黯

就是黯寂的思绪，

可能太无聊了吧，

可能就是佳节的到来，

可能已经习惯有人倍,

可能离开了却把影子留下。。。

Maybe

Having my lunch infront of the computer again, eating sandwiches I prepared this morning. Refusing to follow the rest of them for lunch because I really really can’t feel the click… maybe I m the problem… maybe…

I ran across this blog while munching on my tuna sandwich - Another Paper, which a post is talking about anniversary and this reminds me of someone; counting the days that we are together as if the relationship won’t last.

Maybe is me, I didn’t provide enough of security for her to build that confident level.

Maybe she is someone that cherish every moment we have till that she need to celebrate it monthly.

Maybe and all ends in maybe…

天杀的

六人公司都发生的情形。。。

乱思

听着她留下的歌，
思绪拼命的涌出，
淹没了一切一切。。。

Bite me tongue...

There are some phases people will always hang by their mouth…

The one I hate the most is always hang by my boss’s mouth is “is very simple…” to bad he is not the one executing it… if not he will know how simple things is done when plan and how hard things can be execute, do with your hands not your mouth...

What will he know? He pay me to clean up the shit, so bite me tongue…!

Freeze

The time seems like it is freeze at 3o’clock, it doesn’t tick anymore it crawl slower than a tortoise… the things on my plate has partially been clear, there are some other jobs that needed my attention but hack I m just not into it…

Dunno why the fire in me is lesser and lesser… is it me? Is this my forte? Or I m freaking stirring my own freaking mine… yea simple is just not me…

最近

没有一刻是自己，

没有坐下来沉淀的时间，

没有坐下来哭的时间，

没有坐下来发呆的时间。。。

每一刻都是占据着事，

永远忙不完的事，

是好是坏？没人知。。。

至少生活是彩色的，

至少不是孤单的。。。

还蛮怀念自个儿坐在河边看夕阳的时候，

还蛮怀念一伙人坐在海边唱歌的时候。。。

The key to my heart

I don't open my heart to everyone; limited access and it need to be earned.

Too much I kept for myself; too much can’t be accept by people around me.

We are all trouble

We are all trouble… yea the best way is to bla it out to the nearest person in your heart, we can’t just recover in seconds, but yea let’s take it as an adventure ok? At least u know that I m in this bumpy ride with you… maybe in different rides, but my cart is just next to yours until the next turning…

After that turning we won’t know what will happen… you cart might drift away, or you might stay… till then I will be holding your hands, you won’t be alone in your cold cart, my hands will keep you warm until the next turning comes…

她的脚

我妹敲了我的门说：“你回来了，妈都还没看到你的脸”

有少少不好意思，俏皮的到老妈前给她看几眼，“你又阔了！”（我妈就是喜欢我中学时期的瘦猴样）“你吃什么啦！吃到酱胖！”白了她一眼就争论着是壮不是胖等。。。

老妈唠叨了几句就叫到“帮我按脚~”

想想我也好久没帮老妈按摩了， 中学的时候她肩膀酸疼会要我帮忙按、颈睡歪了也会要我按，会按摩也是那时候练出来的~

一屁股坐在老妈面前把她的脚板举起就开始按。。。

老妈的左脚因为拉到筋起了小瘤、她娇小的脚开始干了，筋也浮现了。。。

把我们带大、建立、维持我们的脚、为了我们三个而累了的脚。。。

现在我还给不了什么，就只可以为你按脚，为那为了我们三个伤痕累累的脚按摩。。。

I'm your cuddly bear

Sorry for being clumsy and insensitive…

Sorry that I forget to walk you to your car…

Sorry that I forget to kiss you goodbye…

I say those things not to chase you away, but just simply a thought back of my mind…

We dunno what will happen in the future and I never say the lizard is not you…

I always like personality, special personality, people that are not BORING especially in a relationship… look at my friends, talk to the others and you will know… cause I don’t get into a relationship that easily if not I won’t be single for that long.

Talk to me rather than guessing…

Discuss with me rather assume what I think…

Talk to people who know me rather than, people that guess me and blur your perspective…

I miss you opening the door for me every morning (I knock even though I have my own key).

You are special of cause, if not I won’t bother spending the time… of cause you are my “iguana” and I will always be your cuddly bear until times comes…

乱吠一通

人家的任何评论

每个人都有自己的自由在脸书／部落格上写上任何评论。
每个人也有自由在别人的脸书／部落格上发表任何意见。
写下的评论及意见反应了笔者的智慧与人格，
或聪明或愚蠢见仁见智但狗嘴真的真的吐不出象牙的人还比蠢蛋还糟糕～
哎可怜。。。

Book - Crap

A relationship is like 2 people reading a book.

The phase must be the same; maybe a beat slight difference is tolerable, but one must not be a page or two far away from the other.

If it run off a page or 2 in the beginning it might still be sweet, “I will wait for you” one might say to the other.

When the story comes to the climax and there are still differences, one might be restless of waiting and the other might be tired of running after…

Most of the time the 2 people will lost attention for the book and never finish reading it…

In the office

This is how me and my Group Account Director – Kevin work with together.
Normally when I receive a brief or comment from Kevin I will question and challenge to see if there are other way to execute the job and also to get a better understanding of the discussion. Normally this process of “discussion” will be making Kevin jumping up and down hitting me on my shoulder, squealing “can’t you just listen and not answer back?!” but hey this is a way to learn… it work quite well between us and most of the time we end up laughing non-stop.
This is one of the childish arguments between me and Kevin that end up jokes on me!!
Once he put one of his crumpled name card into my name card holder, I took it out and he put it in saying “can’t you keep on of my name card” of cause I said NO and throw the name card out…
Today I m require to send some DVDs over to the Client’s office, after the DVDs arrive in my office I took out a few name cards put it in to my wallet and drive over to the Client’s. When I reach the Client’s office park my car and took one name card out from my wallet and put it in the pocket in front of my chest, so that I can just grape it and give it to the Client…
When I present my name card to the Client he said “Oh so your name is Kevin” I m confused and replies him “no my name is RZ…” and after that I realize that I gave him Kevin’s name card!!! Kevin has sneaked his name card into my name card holder!!! Damn!!! In front of the client took my wallet out and pass him MY name card, apologize and run back to the office… of cause I call Kevin up (he is in Melacca today) and “compliment him” and all he answer lalalalalala~ :p!!! oh my…

妳。我。他

妳和他的感情会一天比一天来得重，就算不爱了。。
我和妳的感情只会互相伤害，就算我们爱得很深。。
要嘛妳和他，要嘛妳回来，
要我还是他到头来是妳的抉择，
但我要妳知道我没忘了我们的爱。。。

醒醒～！

现今的男女比例（如果没有错的话）是6：4（女：男）换句话说女人的比例比男人多！
奇怪的是为什么我还是单身？！
很多朋友常给的答案：“就因为你挑！要你的你不挑，你选的她不要~”什么你选人人选你的道理。。。

想想看还是不对，女人啊~不应该挑的人是妳们啊！以下是女人不应该挑的4大理由：
1. 男人的比例比女人少
2. 已婚男士已经是一群被放在不可选择区，除非妳们不介意当外面的女人
3. 男人已经不多，你们除了要与其他女人抢之外还要与男同志争
4. 现实一点 ，会为自己的未来打算的女人都会想嫁入豪门吧？要不然嫁个OK有钱的也不错的也不错对不？醒了啦~ ！除非妳手段比别人强或者妳命比别人好，要不然找到一处好人家就好了。。。这是为什么：

• 有钱但年轻的不多，除非妳不介意老男人
• 有钱而是直男的也不多，除非妳不介意多一个姐妹
• 有钱有样的也不多，除非你不介意样貌或则说服他整容

喂！女人！醒了～！！！

一个关于他暗恋着她的故事

他就是如此的害羞，
被嘲笑戏弄的时候脸比番茄还要红；
他喜欢的她就如此的大胆，
常常都是说话做事的那个女孩。
如此的对比却如此的登对，
她也暗暗的喜欢着他。

怎么大胆也好，
毕竟她还是个大姑娘，
她，
一直都等着他的告白；
秒成时，
时成日，
日成月，
月成年，
他还是害羞得开不了口，
但他的付出、
他的爱，
决不输给任何热恋中的恋人。

有一日女孩有了仰慕者 － 一个年轻有为的工厂经理，
毕竟女孩子家需要的是安全感与归属，
虽然心里爱的不是他，
女孩还是跟着他走了，
害羞的他唯有独自伤悲，
默默的祝福。。。

过了一年，
害羞的他得知她的死讯，
她跟了他后也在工厂里工作。
在点货的时候因为工人的疏忽她被货物砸死了。。。

害羞的他去了她的丧礼，
他只能无助的隔着棺材看着她；
他崩溃了，
嚎啕的哭诉着老天的不是，
埋怨着自己的害羞，
假设了千万个如果。。。

但她还是冷冰冰的对着他，
她那慈祥的恋似乎对着他说：“你要好好过活，为了我而活。。。好吗？”

Complexity

I have a friend that asks me:
“Missing someone, loving someone should be a happy thing, but now why is it difficult for me?”

I answer him saying:
“It is difficult because she is not here with you but she has taken over your heart.”

Why should a simple thing be so complicated when it involve emotions and relations? Couldn’t it be as simple as “yes” or “no”? or maybe complexity is the beauty of it?

Lunch Talk Crap

This is a joke that we spoke of a person that the hold group of people just hate, from a non-personal feeling leads to hatred this is how Mr Client roll; this is how influential he can be, even those that don’t deal with him hate his guts I don’t know why…

The below is a crap joke that we crack during lunch; I find it pathetically (for the main character of the joke) funny!

When God is making mankind, Satan requested to try making one himself. God agreed and Satan has his try and he have created Mr. Client, after a while the Satan yell out “Oh damn me! What I have done?!”

Huat~!!!!

Damn cute~!!!!!!

Thanks Kemy for this~!!!

HUAT ar~!!!!!

喵喵发财！

在这里跟大家拜个早年～！！！
恭喜发财！希望虎年事事顺顺利利！！

小青泽来帮你招财进宝！

加油！！！

加油！！！加油！！！加油！！！

chef at home

I have been a “chef at home” for this whole week, cooking dinners for my family during my weeklong holiday (which I enjoyed a lot!), my specialty is cooking pasta and this is one of the dish that is off my sleeve – lasagna with bake photato skin.

mind the plate setting :p

Lasagna

Meat sauce is normal Bolognese sauce, which is a “mixture” of the below:

Beef of Chicken

Tomato Paste

Rose Marry (is a must)

Basil (must)

Onion and garlic

Red Wine Vinegar (optional)

HP sauce

Salt and pepper

And stock (Chicken or beef)

Cheese Sauce:

Butter

Flour

Mozzarella Cheese

Milk

Salt and Pepper

Bake Potato Skin

Clean the potato skin before use, boil if for 5 minutes before use, cut it into half scope part of the potato “meat” out leaving the skin and some part of the “meat” fill it with bacon (in my case I use sausage) season it with salt and pepper and cover it up with enamel cheese, bake it for 10-15minutes (ready when cheese melt and slightly golden…

More pasta dish to come~

请多多指教～