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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Monday, June 30, 2008

Growth









Back again to visit~
but this is a short 1,
the girls in a hurry,
most of the kids are not in.
Mostly play with the babies,
Feed them...
play with them..
but they have forget us...
too long didnt come...

Shower


Sin's of men, dirt of men,
lies, deceptions, masked,
masked up in hard cold mask.
Who ever come clean,
come out without Mask(s)?
Sin's that need to be wash,
dirt that need too be cleanse,
who will accept me without a mask?
Sins of men, dirt of men,
the mask(s) of life.

(Men=human)
(Got some help from Photoshop~ hahaha, more work out needed!!)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

纹身



常常在有灵感时就画下我朋友们的名字作为logo (其实是Tattoo来的)
但图中的只有两个用了




第二个~




还蛮高兴的,我的设计就一世留这!!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

结解


始,
一切的开始是否难?
开始后如何知道对?
乱!
思绪像打结的织线,
红蓝绿黄结成一团。
结,
思绪的结是怎么成?
红蓝绿黄结怎么解?
松,
从何解开成团的线?
松开后该选那一个?

Monday, June 23, 2008

Movies Watched!


Lonely isn’t something where there is someone,
Someone that one take for granted,
For granted of her existence.
When this existence is gone,
There is a sudden emptiness,
Every space needed to be fill,
By someone else it seems not right,
Space that use to be her,
The hole in the heart,
That use to be her space.
Lonely isn’t something when there is realize,
Someone that use to be just friend,
Realizing that this is more than friends,
The empty space is filled,
Fill with feelings about her,
Feelings need to be pour out,
Feelings to be her forever prisoner.
It is worst than lonely when the feeling is push back,
To see that the emptiness will be there,
When she is taken away,
The hole seems bigger,
Leaving a bleeding heart,
Struggle to have her back,
Back into the empty heart.

before the made of honor finaly i when for The incredible hulk~


This incredible hulk is quite different from the last one, like this one that the last 1, the ending part seems like 2 man (in an enlarge version) wrestling, remind me of WWF (although I don’t really watch wrestling).
this time it is more logic in ways of physics etc, at least the cloths won't change that fast

the difference~

And again Stan Lee is in the movie again, seems like he love the attentions

Saturday, June 21, 2008

出游

最近在不同的部落格里看到人家出游的照片,
想着几时才到我?
想到处去,
看看世界的宽阔,
看看外人的文化,
听听外语的歌声,
学学陌生的语言,
尝尝特别的味道,
让嗅觉涣然别味,
欣赏异国古风,
欣赏曾经被人唾弃的艺术,
想像我以后的作品会这样吗?
还是被忘?
建立美好的回忆,
增广知识,
让家里的温暖度增加~

回到现实。。。
没钱!杀风景!

Friday, June 20, 2008

Smartly Funny


It has been weeks since my last movie and I can’t wait to dive into the cinema again! Damn this month, there are movies that I wanted to watch lining up! Hancock, Made of honor, Incredible Hulk etc damn I will be damn and… broke.
Tonight me and my ex-class mate + friend + colleague when to Cineleasure for GET SMART! Hahah damn! it is funny! Well Steven Carell really out did himself this time, in my opinion he did a better job comparing it to Evan Almighty (that is a little bit… Yawn~ ).
The whole career path for Maxwell Smart is just a mess yet it work out in a way, accidents turn around and work out as his traps, surprisingly he is a good shooter, and a DAMN dancer too (this part is just killingly funny), and the best part is when he kiss THE ROCK! Damn The Manly man Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock is Kiss by Steve Carell well it is the best scene ever! Really can’t stop laughing!
And the stapler thingie is just OUCH!


Movie trivia: Get Smart use to be an American TV series~

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

受不了!

有时在公共场合上很受不了一些人,为了方便就在次把这些人分成男女来讲,
最受不了女人的
如过懒得剃毛请把它藏起来好不好!我有见过女人腋毛比男人还要茂盛的腿毛都比我的多的~(都流着)女人粗鲁还好,吸烟习惯了,邋遢就受不了,邋遢算了还要装辣妹。。。。 汗
不上不下的~

最受不了男人的
在封闭的地方吸烟!拜托有点脑好不好!

猥亵,对女人猥亵都已经不对了但对男人猥亵还得了?!
有次在蒸汽房里,有快肥油一近来就坐在我以另一个男生的中间,然后就露出他那短小的东西就开始打枪。。。。
我们两越坐越不自在原本想不要理他,但受不了不约而同的就站起来走开(着我也不怪他,都是自己的美色害了自己。。。:p)

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

致妈~


妈生日到了,
人又年轻了,
美了很多,
也因为我们也没了很多。
我妈喜欢她的孩子时髦不可以老土。
中五过后流了个老土头,
妈就天天念,念到我剪了个刺猬头才罢,
但她这儿子也太过头了,
什么都来,还好不吸毒,坏即都有限,
但好的也有限,怎么大了还不能养你老,
还要你操心,让你失望了很多,这里说对不起。
最希望就是看到你在我毕业典礼上骄傲的样,高兴的样。
记得有次去喜宴,你看到我穿着shirt,头发梳得整齐的,笑着说原来你也可以很sophisticated。
哪你大日子,画里就穿给你看咯~
妈生日快乐,虽然儿子不可以在那里,但我爱你~
我会努力的!

p.s. 爸爸节快乐!(没有这里提下等下老爸喝醋):p

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Flooding


Cut budget! this is what our boss came up with on our meeting, well everything is raising like water flooding everyone, suffocating everyone that has middle income, I m one of them! petrol petrol! Normally is pump shell v-power RM79, now normal green shell petrol coz RM95! When I m looking at the price meter, I m yelling in my heart "Stop there, stop there!" and when it stop, I m stun! Now it is my time "Cut Budget!"

Sunday, June 08, 2008

情歌

今天不知为什么,朗朗上口的都是掺碴着90年代的情歌,
应该说悲情的,就这样的唱着,
爱就要爱得值得,错要错得值得,
那错与对,如果错了有些人说,如果爱你是错的那我宁愿不对!
不让我的眼泪陪我,不让你的吻留着余味,
香烟替代了眼泪,陪着我忘了你的吻,是让我想着值得吗?
现代点就想着无情的夜晚,爱在舌尖上打钻,那只是精神上吗?
为了忘了寂寞,为了忘了一个影子,值得吗?
朋友常说为什么你唱的听的都带着伤感?
我说我爱着它们的旋律,
事实是我也不懂,
因为我的多愁善感?
或者因为没了我的眼
唱着唱着,眼泪莫名的流下,
感动自己了吗?
虽然已经学会忘了,但就会有莫名的感觉~

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Arrrgh!

Yesterday the guys call me; they are yuncaing at my fav stall back at Kelantan! Damn laksa! Nasi ayam! Roti bakar! My fav! And they call in 3G to show me the people there, and send me a picture message to show me want they are eating! Damn MISSSSSSSS home soooooo much!


with this text message: Hi Dear.. See what i'm eating? Miss u le...
ish ish!
cause normally we will order this and another Kelantan Laksa (got chance put picture of it) and share~

well I reply them with this pic..

Fridays on Thursday

Today is so call a fun day out accepting work that is, but other than the loads of work it is overall fun! But it is a little bit quiet in the morning thou, cause of some absent of some stuff.
Well the fun really begin after work, dinner is treated by our ACCOUNTS MANAGER~ hahaha, because of the load of commission and bonus (sssshhsshhh don’t tell it out loud), thought of going to some Japanese restaurant but too bad no place~ so at the end we ended up in Fridays.
The food everything is normally Friday like – BIG! The one thing I enjoy is my free frozen margarita (Yea!). After dinner and some chitchat we when browsing around in the curve with our BOSS! Haha damn…
Have some fair in the middle, with my fav iMac (anyone wanna sponsor?) the fun part is we found a big pile of wood,


pile of bricks~


careful there

to be precise a big size jingga, and we kinda attract attention towards us, hahah, well it is kinda heart pumping because it the bricks fall on to our leg~ well I guess no one have a metal leg to compare with the wood brick~


all 35 level without falling!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

12:25 pm

起床:
8:00 am
本来打算起来加把劲运动的,坏习惯赖床。。。
8.15 am
起来洗刷,吃早饭etc etc
10:00 am
到公司~
做做做做做
1:00 pm
午饭
2:00 pm
做做做做做最近负责了几个麻烦的Project超多东西做的,个个都麻烦的,眼花缭乱~ 今天搞顶了一部份,感觉还不错~ 松点。。。
7:00 pm
帮同事庆祝生日后到谷城健身去~
8:15 pm
练了几下忽然打算去上Yoga~ 什么筋都拉松了,人也轻松心情也好些~
10:30 pm
驾车回家~
常常一个人驾车时思绪会乱爆,想很多,问题,提议,如果,何时等~
(两个人驾车的话,淡话,谈心,诉苦,
三个人以上的话,完游戏,吐嘈,辩论~)
11:10 pm
到家时。。。!妈的,隔壁的男朋友又把他的车挡着我的Parking! 在自己家都没Parking说气不气!还好修养够,不然就帮他车Decorate了! 但气就让我朋友早就买好的摇摇冰消了~ 大小孩一个~ :p

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

钟馗







well this is the book i got from the fair~ much more drawings inside all damn cool!

Books and Movies

Last Sunday me and my housemate when to Kl conventional center to get some culture out of the book fair but damn it is swamp by hundreds of people hunting for what they want~ well I m looking for some books but nothing interest me beside this book of Zhong Kui’s drawing, just love it once I saw it, got it browse around a little and the crowed just boo me away.



After a while I ran away from the fair to the cinema (my element, haha) watching Indiana Jones! It is just like what it is, the style of the movie the tone of the film, the wordings on screen is same like what it is 10 years ago, but some how I kinda agree with Mr Lala, it is quite national treasure~ but with it’s own style~
Well a trivia of Indiana Jones, Henry Jones Jr II have a phobia of snake, he is scare of snakes! Well the scene when he almost drown in dry quick sand~
And as the style goes on maybe there will be a Indiana Jones Jr coming well, he now have a son~ there maybe will be more Indiana Jones ledged coming.