Happy MOOO~ Year

More update to come, sorry for slacking hahaha, HAPPY LUNA NEW YEAR~

the light in the dark

Just after a few minutes I post the last post, one of the boss (an Ausie) came and called me in for a "chat" the 1st thought in mind is I m dying soon… but surprisingly my bosses are damn supportive, he ask me in for a counseling section, just to make sure that I m starting to get use to the company etc, well my confidence boom straight up, at least I know I will suffer but still there is a whole group behind my back backing me up. Well the ass hole loses~!

in the dark

They say being in your comfort zone don’t give you the mileage to go further, well I m now in a deep shit situation (I felt it myself), the unconfortness is way higher than I thought, I don’t feel useful and my confidence is now way low (just for now)! Sigh a long hour working Graphic Designer is way more comfortable… but hack this is the start, my skin will grow thicker eventually, I think it will act as a better amor…hopefully…

I don't want to be a disappointment...

damn comment

Next time I need to plan who the people I call to club with, last Friday I when to Poppy to celebrate a friend’s birthday with a bunch of friends, from my part I call 7 of us 6 guys 1 girls, the other group have 1 guy 10 girls, well it is a wild fun night. Today I when I when dinner with this birthday girl, she told me some comments the other girls gave her for the crazy night, this guy is handsome, this guy is quiet, this guy is blab la bla, when she told me what they say I really don’t know what kind of response to give… the chubby guy… where do the chubby guy live ah? The chubby guy is kinda fun to be with… the CHUBBY GUY! Damn! This (my body) here is 70% build out of muscle!!!! I work out!!! Damn it!!! The CHUBBY GUY!!! Ahh well to them I m really big in size, and yeah the rest of the guys that are there are mostly smaller in size compare to me… I m speechless…

消灭惆怅

2009年第一个夜的惆怅，
2009年第二个夜消灭了，
疯狂烂醉的夜，
暂时把所有搁置一旁，
那晚的快乐导致起身的宿醉。。。
至少晕还是快乐的。。。


还是很没女人缘。。。丢～

2009年的第一晚，

2009年的第一晚，
一样的夜深人静，
一样的辗转难眠，
一样被孤单吞食。
悦耳金曲陪伴着，
轻轻的环绕再耳际，
安慰着太静的夜，
让我少了份孤单。
2009年的第一晚，
想着银行里的存款，
剩这可悲的数字，
一个可能乞丐都多过的数字。。。
2009年的第一晚，
Bob Marley的歌提醒了我，
don't worry be happy，
去年的不如意已过，
今年的未知可怕。。。
但有为朋友说，
有人说，命运，就像被强奸那样，反抗不了，就享受它吧！
如果是这样，我宁愿是强奸者。。。哈哈哈
2009年的第一晚，
晚安了～