more better than what I have done, basic question answers with shiver, short questions having answers block up in the brain~ damn!!!!
and not enough research!! bang bang(banging head on desk!)

picture taken from http://www.cartoonstock.com/lowres/cgo0246l.jpg

And I just found out that the gastric I lately have is build up by eating too fast, means bad digesting and that build up to be what hurts damn damn damn!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007


The tears of a child drop down,
Just because his play mate is rough,
No because that he misses his family.
Where are they he don’t know anymore,
This is now is home,
Shelter from the cold world.
He needs to learn,
Learn from breaking off the shelter,
Breaking of the shell that is given.
Be strong and learn to be strong,
There is no other than you to protect…

Saturday, July 21, 2007

2007 x 2

2007 2007 they say it is a special day, I won’t be here again… well to me it is big but I go off normally, well it is still not my 25 hahaha, I wanna have a big celebration by then!!!! I must afford a lot by then, one of the birthday wish~ well after 12am I m officially a 23 year old BIG BOY~ yea I m still a child at heart hahaha

a present from SY, wai and jiun~ thax

Monday, July 16, 2007

good luck to myself...

Now I am outside a Starbucks (stealing their line) at Plaza Damas, well I am here for an interview, killing sometime till the interview time. I dunno why but I am damn nervous, well starting of something new after my degree… and still waiting for other reply calling for interview from other company… sigh hope I get something good… wish me luck~

Sunday, July 08, 2007

tag tag

Well now back at Kelantan nothing much to do, but still kinda enjoying the emptiness, have nothing to blog because of this I remember that I have been TAG hahaha (well 3 months late… been tag by X.YUN months ago, a promise is a promise), well here goes nothing…

Game rules:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I may look mean and big but I own a teddy bear… a green 1 I call zombie…

2. I like getting drunk, that why I drink a lot when I can, is fun getting lost in myself, well I done fun things while I m in it, now controlling it hahah…

3. I am to sensitive, man I have to control this, well which ass hole says man can’t cry? Talk to my fist!

4. I m a jealous guy, I envy my friends for having what I don’t but I wish them all the best with all I got, I hate when the girl I date talk about her ex or current well I don’t think any man can cope…

5. Music~ love it; wish to stand on stage to sing to a crowd sometimes.

6. I have too many problems that I wish I didn’t have, but still those problems made me the artist (self-proclaim) I am today hahaha…

7. I love cartoons and comics, well I m still a little kid inside.

8. Stress management…. Hmmm not so good at it, well sometimes alcohol and nicotine helps, as above, let thee be lost in I…

9. Can I say I m shy sometimes? Hahah I can hear people booing at me…

10. Oh one fucking thing I hate myself by is, I need lots and lots of money! Man I am bad at managing money… need to learn how soon!

My tag list…
1. Swing
2. Yiling
4. Xiunuan
5. Mian
6. Sageena

got ppl request to tag hmmm

add raei...

Tuesday, July 03, 2007


Well I m now back to Kelantan again~ you know la back there at KL no money no walk~ plus most of my friends all WORKING, no car some more etc etc so I decided to come back stay home for a week (maybe) and send of resume…

Well before that one of the reason I when back to KL is because one of my friend is now married!!! A wife! Shocking? Neh not for me, seen it a lot of times now this days, but 1 little secret she ain’t pregnant! Just deeply in love~

an early bird picture with the bride and groom before the others come

After some photo section…

We eat!


and bullshit as usual~ hehehe

drink drink~

photo again

and again (this one is more complete, with all the people that came)

after that we jump over to gree box for some fun~
starting from 12am till 4am...

Having fun can be tiring...

Rumor has it, they will be the next… hehehe

When we are not singing... PSP is the THING!

The THING again...

The THING again~

Our mini concert...

Group picture group picture~

Well by the moment it is nostalgic, felt like we are still the same old us, us as in D1 as 3 years before, the period that all of us are bond with each other… miss it, appreciate it…