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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

礼物

每当生日的时候,时时都希望收到一些特别的礼物或记忆。
泽泽(是念“这这”,是我家人叫的小名)小时的礼物都是玩具。。。 除了童年就是童年。。。
第一份从朋友的礼物是在 Form 3,一件紧身衣, 第一条紧身衣,没了,不见了, 但我还记得,它的颜色,款式。。。

第二份是 Form 4 的时后, 一件没袖的 T-Shirt, 第一件这样的衣服,当然当年的我真是他妈的瘦!(衣服在吉兰丹没得拍),这也是她送的第一份礼物。。。

第三份是 Form 5 时到了学校在坐位睡觉的时后塞给我的迷迷糊糊的收下,非常喜欢,用到烂都还收着。。。




第四份是在拉曼读书的时后死党们寄来的,收到卡时眼泪掉下,这年里收到最珍贵的礼物。




第五份是我 D1党的厚礼,一个难忘的生日派对,一个纸黏土做的“润泽头模型”,可爱吧?


第六份是简单的一餐 Pizza Hut,以及天公送的一场雨。。。

第七份是被关在房里一整日。。。一双熊熊的小鞋子和一套床单。。。
熊熊是我的怎样?!


今年的是手琢,有个壁虎的雕刻。


谢谢你们的礼物以记忆。。。希望有更好的更珍贵的。。。
第一次用华语写那么多。。。好累。。。

谢谢伟伦的汉语拼音教导。。。

Sunday, October 28, 2007

我做人爹了!

星期六下了班就到 Ti-Ratana,好久没到那里探望他们了, 到那里看到了一个快要考SPM 但还没真正温习,碎碎念了他一整天, 威胁,利诱,都用了不知进脑没。。。 就好象当年老爸念一样。。。希望吧,希望他能顺利过道这关吧。。。

Monday, October 22, 2007

Hierarchy

For the 1st time I felt that KL is my second home… days at Kuantan is just killing me! Well partly is because of the work the other thing is nothing to do, dunno where to go… going to places like this best that u know where you are going or you have some one that does… wanna be adventurous but too bad no time… blah!
The route back from Kuantan make me felt a little home sick, passing through junctions that leading back home but I need to pass through it to my new life… sometimes when we can be naïve, I hope that we can stay that way always, always back in uniform, won’t have to think of what to where, there are rules to break, class to skip, home work to ditch, tuitions to attend and a few Ringgit as allowance but miraclly compare to now it is always enough…


Hierarchy of needs (Mine…)typo... cant not can


Now my head is like this...

Friday, October 19, 2007

again bout work...

Well today is the second day and 3rd night at Kuantan, this is the 1st working trip experience I have and all I can say is one word – BORING!!! We dunno hack about Kuantan been eating crappy food for this few days, no guide to tell us where to eat… blah and damn little people here at Megamall, dunno what so mega it is… just hope time pass by faster this few days and will be going back to KL at Monday and still have to work… sigh, work life seems like I need to get use to it… well having a day off at Tuesday, no rest then, need to get my IC, my tooth and “something” done… that something will be tell later in time (when it is a success…)
p.s. I m typing this blog in the middle of the mall, watching sinchan too… and chasing flies away…
Anyone with exciting working life than this?? Any? Intro please…

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Praise more

I just found out that what people say will make me uneasy… is not when they are being sarcastic, mocking, scold etc this wont be anything to me (depends on whose talking), well it is quite the opposite, I feel uneasy is when people start to praise or give compliments, hahah it is happy to get those sometimes but some times I just get “shy” damn, well I m not as thick face as I thought…

But the right thing to do will be giving out compliment always, from the heart that is, being a fake will just make things worst well like what I say damn it to hell to those people with thick mask / double face ass… muahahah

Friday, October 12, 2007

Holiday

Wow today KL is really a dead city; there isn’t a car on the road! Well everyone should have flee out of KL back to their home town for Hari Raya… well for a sudden I miss home a lot, the food well there is too much to list down over here (check szeyuin’s blog, she have introduce some Kelantan food) sometime when I hear people speak in Hokkian, there is something that draw me clozer, it felt like home for a while but I don’t think any other people that knows how to speak Hokkian can understand the slang of Kelantan Hokkian hahaha geng leh, like a guy use to say Muar’s Chinese, well we have Kelantan’s Hokkian! And Keantan malay slang hahaha those that think they are good in Malay, well think again… not even a Malay understand Kelateh (Kelantan in Kelantan slang) well this is our heritage… love the place well it is where I m born, and fuck those ignorant people that think so and so of that place hahah, we don’t live on trees, Chinese people do eat pork, we can et liquors if wanted you name it there is it, but I bet some stuff you can even get else where… so think before you speak…

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Stone Age

Phew~ traveling from CyberJaya to Cheras is DAMN tired! Wake up at 0645, wait the bus at 0730 but the bus only comes at 0800 this is the problem… the bus is never on time well I don’t think part of Malaysian are always not on time I hate being late but lately to work I m always late… sorry~ well that’s the thing I hope it will improve sooner or later… system man system~
If it can have it upgrade till the level that s’pore is, well I think it should be good, won’t it? by then it will really decrease jam here and there because of the convenience of public transport… now it is like stone age… sad

Monday, October 08, 2007

Work work~

1st day at the office~ no one in yet excluded Horus and me, nothing much to do but blog on and check some mails hehehe, well things are still hanging but getting better (I hope…), my terms and condition isn’t well settle (I don’t even know my real pay yet), will have to talk to the boss later when they arrive, other from that nothing much is going on in the office. Blah 1 thing I hate the most is traveling!! Damn it is damn damn tiring! Well for one thing I m still staying at CyberJaya! Need to get a replacement and move to KL ASAP! And waiting for my car to come bah~

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Work

Will be starting work in about a few hours~ sigh… well wish me luck need a lot of it… can’t online lately damn line got cut because didn’t pay bill… long story…

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Growing up...

Yesterday when back to Ti-Ratana after 3 weeks not been there, miss them a ton~ damn Upali now know how to walk ady~ sigh I miss all of it, and he didn’t recognize me, sigh…

Monday, October 01, 2007

Love hate relationship


front

and side

Arrrgh having a love hate relationship with my new hairstyle… speechless
Everyone is talking about my hair~ I dunno being an attention catcher is it good or not…
Looks like sakai
Why you go cut like that…
But look cute…
Looks like coconut tree…
No la you so big look more like plam oil…
Lala chai…
Bla bla bla bla………………………
ARRRGH


Picture taken here edited...
Actually I wanted it this way
But well got cut too short become too punk love but sometimes hate conflict….
IT’S CALL PUNK! Not like the above or those not written…

oh by the way I finally got a JOB~ yea a JOB~ and with this hair~~