Fear...

I found out my real true fear, I fear of going into a new stage of life, I don’t know why normally I m adventurous, but before I go on the adventure I will get scared on what will be in front and this always slow me down all the time… like the time I go to college I cloze up a lot not talking to people, I m good a words and speaking, the last time I when to and interview I dunno why I freak out… nervous bah… relationship are part of it, I sometimes do sabotage myself… sigh… now in this stage I feel like I’m in a cross road and dunno well where to go… I feel lost, I always hated this stage this is where I feel like just sitting around, bah thank god in this stage there is still the kids to keep me all to the real world, if not I will be a living zombie which sleep in the morning and wake up at night…

need to get a job!!!! anyone hiring an advertising student???