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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Friday, May 30, 2008

玄学

有些玄学师说,当你看到一些画面闪过时,有可能是一些讯息或有妖精上身,那么艺术家,设计师都常常会有画面闪过应该讲我会~ 但那通常都是我的灵感,那应该说我是巫师吗?还是说我全身都是妖怪?
玄学师有道,一些不应该在身上的东西就算对我们有帮助的,时机到了也会成害。那如果把妖怪拿走而带走了灵感,那应该冒这危险?还是每了灵感?
艺术家常做一些不是常人可以接受的,而常人眼里那是疯子所伪。但没有疯子所伪?拿来的艺术?拿来的发泄?拿来的突破?
宁愿当疯子,但世俗的眼光很难顶,很有考验,连一个疯子都难当~

Monday, May 26, 2008

迷信

星期六去捐血时发现马来西亚人的思想还蛮无知的,星期六是去帮我婶婶的同事捐血补回血库,婶婶的一些女同事一听到捐血调头就跑。
这一点我也发现,大马人尤其华人听到捐器官飞都没他快,说是死无全尸,都死了全尸来干吗?一把火烧掉省地。
婶婶也说当她妈妈去世时(我婶是韩国华裔),我堂妹的大舅要他儿子叫一些朋友帮忙抬棺,一约就好几个乐意的,还很卖力的抬,而山东人的棺木不象我们在大马常看到的,传统的厚实古棺,而墓碑是有个窗可以伸手进去摸棺,棺材没动土,也不会腐烂。但有些人就会说什么风水不好,尸体不腐烂会尸化,对后代不好。。。
都不会讲了~ 醒醒好吗?信一些东西没错,但迷信就把东颠倒了~

The Devil's offer

Tonight a choice is made,
Towards the devil’s offer,
The pot of gold,
To say NO towards it,
To decline the offer,
Turn my back to work on rocky mountains,
To work my way towards heaven.
The question is now,
Is the choice done right?
Will I regret?
Some part of me say no but the other sounds unsure,
Pieces of silver shall I earn,
This path shall I choose,
Hope is the path to heaven,
Not the path leading to another hell.
The pot of gold shall wait,
But in heaven it will be.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

童言无忌

故事一:
上会和我家人到Ikea逛逛时看到一对小姐妹推着推车姐姐应该五六岁吧,妹妹应该小她一两岁,一人一辆推车,妹妹超姐姐的车时,就忽来一句“你没执照啊!乱乱割车!”这时候有少少砸到,因为我知道她那句话我知道她哪里学来的。

故事二:
有天我妈到她朋友家做客,朋友的老公与女儿从外面回来,一进门女孩就说“妈妈我们今天酱早回来,因为外面很少笨蛋傻瓜”。

小孩的思想都让父母以身边的所谓大人影响很多,但那些所谓的大人好像都没有让他们知道什么是对的,什么是错的,什么是中间,什么错是应该的,什么对是不应该的~太多太多
可能这就是亚洲家庭的教育吧~
都是“长大就知道了“那你们没有教我们怎么懂呢?

童言无忌,是那里学来的?
大人在小孩前言无忌,就像在小孩面前吸烟一样,那他们吸烟是谁的错?
他们鼻敏感到鼻炎到鼻癌是谁的错?

教小孩前是不是要把自己的教养给培养好?

Friday, May 23, 2008

Here in My Home


come come! new song from Malaysia, this is one of the ting that suddenly let me felt proud to be Malaysian,
and to seen this happen, is one of the things that show me how Malaysia have grow,
well hope that it really have grow, just like this song it grow, Malaysia Boleh (can)! surely boleh but not boleh in a bad way!
Come on Malaysia! Be what you should be! Get up to the standards!
A Malaysian version of "We are the world"!
A Malaysian version of "手牵手"!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

美女猪扒傻傻分不清楚~

有一天与一群朋友在城中谷喝茶,看到一个美女与一个野兽一起,另一个帅哥与恐龙~都会有少少羡慕(妒嫉多一点)。
但从这里我们明白了一个道理,帅哥如果配的是一个平平无奇的女生(那种路上常见到的。。)普通女就会变丑女,加上旁观者的妒嫉心态,没有丑都会变猪头。
美女如果配上平平男,男生的那么一点平平帅的价都没有了,那么普通男就成了野兽。
那如果男女的美色旗鼓相当的话,旁人只有羡慕的份,也可以说是夫妻相。
那么您想当美女/男或野兽/猪扒?
纯脆乱写,请大家见量~

Sin of temptation

I got a letter from the devil,
Which I work for before in hell,
She promise me a pot of gold,
But work must I in hell.
On my way working up to heaven,
Earning nothing but chips of silver,
And here comes the devils offer.
A pot of gold to work in hell?
Shall it be taken?
Shall it be consider?
Or going on climbing,
Earning chips of silver,
Work my way up rocky heaven.
Once a fallen angel,
Is hell my home?
Or shall I be back to heaven?
Temptations of the devil,
Temptations of the pot of gold,
How long would the pot last?
How long will I last in hell?
Is life all about gold?
Or the effort of climbing up with chips of sliver?
Where are the angels?
When the devil is here?
How should path be choose,
Working in hell with a pot of gold,
Shall it be taken?
Shall it be consider?

Monday, May 19, 2008

Back to childhood

Speed racer back than~

Speed Racer NOW!
Yesterday again another visit to the cinema, watching 2 movies with a group of friends, with full expectations… well speed racer is up! Damn it is one of the cartoons that I sit in front of the TV a lot to watch when I was still 5 or 6, some of the movement, colors, character is still fresh in mind and the movie didn’t kill it and it was a blast! The whole movie like Lala say is COLORFUL, the sky is Blue and the cloud is white, the contrast is very clear, the style the people act and fight is just comical, it is funny not cheesy, and the racing will just blow off your minds! I am like a child when I watch this movie.



Second movie will be Narnia, which is also another satisfy movie, it is bigger than the 1st one, graphic is better, story grows, children grows, the white witch is back… Aslan is no where to be seen, and Narnia is facing extinction, what should the kings and queen of old times do? What should children do to face sly grown ups?

想当年

今晚和了几个朋友的女朋友谈天,谈了整晚,看了好多Film 时代的照片,已经好久没如此了,今晚谈了好多想当年,当年的身才(sigh!现在再努力!) 当年的勇事,当年的白目,当年如此如此,都好想念,现在想当年和十年后想当年会是怎样?好不期待(哈哈哈,对长大很没好感,没法~),事实是我好想家!!!但最骄傲的是,想当年的朋友都还在,都是死党都是最撑我的,都是会踩我的,都是我最爱的!!!大家!朋友们很高兴你们都是我的想当年!也是我的现在!现在的希望也成为未来的想当年!

P.S. 星期六的House Warming 成了一个小的Gathering! 好玩!(我在呐喊着)看到你们来真好!没来的好想你们!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

除虫

人祸可怜还是天灾可怕?
人祸都是人类的愚蠢,
祸都是人惹的。
天灾是神的愚弄,
是神的惩罚。
最近卜告做得多,
生死好像家常饭,
但对死者家属又是如何感受?
伤感吧?
那中国那里又如何?
伤感?因该是地狱把,
伤感不在话下,
恐慌度日,担惊受怕,
忐忑的过时辰,
对死者家属又是如何感受?
你能了解吗?
没人能。
或者是人的愚蠢害的,
人把自己的家给害了,
神要把自己的给复原,
把害虫给除了。

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Fogging


星期六放工时,Parking Lot Fogging, 搞到象Biohazard一样,随时好像有变态杀手冲出来杀人一样,很有feel~ 很"激"

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Happy Mama's Day!


Happy mothers day! love you very much mummy~ love you love you love you!!! thanks for everything~
and a very happy mama day to all mama out there!

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Chance and trust

去理发来,我只给我信任的发型师理发,忠心的好处,一他/她了解你要什么,了解你的头发,多个朋友,我有两个发型师(偶尔要外遇下,会有不一样的感觉)。
洗发时,这位小妹妹应该是新的吧?因为都小心翼翼的,但还是会有小出错,功夫也不到,我对自己说给人家机会吧,就如你需要一样。
只不过一个“信”,一个机会,今天在公司真够肚懒,没错都被嫌到好像我的错,就因为我是新人就被一个我们公司的runner(Freelance sales)投诉到我老板那里,最败我是跟她意行事的,无理取闹!妈的!最气还不是这个,而是我老板的行动,他一来就吧我的稿拿掉要我同事做。。。(无话)
最后才知道错不在于我!丢!
还好本少爷脾气收敛了很多,少爷脾气也少了要不然。。。
就希望老板给我多点信任,我今天很肚懒,很失望,就因为信!

p.s. 我发脾气的方法也很对不起我好朋友们,因为气没地方泻时,就打粗话SMS Send 给他们~ 委屈你们了~ 他们也习惯了~

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Iron Man


Last few days I when for the movie Iron man! Damn it sells fast, I bought the ticket a day before and some time slot is sold off. The movie like other Marvels movie is kinda comic like. Just like the style it have on comics, this time Marvels really out do themselves, Robert Downey Jr. really brings Tony Stark on the screen, the character that he have is all shown, the billionaire life style, his realization, and in iron man.
It is quiet cliché who the bad guy is, well that should be find out by people that haven’t watch the movie, a clue for Marvels the bad guys is always around even it is not notice, he / she is always around.
They bring details on to screen making iron man more lively, and I love the robot – dummy which keep on pointing the fire extinguisher towards Tony when he is experiencing on the Irion Man suit. By the way I never recall Tony Stark have that “battery” insert in his chest~
Iron man is just like DC’s Batman, no super power, but a heart to change, with lots of money they build stuff, the hide behind costume and help people. Gwyneth Paltrow is just plain sizzling hot!
Just hope there is a sequel coming out, and the movie on Marvel's Civil War, the story for this is just wicked!

一个小笑话:Iron Man 翻译成华语是烫斗人~ 在荧幕上的翻译也很好笑,坚强的男人~ 什么和什么,不拉刚的~

Bloody Mud

Standing in a bloody mud,
Sinking by the minutes,
Should I struggle to save myself?
Or have myself drown?
Should I reach for someone?
Reach for a hand,
I catch nothing, nothing to safe me,
Still, I should stay, so I won’t go down fast,
This is quick sand you see not a raging sea,
Even sand and water have feelings,
They pull their victims down,
Down into their cold belly.
Standing in a bloody mud,
Should I struggle to sink fast?
Hope that I catch something by the second,
Or still should I stay, sinking by the minutes,
Hoping a hand will come?

Friday, May 02, 2008

谷底深处



现在心情就在谷底深处,好冷好暗。
就开始再一个miss communication,就因为酱就白白花了几个小时,去健身的心情就没了,打个电话回家投恕,连吃晚饭的心情都没了。
我现在已经不知道当年是为什么坚持?兴趣是什么?我现在是为了什么?古人说:“男儿不为五斗米折腰。” 现在人说:“那你等着饿死吧。“
我现在就赚着五斗米,该吗?
当家里给压力时,我就会责命,我没比人差就背了点,要求没很高,就要够。
人比人气死人,这道理我晓,但就是不服!
当以安定了,心情平伏了,一波就泼来,来了就不知所踔~
我很坚强了,但我很想不,梦好像变得很遥远。
真的真的真的不知道了,我的人生才开始就然自己受不了~
外表坚硬的顽墙,就这样哭了,象婴孩般哭了。

Thursday, May 01, 2008

酒鬼~


那个不该喝的?

在家里与几个朋友喝喝小酒~ 喝几杯就红了。尝酒、高谈(邻居们对不起)、论酒、论食等。
没有美女、没有音乐、没有灯光,就简简单单,喝喝小酒~