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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Sunday, September 30, 2007

没文化。戒



自个儿 去看电影 —— 色。戒, 好费精神的一部戏但我喜欢~
对观众的评语 —— 没文化, 讲电话的也没小声的意识, 最讨厌的是有人在里头睡觉打呼, 从头打到尾…
There is a lot of distraction while watching this world war 2-era base movie, is all about a group of student that try to make their existence worth for the country, to do something, to kill those that help the Japs other than their own race as what they call traitor to the blood, race and the country… love the movie, love this kind of movie but not this kind of audience… sigh walk out of the theater if anyone find 1 movie boring or not by one’s taste don’t spoil it for the others, not t o say talking in the theater….

Thursday, September 27, 2007

away from the nest

Back to Cyberjaya again bah the sampa of nothing to do, better be rote at Kelantan, well what to do life goes on, Monday have an interview hope it is the last please make it the last sien ady~

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

KK crazy clips

the video as promise b4...
video
pictures from the previous blog i wrote bout KK

Monday, September 24, 2007

life as a road measurer

This is what I call life!! No worries this is such a lazy but still I m not bored of it, well this is Kelantan, heheh if this kinda life for me at KL I will be restless, maybe is because I felt like home here… well it is always my home… even till I have created mine, it is still my home.

p.s. road measurer mostly in chinese here discrib people have nothing better to do, mostly those like me that is on job hunthing ... if you dunno

Sunday, September 23, 2007

My perfect lover

Unlukcy tag by nuan my GOOD cousin~

RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Has to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

8 point of my perfect lover:

1. Must be tall, 170cm at least…
2. Must have at least high B-cup…
3. Fit in all ways, mental and psychical. Adventurous...
4. Must be smart, at least not dump… common sense must have!!!
5. Can be independent when must, and lay on me on the right time…
6. Understanding, can read me like a book…
7. Must have good taste… well if she is with me she should have well taste (hahaha)
8. Must look presentable, special and yet presentable hehehe

Sigh actually I just gave 8 reason why I m still single… *sob*
and in a way I m describing Laura Croft (well if you know who she is)

I don’t mean it but this is the rules of the game… hehehe
Szeyuin (well done write all about wai k! write wat you wan heheh)
Yiling
Raei
Xyun
Hazal

Khankhai
Steven

Thursday, September 20, 2007

tatoos 2

Well just got back yesterday, I m now at Kelantan my bedroom being lazy and relaxing hehehe and thought of doing some design well have to use the skills to prevent rustiness, just got to design 2 more tattoos for 2 friends…


one of the simple 1


this is those what I call 2 in 1...

There is more here, the previous tattoo design… (click here)

Monday, September 17, 2007

KK trip

Brrr... is all I can say, it is damn cold!!! Mt. Kinabalu is damn cold icy hell! Getting near to hypothermia stage but my will power is strong enough hahaha. The company of some friends and the guide keep me focus and manage to reach the peak of Mt. Kinabalu, I was thinking of giving up once we reach 8 KM (0.5 KM to go ), we are so tired and cold that I just feel like jumping down the cliff will be faster to reach ground, but luckily we hold on and keep moving upwards and reach! It will not be the same if I didn’t, I will regret like the others that didn’t manage… my condolence… well at least there is some pictures to see how it looks like hahaha, the rest of the trip at Sabah is just TIRED, once I got down from the mountain I felt like my leg ain’t belong to me, the next thing is I felt pain from my legs to my back, an advice to people that want to go on this adventurous trip, do more exercise! Do more cardio! Go to the gym often if not go jogging often at least 2 months work out!! If not don’t complain after you touch down the ground! Overall from aching and sickness I enjoy the trip a lot!


the 1st meal at Sabah


Departing after our meal from rose cabin (ppl thought that we are couples...)


not going to challenge this... damn cold wei~


the way to the top~


reach dy~ the 1st and 2nd... so call the 3rd taking photo for us... no pride no competition... blah hahaha


the cabin we stay at...




on the peak


nothing els but cold and tired~


after a few hours rest we when straight down another 6KM to land, my walking stick started to crack at the bottom, me and chee siang is the last few to touch down land with a sore feet...


me and sinyong, we are so tired we just slept where we can...


need something to unplug my nose.


at UMS... there is some stupid video that we took (upload later...)


ready to pack and leave, we stay at a back packer logging house call -- north boneo cabin, it is cheap and worth a bunch, with coffee, tea, milo and water free flow, air condition (although not so cooling) they too provide breakfast (the very basic breakfast)


at the airport with szeyuin...


Group photo again at the airport..
from the left Dr. Braman, Stanly, XuejiJun, KarFai, WeiSiang, SinYong...
Second roll, Wai, SzeYuin and YinYu...
well I m holding the camera...


I don't wanna leave...

this trip I have some extraordinary experience...
I know new friends...
I when adventure...
We grew clozer...

There is more on what have happen at szeyuin’s blog… part 1 and part 2 check it out!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Recently

Going to fly tonight to KK yea~! Hahaha at least I can get off the worries for a while, well to be frank I m running away from some stuff now a days but hack I m allow a few chance yea… hahaha, just when to the movie with my cousin, watch knock up, nice but there is too much censorship in it blah~ but still it is a good movie, how a one night stand end up to a rollercoaster ride, well life… after the movie I bring my cousin over to Ti-Ratana to visit the kids hahah still that cute and naughty… well at least I think till now after the trip and going back to KB I have to regroup the messy I have leave behind (temporary)… wish me luck…

Friday, September 07, 2007

Weird factors about mua…

1. Cant sleep without a pillow and a blankie, this 2 combination will let me sleep better, and I will cover myself with the blankie no matter what kind of whether.

2. Have to shower in HOT water! And I mean really hot the last time I check normally 45 Degree C…

3. Love to watch movies, going to theaters (those on stage drama), musical, orchestra and music any (kind), if it is good I will have goose bums all over.

4. Will act childish when I m with my mother… especially when I wanted something hahaha

5. Will sleep talking, my friends that sleep with me said that I will talk mostly every night….

6. Can’t smell certain perfume, refreshener, odor etc it will make me dizzy and sneeze, but there is some colon or perfume that I like…

7. Like to eat orange, but when it is eat inside the car the smell will kill me…

8. I m more daring than you think so don’t dare me doing things, me and my friends share a lolly… think of that hahha

9. Don’t like to eat yam, I think all of every kinda food this is only it… especially yam ice cream yuck! But I eat the yam that is cook at my grandma’s place.

10. Love kids, thought of having a child but still not relation for now…

11. Love weird werid stuff, like art work that is misunderstood, tribal statue, tattoos, piercing etc, talking about weird, I love exotic animals like iguana… and lizard kind of animal and snakes…

12. Hate shaving! It itch!!! But still have to shave that’s why sometime got complain by friends… sometimes 2-3 days I leave it on…

13. One last 1, i have a bunch of weird but damn great friends hahahaha LOVE you guys...

杉 like promise... hehehe so who is weird now??

Thursday, September 06, 2007

tattoos...

I have design some tattoos and one of it is use, all the tattoos represents a name of my friends… see if anyone can guess what is the origin on the tattoos…
Start from the easiest…


This is use...


This have more than you think...


This is simple but not as simple as it is...


A hint if you don’t read Chinese you won’t know it… hahahaha
More to come..

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Fear...

I found out my real true fear, I fear of going into a new stage of life, I don’t know why normally I m adventurous, but before I go on the adventure I will get scared on what will be in front and this always slow me down all the time… like the time I go to college I cloze up a lot not talking to people, I m good a words and speaking, the last time I when to and interview I dunno why I freak out… nervous bah… relationship are part of it, I sometimes do sabotage myself… sigh… now in this stage I feel like I’m in a cross road and dunno well where to go… I feel lost, I always hated this stage this is where I feel like just sitting around, bah thank god in this stage there is still the kids to keep me all to the real world, if not I will be a living zombie which sleep in the morning and wake up at night…

need to get a job!!!! anyone hiring an advertising student???

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Bye...

Yesterday is the last day at T-Ratana, *sob* they have give us a farewell party with entertainment and food, but I m all emotional the whole day, have to keep the tears in when I m there morning well good job done for the whole morning till noon when the ceremony starts…
It start with a dance perform by children under 9 yrs old this is where the “onion” comes in, I m holding it back the 1st few minutes when I look in front of me, sin yong have start crying… with his face showing that he is trying to hold it back obviously he fail… follow on with Nicole that is sitting by my side… damn tears just pour out… and when it comes to our section to sing in the middle of the song I start to cry badly can’t help it sigh although I know I will visit… but still I miss them a lot, there is a few kids that have attach in the 6-7 weeks I m there with them… there is one kid that I draw heroes (batman, superman etc) he hide on a side have his sister to pull me over and hold on to me a start crying while holding my drawing… and I have a kid that start asking why should we go, why can’t you stay… I can’t help it to this event, it have been the most “cryable” day I have, I can be emotional a lot but yesterday is just too much~ a cry baby I m so what?

(Picture upload later…)