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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

鸵鸟

啊~又老一岁了!
走开!不要来!





逃也没用!老人家说打不过他们就顺他们吧(很烂的俗语,一点斗志都没有,因该说是借口!)

来点老土的,2009年新年新希望~
  1. 工作上轨,生活稳定些。。。
  2. 多点回家看长辈,疼多点弟弟妹妹们,有什么不要叫我买,要吃什么不要叫我付钱。。。
  3. 学会收钱,对钱有概念,不要乱花。。。
  4. 买iMac~!(很遥远)
  5. 旅行!最好可以出国~
  6. 女朋友。。。现在算可,最好不要管我太多(绑死那种滚远点)

2009年走慢点。。。要不然还没玩够又要长大了~

Sunday, December 28, 2008

哭穷~


绿色小泽回来了
破产了!!!
这个月太多的节目,太多消费了!
车又要维修。。。
农历新年又要来了。。。
好穷的结尾,
好穷的开头。。。
哇~!!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

莽原的孩子

在莽原上的孩子望着夜空的星,
别人嘴里朗着夜夜想起妈妈的话,
莽原的孩子跟着朗跟着唱,
但妈妈的话没在夜里听到,
妈妈的样子记忆里似影子,
黑漆漆的透明的模糊的。
莽原上来了个伟人,
不计辛苦的收养、帮助莽原的孩子,
给了孩子家、成为他们的父母,
别人嘴里朗着夜夜想起妈妈的话,
莽原的孩子跟着朗跟着唱,
但心想着那伟人的话。

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今天又到了Tiratana一趟,孩子们都再投诉了,“做莫你酱久没有来的?”但很庆幸的他们都还记得,都还很粘人~ 每叫一声泽泽哥哥(念这这gorgor), 心都会甜一下,顿时会到了不须心机的时候,在他们的面前部分的武装都脱下。

晚上就跟着他们到一个function宣传着莽原佛种光明行~
1992年有个伟人到了Malawi成立了这孤儿院收养了将近2000个孤儿,都给他们教育,把佛教带进他们的生活~

他们会念佛经,
会武术、铁头功、气功等~ 真材实料!

一切一切就好像看到少林寺和尚但他们都是非洲土著~

爱没有颜色,没有国界

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他们的福建歌,还唱得比我准~ 反省。。。。

Monday, December 15, 2008

适应 - Day 3

这些当然不是本少爷买的,跟同事借来玩玩~
现在的公司
要打卡,
要穿得正式些,
同事的平均年龄都比较大~
今早说的要适应,这些都是,T.T
忽然很想念我的旧同事们,至少我们已经很Friend了。。。

Well人总要长大!有空喝茶吧~!

Getting Use too -- Day 3

Getting in to character, get up on the game, this is the few things I need to be stressing for a while, this new post is totally new to be in, although I know briefly what is it about but practically it is all new~
Being early in the office, need to drive at least an hour plus to get here damn far!
And now most of the work hurt my other side of the brain, didn’t use the logic part for quite sometime, well I will be off creative for a while, but still it is a passion it will live.
Dunno hack on how to type in Mandarin in this PC, this is another thing I need to get use too… sigh

Saturday, December 06, 2008

好的一步

这几天的梦都绕着我的工作,
一时梦到我一直想进的公司请我,兴高采烈的大势庆祝!再高潮的时候他妈的闹钟响了~
阁天梦到我要走的时候老板留我,加我人工,过后又和我的同事们庆祝,一样的再高兴的时候醒了~

清醒着的我真的走了,老板没留我,找到了我要的工作,奇怪的没有很雀跃,这时没有闹钟来把我叫醒。
下来的一步会是如何?

在我决定走的那天,在轻快铁上遇到我以前的讲师,再我们的谈天里她对我说
“不管下一步对或错,那一步一定是好的,至少你的人生经验比别人多了这一步。”

今天我和公司告别了,这一步没错只是没那么好,至少朋友多了,会的也多了。
下一步会是如何?

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

我又没了睡意,
百叶窗外的路灯也慢慢的暗淡了,
思绪慢慢的平息,
空空洞洞的放空,
想想还是让自己试着睡,
试着慢慢的沉,
沉入也夜的黑,
陷入梦里,
我想那时应该会快乐吧?

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

至死的爱

他头七那天回来了,回来看看我,轻轻的对着我笑、问候着。
这时候我决定了,我要跟他走!走出着几年病魔对我的折磨,走出我对他痛心的思念。
当然他不愿意,与他长久的挣扎辩论后他很不甘愿的点头了。

再他回来的那天,奇怪的没有任何的不舒服,没有任何的疼只有暖暖的感觉,就象十几年前他对我做出承诺时,说会爱我一生一世、说会陪伴我时一样。。。
很多很多的承诺,很气的他在走的那天背叛了所有,背叛了我的爱。。。
但一切都补偿了,就在他回来的那一刻。

他回来的那一天我决定了说再见,我决定跟他,就如当年的誓言,至死都会爱着你。。。



大姨丈公,大姨婆安息小辈们都会过得好,您两老慢走甭担心。。。
对不起没能回去送你们。。。

Friday, November 21, 2008

赤裸裸

在家时会有赤裸的习惯,
半裸全裸怎么裸都可以,
天气热嘛~
我的几位室友都见怪不怪了。
但赤裸的身却有着无形的衣服,
衣服里藏着很多的秘密,
可笑的,
可悲的,
可恨的,
可耻的,
可怕的等。
都不是什么想让别人参于的部分,
谁叫人总喜欢帮别人挂号?
想释放的都被自己锁起来。
人们的说的“坦承相见”赤裸的有机分?坦承得有多真?

Saturday, November 15, 2008

半肥瘦~

妈的!今天有个朋友约了我下个月去郊游,因为一个游戏就问了我的体重(游戏要在100kg下才可以玩)报了体重,他的回应让我很无奈~你几时变酱胖?
老掉 =.=
老兄平常人有去健身的体重都会比平常的重!
所以体重不等于胖!

虽然

最近胖了。。。

看到人家的秃头,怕了。。。

看到人家的肚腩,怕了!

跑步!要跑步!

唉~工作要加时、钱没有、时间没有。。。
变成半肥瘦,小肚腩出来了。。。。悲哀。。。

Friday, November 14, 2008

高原游

最近internet超慢的,加上忙,加上最终的懒~
结果过了两个星期才递起心肝更新。
这是上山冷静的成果~
山上遇到一班奇人异士(三八好玩 :p)
一点冷静都没有,但有一些不可思议的经验,认识了一班疯子(又得罪人了)
其实这是Cari Forum的网聚,不知怎么误打误撞的到了那里。


跳跃系列~



奇人异士

不小心抢到镜头了 :p

是挺好玩的,只是巴士走山路真是要了我的命~!@_@晕~结果搞到更累。。。

P.S. 这是第一次~!

111金马仑网聚


Sunday, November 09, 2008

秃头

常在公车、轻快铁上看到很多差不多30多岁的秃头男人,
看着我天天掉的头发,想起公公、老爸的头就会担心。。。
常听说“十个秃头,九个富。”
哪男人们希望秃头吗?

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

几时? 出头天。

回来的路上忘了开收音机,
脑袋里的声音一直转,
到最后自己都忘了开始想的是什么。
最近对东西都开始麻木了,
压力。。。作为大的压力,
对于他们,我想给的,
对于我,他们期望的,
对于自己,我的野心,
失望的我还做不到。
她问为什么我那么固执?
他问为什么那么不高兴还不走?
梦想我还紧紧的捉着,
手里我着的梦想不知到还可以捉紧吗?
不希望只有紧紧的捉着,
就象猛兽不希望被驯服一样。

Saturday, November 01, 2008

上山

明天上山~

“我需要冷静!”

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

有没有?

男女真的有平等吗?
在拉曼的时候认识了一个女生,
常常在嘴边挂着这句话~
当我们开玩笑说着着是我们男人的事的时候,
就会被指正为性别歧视,
我们没让她时,
就会被指正为没风度,
迟到时的理由,
女人要打扮,
要让她就因为她是女人。
以上几句常被我白眼(就对她而已,不是恶意的,只是太熟了)
我常对她说,
要我把你当成女人就因该有女人的所为,
不要说一个做一个的。
一时说要男女平等,一时又表明女人比男人弱。。。
哪~小姐你想怎样?

Thursday, October 23, 2008

孔雀男

孔雀男形容着现代部分男性,
也可以叫这班人都市型男(型不型不知道啦~)。
这一部分的男士就如孔雀一样爱美爱秀,
脸上涂的东西绝对不比女人少,
(我只有两罐:Toner & Moisturizer)
衣服打扮还比女人挑,
(最近没什么钱衣服少买了)
身材都比女人还会保持,
(健身!健身!健身!健身!)
但这群人可都是直男,
只是把自己爱护得比平常多而已~
有一句可真,
男人也要会保养,不要未老先衰。。。
(我身形以样子都比我原来年纪大,在不保养,后果。。。可怕~)

女人啊~别再堕落了~
还比男人还男人的话可没人要了。。。
男人啊~可要振作了~
比女人还娘的话还得了?就算是娘也要保护女人~

Monday, October 20, 2008

301

第三百零一篇,开办了三年的Box of spill (口水箱子)~
希望第四百篇会比这篇好。。。

Black & White




In between black and white I like to linger,
the truth is always been shown here more than the deceiving colors,
or is all because I haven’t find the color I like to match my true colors?

我的权利

万事起头难,真的他妈的难,
这也在心里记着了,
见到的光似与我捉迷藏,
万事起头难,真的他妈的难,
记着了,但我有我抱怨的权利吧?

Sunday, October 19, 2008

星期六深夜的思绪

星期六的深夜,
没睡意的夜晚,
朋友说我喜欢孤单的感觉,
想想他也说对了。
嘴里哼着的都是悲歌,
呢喃着自己也不晓的事,
黑暗与我融合了,
爱上哀伤,
习惯了曾经厌恶的感觉。
喃喃自语着的诉说,
就只有对着自己开启,
开启关闭已久的心房。
也许爱上了哀伤,
也许习惯了孤独,
喃喃的哼着自己的悲伤,
自己的黑暗。

Sunday, October 12, 2008

登了!

中国报!首页与版尾!明天就会登了!
熬了两个星期的稿终于登了!
十大的精神!
虽然没有第一个排版好看,
没法顾客至上。。。
买了报子在播照片~




Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Fucked


wait... all we do is wait...
time flies...
wait wait wait~
fuck! do things faster!
2145, still waiting...
yea in the office, frustrated...
have something to do is better than sit here doing nothing and fucking WAIT!
what a waste of time.
________________________________________________

2259, raining outside and still waiting...

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0000, reach home, bath, my dinner 2 tablets of Gaviscon (for gastric)

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Broken

Any mechanic? Some fixing needed, badly...

Thursday, October 02, 2008

生活.工作

今天看到了这句,
我们到底是。。。
工作为了生活,
还是,
生活为了工作。
但是大部份的大马人是二者。

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

周润泽

大家小弟本姓周名润泽,
英文名就是平常人都不会发音,
CHEW(这没什么难)RUENN TZER(这可难到很多人),
不要问我为什么酱特别,
爸妈给的理由是以前没有汉语拼音~
就因为难念我在大学/工作就按了RZ(念Zee不是Zat),
酱容易也有人念错.
在网上就贪Raziel的发音和我本名要像所以用了,
Raziel这名是个天使的名字,
但也很多人不会念,
把它念成razor... 天啊我不是剃刀...
Raziel是念Ra..Zell..
看到/听到我的名字后,常问到的问题:你是什么人?什么种族?=.=|||
还有被误认为外国人的经验.
我那里不象马来西亚华人了?!

大家可以叫我:
润泽,
泽,
泽(念这,我小名)
R.Z. (Z念做Zee)
会念的话,我的英文名也ok...
至少不会念要会问, 不要帮我改名。。

周家名字大典:
我们周家是没有什么族谱的,
我这一代开始都是八字算出来的,
象我属火少水名字都是水。。。
有时还蛮为难小孩的缺那几行就再名字里扑,
还好我们不姓金要不然名叫金水木都有可能。。。。
还好我们周家长辈都蛮文艺的~
不然土爆!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

吾忆

吾忆中似有三情,
家、友,其一吾以忘。。。
忆中似有,现无,
寻忆、说、业,
会否得?

Monday, September 22, 2008

味道

小时很怪的常以味道分类,
这是吉隆坡的味道,
这是家的味道,
雨的味道,
老师身上的“蚊油”味,
运动完的汗酸味,
我的枕头味,
在家望着星空的味道。。。

但现在的味都变了,
吉隆坡的味道,
就是污染,就是繁忙,
家的味道很遥远,
雨的味道,
就是塞车,
老师的“蚊油”味,
很奇怪的怀念,
还好枕头是一样的跟了我十年,
星空味没了,
只有高楼乌云。

但有是忽然间有相似的味道,
鼻子会用力的吸,
脑子努力的回想,
嘴角会在这时笑,
犹如回了过去。。。

Saturday, September 20, 2008

乱来~

把民主吃下去拉出来是什么?




屎!这是民主~

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

nostalgia



My GOD~
a friend tag me on facebook with a few old pictures,
when i check it out I m so surprise!
cause i dont have this picture~
and to find out that why everyone look so cute back than?!
this is taken 15 years ago, i think I m 9 years old than~

All naive, all cute, how was it now?
What have time done to us?

light of hope

Anyone know the big guy above?
The one that start with G and end with OD, need to make a deal with him…
Found my light, now I need to search to the source of the light,
Maybe it is a door await maybe a window,
I never know,
Just hope that it is some place for me to walk off hell!
Finger cross~

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Sober

This week I m sober from my thoughts,
Thoughts that have been a burden for the last few weeks,
Thoughts that give me a car accident,
Thoughts that make me insecure,
How long will this sober be?
A week or two I predict,
And back to my over thoughts,
Is it good or bad?
No one can tell, nor myself,
When shall I be awake?
To see thee in the eye of contradicts of my acts,
To see who I m,
To judge, and to awake.
Am I sober?
So I thought I m,
Still my thoughts are still here,
Late night thoughts,
Is like Que Sarah Sarah,
Is it true what ever will be, will be?
Or I have the will and power to bend it?
I just found out, I m in a coma of thoughts,
Wake up!

Sunday, September 07, 2008

雨忆

昨日下了一天惆怅的雨,但心情却比平常放松,
塞着车回家的路上,走到了一个在拉曼时常与朋友塔车的地方,
当时的快乐一幕幕的播,
人总是再一个阶段想着上个的回忆,或下一刻会怎样。
中学时想要更多的自由,但事实是我是个常跑来跑去的野孩子,
考SPM时是多么的向往未来,没束缚。
但到了学院无形的束缚到处都是,考试、关系、自律。。。
这时候就想当年有多好,向往着未来。
工作的时候,包袱束缚越大压力也跟着大。
现在的我也没很喜欢现在,但唯有努力,也向往未来。。。
到家了,窗外的雨还是下得惆怅。。。

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

祸从思出

自己一个人驾车时常胡思乱想~
今天乱出个祸来了,
要到公司时转个弯“砰”一声撞到恶人车,
那车要过Bump时停了下来,
我想错在我,心灰意懒,懒得说话。
车下了两个人,司机与恶人,
恶人没话谈,么“烂”的说话,
开口就要500,
说要报警就要告来告去的。
世上没有假如但还有至少,
至少还有帮我的同事,
至少灰的时候有人伸手,
至少人没事,
但破财,
最后说定拿车去厂估价,
300刮到两痕而已凹都没有,
自己的车600,


独眼残车
去!想多一点咯~“显”

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Kaching~

要学会理财了!
钱 不知道那里出,
乱七八糟~
谁有什么Tips? 什么方法?怎么存钱?!
太没概念了!唉~

Thursday, August 28, 2008

梦里的情书

看完《性爱城市》自己想着,我原来没写过情书,都是过着速食恋爱,来得快去得也快没什么浪漫可谈,遗憾~
不知为什么,心血来潮的想写封情书给未来的她,但又不知何处始,直到看了人鱼球球的文章

致未来的你,

第一次牵起你的手,
触电的感觉让我感受到简单的浪漫,
简单的天天看着你的脸,
记着你的每一刻,
你的一切一切都让我感到温暖。

为你早起弄早餐,
吻你那赖床的脸,
是我的幸福。

心情低落时,
开起钱包看到对我微笑的你,
一切都化无了,
你就象是我的护身符,
我的开心果。

争吵时你气着的样子让我不忍心,
让我心软,
你可爱的样子,
我想是谁看到了都会心软吧?

谢谢你,
你让我有了浪漫,
你让我有了你。

爱你的泽

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Dark

It's all dark and dim,
but like what they say all doors cloze, but still there will be a window open,
I m still waiting,
No I m searching for the light, the window to go out...

Sunday, August 24, 2008

潜水的盒子

Albert把他的link上的我放着“潜水的盒子”
最近的却常潜水,
思绪很乱,
生活、工作、心头乱。。。
想写些事、文、趣。。。

生活、工作有压力、谁没有?
但最辛苦的反而是自己给的压力,
我自己让自己透不过气,
想着想着想让思绪给滚开,
让自己冷静冷静。

我要的难道很难吗?
我要当武官!

街坊不好意思又发牢骚了~

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

大事宣布!



各位街坊来看来买~
小弟与两位大哥”合股“做生意咯~
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I am Stuck in many ways

This are the songs that I play at work, it helps me think and ease the misery of being in this job, when Monday blues kick in, when thing are in a way it not suppose to be, in a way that brings me down the cliff.

I always wonder, I think most people will, how will it felt if I am him to myself, to see my real self from a 3rd person perceptive, how would I be like it those shoe, I m thinking of a change… I hope for 1…


When is still not an option, when what we are is still in process of developing?


This is a comfort, I m stuck to this songs when will my time be? When will people want to be me?

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

夜半

最近夜半三京都精神奕奕的,
是不想睡?
是精神?
已经不知道,
没几年前清楚,
是不是?
要不要?
喜不喜欢?
梦会实现吗?
不清不楚不知,
简单好吗?
简单得不甘,
人本就不简单,
太多的不甘,
太多的梦想,
太多的不堪,
是否还知道?
夜半三京不是精神奕奕,
是发神经~

Saturday, August 09, 2008

不幸

今天一早就打算放了工就到Ti-Ratana走一趟,
还没到公司就收到一个朋友的电话,
“Ti-Ratana火灾烧死了一个小孩,好像是啊Si!”
半信半嶷的到了公司就上新洲的网站上看新闻
看到时心里凉了一半!
个早上啊Si的样子一只的出现在我脑海里。。。

到Ti-Ratana的时候,外面看上去没什么改变,
但里面就一片污漆抹黑,
在佛堂前起了一个暂时的灵位,贴着啊Si的无邪笑脸,跪在她灵前心里想着安息吧~
昨晚小孩们都帮啊Si念经,送她上路,
今天小孩们帮她超度,她火葬了,
无邪的离开了。。。


这里也是他们玩乐与作工课的地方~

其他小孩都平安无恙~
有心人士如果可以伸出一下您的援手的话请到这里查询
电话与地址在那网站里~
没钱的话家里的旧衣服,旧玩具也可以捐出来帮助一点~

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

What I have done

I been traveling lately, that’s why of the long-no-update days, I travel to this tribal village, where the village sing and dance from dawn till fall, they are the most vicious warrior when there is music while they fight, and they though me some of the secrets (what they call JUJU).
The villages is quite cute in sound and characters, one big eye ball as their body~
They are mostly known as Patapon~ the tribe that live in my new PSP hehehe (which I bought it for myself as a birthday present)



The other thing is I m “busy” managing our new shop, 3 boss aka 3 shop keepers Me, Albert and Vincent, we open a new blog about movie reviews~ check us out from our view of life throught movies~ but it is still under construction and renovation, bare with us~

Thursday, July 31, 2008

水果测验

那里玩时看到的,还瞒不错就看看咯~
15/07-25/07:
我是檸檬!

檸檬: 慷慨  /  幽默

認識你的人,
相信一定被你那幽默的性格所吸引,
只要有你的地方,就一定會找到開心的泉源,
而且經常會遇到不同的戀情,
對方大多會被你那風趣的性格所吸引;
對於愛情,你認為合則來,不合則去,
就算多麼喜歡對方,如果互相之間性格不合,
是絕不會拖泥帶水的,對一些人來說,
可能會覺得這樣太沒有人情味,
但在另一方面來看,可以說是愛得瀟洒,
在你內心,最盼望就是能與一個志同道合的人戀愛,
互相之間能自然地走在一起,相處得舒服便最好。

與檸檬拍拖秘訣:
與檸檬的人拍拖,切記不要與她(他)爭辯,
因為檸檬認為自己是舞台上的閃亮星星,
雖說平常的日子風趣幽默,但一旦戀愛,
便希望對方能夠處處為自己著想,要求伴侶很高。


后感:
怪不得都没有女朋友~ 哈哈
都有说中蛮多的

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

梦里的礼物

起床时嘴角微提,
心里想着梦里发生的事,
是最近都没发生的事,
让心里甜了起来。
梦里,
她买了一对情侣哨子,
梦里,
她对着我笑,
梦里,
我不经意的牵起了她的手,
在港边奔跑。
一切就在梦里结束,
只记得她甜蜜的微笑,
她送我的哨子,
且忘了她的脸。。。
爱只在梦里,
醒来面对空洞的心。

Sunday, July 27, 2008

好人坏人?

刚在一家药材店里看到一行字,
“嘴吧脾气不好,心地再好好也不算一个好人”
好妙的一句话,但有点不到点,
这样讲那一路上都是坏人吧?
好人会少之又少。
有时嘴巴坏也不是什么大坏事,
如果坏是因为直的话,那也不算坏吧?
只是没那么得人心而已。
难道嘴巴讲出来的东西都要是好的,赞美的吗?不了。。。
真心的称攒可是好事,但时常的恭维会让人厌恶~
脾气不好也可以是环境的影响,但太坏就要看看那人的修养了,
又不是什么十恶不赦的大事,现在的社会没有害人都算一个好人吧?

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Vincent

Lately I m in love,
I know him before but I love him more and more,
Lately I m in love with Vincent!
His bold yellow and blue color use,
His rebellious way of art,
His misunderstand attitude,
And his madness for friendship and art..



He is praise by Don Mc Lean by this song, which I love a lot!
The mad artist Vincent Van Gogh

Choices~


Either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain
This movie is about choice, choice a hero has to make, to be love as a knight in shining armor or one that helps when is needed, yet being hate by those who needed him. For this he chooses, choose to love and hate, choose to be an outcast, to choose what is right!
As for joker, he seems to be the Satan, to kill, to seduce and to demolish, to bring down knight in shining armor, crush the dark knight into a monster like himself. Every appearance of the joker in the movie comes with a low siren sound echo thought out the city, and it kinda becomes his symphony of death.
Joker in this movie is less off from the traditional joker, he is much more rouge, much more cold blood, much more unexpected… the only similarity he have with the old jokers are they tell cold jokes… Why so serious? Let put a smile on that face!

I rate it a 5 star movie although it ended up sad, but the action is just BRAVO! The time when Batman VS Joker on the street is just superb! Can’t wait for the following sequence, just too bad Heath Leger is dead, I like how he interpret the joker.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

给自己

筹码又曾加了,
一年的筹码,
想想这24年做了什么?
想想24年有什么成绩?
想想要的是什么?
想想得到了什么?
人们说的梦想成真?
成了吗?
会成吗?
一个等到发狂的答案。
好像无息了,
不知道,都装做答案会来得迟,
如此希望着。
朋友家人给的祝福、愿望,
我愿答案的来临,梦想的成真。
祝自己生日快乐~


谢:Wai,韵,蓉,Lam,Emily,Ngek~


我的愿望生日蛋糕~ ”秘密材料“ 的香蕉与巧克力~希望愿望成真!
谢三叔、三婶、暖、洋~ 爱死你们!!!!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

运动!


最近练上Yoga了~
最近除了健身外我的运动就是Yoga与游泳了,人家常问,你酱高一定很常打篮球,Sorry个位,本少爷不喜欢也不会打。。。而且打篮球不会长高!有点常识好不好!
我以前的运动就是这个~



空手道!还是黑带叻~喜


有几个小孩都是我的学生~ 现在都再读大学了。。。真的老了。。。




看到这张时--晕~ 好瘦
这些都是在怡保比赛时拍的,比了赛就道KL读书了~

看到五年前的我有点吓倒~有点被以前的我打击到了!好瘦

Sunday, July 13, 2008

movie!



This use to be the classic story that I use to read during my childhood, but Brendan Fraser makes it different, it is still an adventure movie, story line is still ok to watch, overall the movie is ok to watch but make sure watch it with 3D, without 3D it seems something is missing. Before this I don’t even wanna watch it in the cinema, but it end up ok.



Hell boy 2 this time it goes more towards life, less action compare to Hell Boy (1), story goes more towards struggle, a struggle between a couple, a struggle to follow the rules or break it, a struggle to choose the world or the love one.
Guillermo del Toro directed Pan’s Labyrinth in 2006, and this shadow HellBoy 2 in a lot of way, mostly the character design.
But it seems less action compare to the 1st sequel.



This is a damn sarcastic movie! But I like it! hahahahI love SARCASTIC~
The last part “I m doing something to change my life, what are you doing to yours.” I m stun to that… I tried, and I will keep on trying…
The action is cool, with the classic bullet time scene, Angelina Jolie is still HOT! But she seems slimmer.
It is a change, I WANTED that change.

From all the movies they let me know that I need an Adventure, to Struggle myself away from the daily life routine for a Change!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

头疼

忽然很想抽烟,
很想喝个小酒,
压力来得莫名,
胃痛也因为它,
原因莫名?
可能想得太多,
多得钻牛角尖,
学着不想不烦,
思绪很莫名的,
莫名的打转着,
莫名的想。
思绪安静时想,
上个厕所也想,
洗白白时也想,
开车路上也想。
多愁善感,
是因为思绪烦?
是因为想太多?
是巨蟹座本性?
是因为长大了?
想到头痛。。。

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

战场

我是将军!
我要上战场!
不要在当文官了!
来了的机会,把握了,最后只由命。。。
我宁愿杀敌
都不要上朝廷
为什么自己的命不可以自己来Edit!?

Sunday, July 06, 2008


伦你讨了个字,但汉语的没什么灵感,可能是因为自己还没找到吧?(自己努力点吧。。。)
但番语的就有点头绪哈哈哈~
特别处是,反看正看是一样的~
大家看得出是什么吗?

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Movie movie movie~



This is something different, the style compare to the Hollywood films, but this is something I have read in a British novel. The bloke ran away from a lot of things, from his pregnant wife at her alter, ran away from life’s responsible, ran away from everything until he decide to ran a marathon, to prove himself. I should say it is a touching romantic film.



It’s a bird! It’s a plane! Is… it is…. Drunk Hancock!
He won’t care what people think,
He is the biggest ASS the whole world has.
This is something different, this movie portrait’s super hero in a different way, he is not like superman, manly and handsome, he is not cool like the X-man, he is just a line away from super villain.
And into his life SUPER PR man came in,
He stir up Hancock’s life and from a BIG ASS JERK, he becomes America’s biggest hot hero!
The best part of the show is when Hancock stuff one of the convict into the other convict’s ass! It is hilarious, it is touching, it is not cliché.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Tomorrow

Lately I been asking myself, how will tomorrow be?
Some friend said, tomorrow will be beautiful,
Some said it would be a surprise,
Some said it would be a happy day,
Some said why concern about tomorrow when you have today to worry about.

Today is so call a emotional rollercoaster ride in the morning I m damn confidence, and happy, so call floating up into heaven and in a sudden I fell down in to hell! Cutting half of my confidence, I concern more and more, I thought things through, I became confuse, I m frustrated!

Why can’t everything be in grabs and be in control?
I did my bid, I did my best, not just by my own perception, but others eyes.
But still in some way it is not enough!

Sigh~

I try to safe it, hope it help, now everything lay to faiths hand, I hate it when I know my gamble isn’t in grabs, or my hard works and hope just work out fucked!

It is said, and it is done, hope it does go well~ PLEASE!

I still hope that tomorrow will be good; tomorrow my dreams will come true, tomorrow will be something better than a question mark…

Monday, June 30, 2008

Growth









Back again to visit~
but this is a short 1,
the girls in a hurry,
most of the kids are not in.
Mostly play with the babies,
Feed them...
play with them..
but they have forget us...
too long didnt come...

Shower


Sin's of men, dirt of men,
lies, deceptions, masked,
masked up in hard cold mask.
Who ever come clean,
come out without Mask(s)?
Sin's that need to be wash,
dirt that need too be cleanse,
who will accept me without a mask?
Sins of men, dirt of men,
the mask(s) of life.

(Men=human)
(Got some help from Photoshop~ hahaha, more work out needed!!)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

纹身



常常在有灵感时就画下我朋友们的名字作为logo (其实是Tattoo来的)
但图中的只有两个用了




第二个~




还蛮高兴的,我的设计就一世留这!!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

结解


始,
一切的开始是否难?
开始后如何知道对?
乱!
思绪像打结的织线,
红蓝绿黄结成一团。
结,
思绪的结是怎么成?
红蓝绿黄结怎么解?
松,
从何解开成团的线?
松开后该选那一个?

Monday, June 23, 2008

Movies Watched!


Lonely isn’t something where there is someone,
Someone that one take for granted,
For granted of her existence.
When this existence is gone,
There is a sudden emptiness,
Every space needed to be fill,
By someone else it seems not right,
Space that use to be her,
The hole in the heart,
That use to be her space.
Lonely isn’t something when there is realize,
Someone that use to be just friend,
Realizing that this is more than friends,
The empty space is filled,
Fill with feelings about her,
Feelings need to be pour out,
Feelings to be her forever prisoner.
It is worst than lonely when the feeling is push back,
To see that the emptiness will be there,
When she is taken away,
The hole seems bigger,
Leaving a bleeding heart,
Struggle to have her back,
Back into the empty heart.

before the made of honor finaly i when for The incredible hulk~


This incredible hulk is quite different from the last one, like this one that the last 1, the ending part seems like 2 man (in an enlarge version) wrestling, remind me of WWF (although I don’t really watch wrestling).
this time it is more logic in ways of physics etc, at least the cloths won't change that fast

the difference~

And again Stan Lee is in the movie again, seems like he love the attentions