Getting in to character, get up on the game, this is the few things I need to be stressing for a while, this new post is totally new to be in, although I know briefly what is it about but practically it is all new~ Being early in the office, need to drive at least an hour plus to get here damn far! And now most of the work hurt my other side of the brain, didn’t use the logic part for quite sometime, well I will be off creative for a while, but still it is a passion it will live. Dunno hack on how to type in Mandarin in this PC, this is another thing I need to get use too… sigh
wait... all we do is wait... time flies... wait wait wait~ fuck! do things faster! 2145, still waiting... yea in the office, frustrated... have something to do is better than sit here doing nothing and fucking WAIT! what a waste of time. ________________________________________________
2259, raining outside and still waiting...
0000, reach home, bath, my dinner 2 tablets of Gaviscon (for gastric)
My GOD~ a friend tag me on facebook with a few old pictures, when i check it out I m so surprise! cause i dont have this picture~ and to find out that why everyone look so cute back than?! this is taken 15 years ago, i think I m 9 years old than~
All naive, all cute, how was it now? What have time done to us?
Anyone know the big guy above? The one that start with G and end with OD, need to make a deal with him… Found my light, now I need to search to the source of the light, Maybe it is a door await maybe a window, I never know, Just hope that it is some place for me to walk off hell! Finger cross~
This week I m sober from my thoughts, Thoughts that have been a burden for the last few weeks, Thoughts that give me a car accident, Thoughts that make me insecure, How long will this sober be? A week or two I predict, And back to my over thoughts, Is it good or bad? No one can tell, nor myself, When shall I be awake? To see thee in the eye of contradicts of my acts, To see who I m, To judge, and to awake. Am I sober? So I thought I m, Still my thoughts are still here, Late night thoughts, Is like Que Sarah Sarah, Is it true what ever will be, will be? Or I have the will and power to bend it? I just found out, I m in a coma of thoughts, Wake up!
This are the songs that I play at work, it helps me think and ease the misery of being in this job, when Monday blues kick in, when thing are in a way it not suppose to be, in a way that brings me down the cliff.
I always wonder, I think most people will, how will it felt if I am him to myself, to see my real self from a 3rd person perceptive, how would I be like it those shoe, I m thinking of a change… I hope for 1…
When is still not an option, when what we are is still in process of developing?
This is a comfort, I m stuck to this songs when will my time be? When will people want to be me?
I been traveling lately, that’s why of the long-no-update days, I travel to this tribal village, where the village sing and dance from dawn till fall, they are the most vicious warrior when there is music while they fight, and they though me some of the secrets (what they call JUJU). The villages is quite cute in sound and characters, one big eye ball as their body~ They are mostly known as Patapon~ the tribe that live in my new PSP hehehe (which I bought it for myself as a birthday present)
The other thing is I m “busy” managing our new shop, 3 boss aka 3 shop keepers Me, Albert and Vincent, we open a new blog about movie reviews~ check us out from our view of life throught movies~ but it is still under construction and renovation, bare with us~
Lately I m in love, I know him before but I love him more and more, Lately I m in love with Vincent! His bold yellow and blue color use, His rebellious way of art, His misunderstand attitude, And his madness for friendship and art..
He is praise by Don Mc Lean by this song, which I love a lot! The mad artist Vincent Van Gogh
Either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain This movie is about choice, choice a hero has to make, to be love as a knight in shining armor or one that helps when is needed, yet being hate by those who needed him. For this he chooses, choose to love and hate, choose to be an outcast, to choose what is right! As for joker, he seems to be the Satan, to kill, to seduce and to demolish, to bring down knight in shining armor, crush the dark knight into a monster like himself. Every appearance of the joker in the movie comes with a low siren sound echo thought out the city, and it kinda becomes his symphony of death. Joker in this movie is less off from the traditional joker, he is much more rouge, much more cold blood, much more unexpected… the only similarity he have with the old jokers are they tell cold jokes… Why so serious? Let put a smile on that face!
I rate it a 5 star movie although it ended up sad, but the action is just BRAVO! The time when Batman VS Joker on the street is just superb! Can’t wait for the following sequence, just too bad Heath Leger is dead, I like how he interpret the joker.
This use to be the classic story that I use to read during my childhood, but Brendan Fraser makes it different, it is still an adventure movie, story line is still ok to watch, overall the movie is ok to watch but make sure watch it with 3D, without 3D it seems something is missing. Before this I don’t even wanna watch it in the cinema, but it end up ok.
Hell boy 2 this time it goes more towards life, less action compare to Hell Boy (1), story goes more towards struggle, a struggle between a couple, a struggle to follow the rules or break it, a struggle to choose the world or the love one. Guillermo del Toro directed Pan’s Labyrinth in 2006, and this shadow HellBoy 2 in a lot of way, mostly the character design. But it seems less action compare to the 1st sequel.
This is a damn sarcastic movie! But I like it! hahahahI love SARCASTIC~ The last part “I m doing something to change my life, what are you doing to yours.” I m stun to that… I tried, and I will keep on trying… The action is cool, with the classic bullet time scene, Angelina Jolie is still HOT! But she seems slimmer. It is a change, I WANTED that change.
From all the movies they let me know that I need an Adventure, to Struggle myself away from the daily life routine for a Change!
This is something different, the style compare to the Hollywood films, but this is something I have read in a British novel. The bloke ran away from a lot of things, from his pregnant wife at her alter, ran away from life’s responsible, ran away from everything until he decide to ran a marathon, to prove himself. I should say it is a touching romantic film.
It’s a bird! It’s a plane! Is… it is…. Drunk Hancock! He won’t care what people think, He is the biggest ASS the whole world has. This is something different, this movie portrait’s super hero in a different way, he is not like superman, manly and handsome, he is not cool like the X-man, he is just a line away from super villain. And into his life SUPER PR man came in, He stir up Hancock’s life and from a BIG ASS JERK, he becomes America’s biggest hot hero! The best part of the show is when Hancock stuff one of the convict into the other convict’s ass! It is hilarious, it is touching, it is not cliché.
Lately I been asking myself, how will tomorrow be? Some friend said, tomorrow will be beautiful, Some said it would be a surprise, Some said it would be a happy day, Some said why concern about tomorrow when you have today to worry about.
Today is so call a emotional rollercoaster ride in the morning I m damn confidence, and happy, so call floating up into heaven and in a sudden I fell down in to hell! Cutting half of my confidence, I concern more and more, I thought things through, I became confuse, I m frustrated!
Why can’t everything be in grabs and be in control? I did my bid, I did my best, not just by my own perception, but others eyes. But still in some way it is not enough!
I try to safe it, hope it help, now everything lay to faiths hand, I hate it when I know my gamble isn’t in grabs, or my hard works and hope just work out fucked!
It is said, and it is done, hope it does go well~ PLEASE!
I still hope that tomorrow will be good; tomorrow my dreams will come true, tomorrow will be something better than a question mark…
Back again to visit~ but this is a short 1, the girls in a hurry, most of the kids are not in. Mostly play with the babies, Feed them... play with them.. but they have forget us... too long didnt come...
Lonely isn’t something where there is someone, Someone that one take for granted, For granted of her existence. When this existence is gone, There is a sudden emptiness, Every space needed to be fill, By someone else it seems not right, Space that use to be her, The hole in the heart, That use to be her space. Lonely isn’t something when there is realize, Someone that use to be just friend, Realizing that this is more than friends, The empty space is filled, Fill with feelings about her, Feelings need to be pour out, Feelings to be her forever prisoner. It is worst than lonely when the feeling is push back, To see that the emptiness will be there, When she is taken away, The hole seems bigger, Leaving a bleeding heart, Struggle to have her back, Back into the empty heart.
before the made of honor finaly i when for The incredible hulk~
This incredible hulk is quite different from the last one, like this one that the last 1, the ending part seems like 2 man (in an enlarge version) wrestling, remind me of WWF (although I don’t really watch wrestling). this time it is more logic in ways of physics etc, at least the cloths won't change that fast
And again Stan Lee is in the movie again, seems like he love the attentions