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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Friday, November 30, 2007


同路的人很多, 但当到目地时才发现自个是孤身独影。
“Dori” 他书挺不错。。。买了两本来看。。。

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Men. Women

There is a few kind of women well the major kind that we can see is categorize in to 2 category, 1 is girls at 15 wanna act like 30 the other one is 30 wanna act like 15… well it is clearly seen mostly in malls, well and some sub category well it all depends on the behavior, the environment etc there is women like witches (crazy mad), fairy (perky), princess (soft), elf (wise) etc, well mostly women act according to their mood (no offence) well this is not said by me, this is heard from a transsexual (woman to man) what he say during the interview…
Well at least men are more consistences on acting in our way; there are 2 major behaviors, the son and the father. Well the father tries to be the MASTER of all being… in a relationship, driving etc but they can be more caring in a sense. The son is a spoil brat that needed caring from maybe their mother or girlfriend, more “me” than others but sometimes they can be cute…
This is just something I thought of lately, but sure they are an org or a prince still can’t define they are good or not (in every sense).

Monday, November 26, 2007

Window Shopping

As I say lately going window shopping is going out to see things that you can’t afford, well they just look back on you with white eye saying buzz of if you can’t take me home, another arrogant way to say it is, if you need to ask how much is it, leave it, you can’t afford it… hahah yea that’s partly true and yes it is the end of the month anxious for my salary to come hahaha, damn tired just got back from Batu Pahat well this is the last out station work I will have for now not till January (not that I know of).

Thursday, November 22, 2007


Again with the flu than come his friends cough and sore throat damn hate them ate them a lot, but too bad me and flu are good fiends for years, I have nose allergies, dust, strong sense (perfume, air purifier etc) can just trigger the sneezing mechanism and it will go on sometimes for days sigh, well being sick can’t eat a lot of stuff but damn I wanted to eat all those in a sudden… felt like a pregnant lady… bah is like what I always say 人永远都是犯践的 means human always like to do what is no good for themselves, well don’t you say “no… not me… no~” well if you say this it is bull shit… everyone does even the hollies man… muahahaha… suck!

well friends take care of your body, germs are every now, well as I say flu is back~ it is a trend

Sunday, November 18, 2007


Just got back from Melaka, and before Melaka I m station at Johor Bharu – Plazza Pelagi for 2 days alone, and the third day my co-workers come, at 1st I thought I will die of boredom there but phew~ I knew some friends then damn cool friends and I never know that I m that attractive to uncles and aunties. 1 of our sponsors give us 600 packs of just box per day (and it keep coming daily for 3 days), when I start giving out free and I really no a cent wanted FREE, no one wants… and they doubt that it is real, when they figure out the “really it is FREE part” they take far more then one… well it comes will plastic begs…

HUMANS ARE THAT GREEDY. There are exceptions…

Well no only one time they came back with plastic, I assume they are bringing it back from the entire neighborhood… no bad but this human behavior kind of shock and disgusted me a little…

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Pain all over

Tooth ache there is a tooth at the back has part of it chip off… sigh, all because of my bad habit crunching ices, I like to bite on ice sigh have to correct this bad habit. There is an invisible stress all over me I don’t know what it is but it ain’t feeling good.

Monday, November 12, 2007

I’m no superman

Well things that is expected can’t be done perfectly well sometimes I can be blame for nor being sharp enough, well lately too tired to be that sharp… one thing I cant stand here is sometimes I m think as a mutant with 3 heads 6 arms that can do 3 or more things in one time! Damn or I have super human speed that finishes things in seconds darn! Well sometimes I do hope I m that…
“Well I know what I’ve been told
U gotta work to feed the soul
But I can’t do this all on my own
No I know
I’m no superman
I’m no superman”
Laslo Bane from his song superman
p.s. you wan that kind quality and speed? pay that kinda money

Thursday, November 08, 2007


好久好久以前在一个树林里住着一个肥蜻蜓就叫它蜓好了。 蜓对住在沼泽里的变色龙 —— 者一见中情,但者对蜓就是不理才,无论蜓做什么都没用, 可怜的蜓怎么试都忘不了。 在这时蜓认识了小蜜蜂 —— 蜂,认为和蜂在一起会让它忘了者。。。 但蜓不知情下对蜂要求与改变,把蜂改变成蜓要的摸样。者没翅膀,蜓就把蜂的翅膀拔掉, 者有四只脚,蜓就把“多余”的脚拔掉。。。 蜂不再是蜂,蜂也不成者。。。

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Another old folk tale

Once a pone time far far away at a village so far away that no one really know about it, and no one really stay there except for 2 friends and their family. The man of 1 family call Razit, him wife pass away not long ago because of sickness. The woman of the other family is Holid, not even she know where her husband have when too, he said to her that he is going to find fortunes when he is back to her. Both of Razit and Holid have 2 sons and daughter, and they have been friends dunno since when…
But one thing about Holid, she doesn’t have the responsible sense and have put her family in starvation when the raining season come, where there is no food to be find and hunt, but she always receive help from Razit her good neighbor, with advice and warning that she have to prepare the next year, but year after year it is still the same.
Till one year, it rain too bad, there is flood and land slide there is not much food left even for Razit’s family, again on the door come Holid for help, this time Razit is piss! He yell at her using the most unbearable words, “fuck off, there is nothing here, I don’t even have enough for my family, fuck off if you still think me as a friend, this is not the 1st time I warn you... and how it end up now? Now fuck off I have nothing more to say to you”.

Well guys what you think the moral of the story tells? Razit is cruel? Or the laziness and ignorance of Holid?

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Love. Like

This is a question I got from a friend’s blog… what is love and what is like? Love like love like what’s the difference? I reply you can like everyone but you can’t love everyone. It is?

Monday, November 05, 2007

Pay day

I just got my pay cheque for a month,
Never guess people will be up sad while receiving their salary…
Sigh… I m wondering how to cover my living with this money, never have this kinda thoughts before, never while I m receiving from my parents… blah start 5 days late in the job my basic have less out RM400… what to do what to do…

Saturday, November 03, 2007


电脑播放着周杰伦 -- 世界末日,