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I m what I spill here, 80% truth from the heart, I m who I am with another 20% of secrets I keep to myself... 这里吐的就是80%真实的我,另外20%的秘密建设了真正的我。。。

Friday, November 14, 2008

高原游

最近internet超慢的,加上忙,加上最终的懒~
结果过了两个星期才递起心肝更新。
这是上山冷静的成果~
山上遇到一班奇人异士(三八好玩 :p)
一点冷静都没有,但有一些不可思议的经验,认识了一班疯子(又得罪人了)
其实这是Cari Forum的网聚,不知怎么误打误撞的到了那里。


跳跃系列~



奇人异士

不小心抢到镜头了 :p

是挺好玩的,只是巴士走山路真是要了我的命~!@_@晕~结果搞到更累。。。

P.S. 这是第一次~!

111金马仑网聚


Sunday, November 09, 2008

秃头

常在公车、轻快铁上看到很多差不多30多岁的秃头男人,
看着我天天掉的头发,想起公公、老爸的头就会担心。。。
常听说“十个秃头,九个富。”
哪男人们希望秃头吗?

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

几时? 出头天。

回来的路上忘了开收音机,
脑袋里的声音一直转,
到最后自己都忘了开始想的是什么。
最近对东西都开始麻木了,
压力。。。作为大的压力,
对于他们,我想给的,
对于我,他们期望的,
对于自己,我的野心,
失望的我还做不到。
她问为什么我那么固执?
他问为什么那么不高兴还不走?
梦想我还紧紧的捉着,
手里我着的梦想不知到还可以捉紧吗?
不希望只有紧紧的捉着,
就象猛兽不希望被驯服一样。

Saturday, November 01, 2008

上山

明天上山~

“我需要冷静!”

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

有没有?

男女真的有平等吗?
在拉曼的时候认识了一个女生,
常常在嘴边挂着这句话~
当我们开玩笑说着着是我们男人的事的时候,
就会被指正为性别歧视,
我们没让她时,
就会被指正为没风度,
迟到时的理由,
女人要打扮,
要让她就因为她是女人。
以上几句常被我白眼(就对她而已,不是恶意的,只是太熟了)
我常对她说,
要我把你当成女人就因该有女人的所为,
不要说一个做一个的。
一时说要男女平等,一时又表明女人比男人弱。。。
哪~小姐你想怎样?

Thursday, October 23, 2008

孔雀男

孔雀男形容着现代部分男性,
也可以叫这班人都市型男(型不型不知道啦~)。
这一部分的男士就如孔雀一样爱美爱秀,
脸上涂的东西绝对不比女人少,
(我只有两罐:Toner & Moisturizer)
衣服打扮还比女人挑,
(最近没什么钱衣服少买了)
身材都比女人还会保持,
(健身!健身!健身!健身!)
但这群人可都是直男,
只是把自己爱护得比平常多而已~
有一句可真,
男人也要会保养,不要未老先衰。。。
(我身形以样子都比我原来年纪大,在不保养,后果。。。可怕~)

女人啊~别再堕落了~
还比男人还男人的话可没人要了。。。
男人啊~可要振作了~
比女人还娘的话还得了?就算是娘也要保护女人~

Monday, October 20, 2008

301

第三百零一篇,开办了三年的Box of spill (口水箱子)~
希望第四百篇会比这篇好。。。

Black & White




In between black and white I like to linger,
the truth is always been shown here more than the deceiving colors,
or is all because I haven’t find the color I like to match my true colors?

我的权利

万事起头难,真的他妈的难,
这也在心里记着了,
见到的光似与我捉迷藏,
万事起头难,真的他妈的难,
记着了,但我有我抱怨的权利吧?

Sunday, October 19, 2008

星期六深夜的思绪

星期六的深夜,
没睡意的夜晚,
朋友说我喜欢孤单的感觉,
想想他也说对了。
嘴里哼着的都是悲歌,
呢喃着自己也不晓的事,
黑暗与我融合了,
爱上哀伤,
习惯了曾经厌恶的感觉。
喃喃自语着的诉说,
就只有对着自己开启,
开启关闭已久的心房。
也许爱上了哀伤,
也许习惯了孤独,
喃喃的哼着自己的悲伤,
自己的黑暗。

Sunday, October 12, 2008

登了!

中国报!首页与版尾!明天就会登了!
熬了两个星期的稿终于登了!
十大的精神!
虽然没有第一个排版好看,
没法顾客至上。。。
买了报子在播照片~




Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Fucked


wait... all we do is wait...
time flies...
wait wait wait~
fuck! do things faster!
2145, still waiting...
yea in the office, frustrated...
have something to do is better than sit here doing nothing and fucking WAIT!
what a waste of time.
________________________________________________

2259, raining outside and still waiting...

________________________________________________

0000, reach home, bath, my dinner 2 tablets of Gaviscon (for gastric)

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Broken

Any mechanic? Some fixing needed, badly...

Thursday, October 02, 2008

生活.工作

今天看到了这句,
我们到底是。。。
工作为了生活,
还是,
生活为了工作。
但是大部份的大马人是二者。

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

周润泽

大家小弟本姓周名润泽,
英文名就是平常人都不会发音,
CHEW(这没什么难)RUENN TZER(这可难到很多人),
不要问我为什么酱特别,
爸妈给的理由是以前没有汉语拼音~
就因为难念我在大学/工作就按了RZ(念Zee不是Zat),
酱容易也有人念错.
在网上就贪Raziel的发音和我本名要像所以用了,
Raziel这名是个天使的名字,
但也很多人不会念,
把它念成razor... 天啊我不是剃刀...
Raziel是念Ra..Zell..
看到/听到我的名字后,常问到的问题:你是什么人?什么种族?=.=|||
还有被误认为外国人的经验.
我那里不象马来西亚华人了?!

大家可以叫我:
润泽,
泽,
泽(念这,我小名)
R.Z. (Z念做Zee)
会念的话,我的英文名也ok...
至少不会念要会问, 不要帮我改名。。

周家名字大典:
我们周家是没有什么族谱的,
我这一代开始都是八字算出来的,
象我属火少水名字都是水。。。
有时还蛮为难小孩的缺那几行就再名字里扑,
还好我们不姓金要不然名叫金水木都有可能。。。。
还好我们周家长辈都蛮文艺的~
不然土爆!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

吾忆

吾忆中似有三情,
家、友,其一吾以忘。。。
忆中似有,现无,
寻忆、说、业,
会否得?

Monday, September 22, 2008

味道

小时很怪的常以味道分类,
这是吉隆坡的味道,
这是家的味道,
雨的味道,
老师身上的“蚊油”味,
运动完的汗酸味,
我的枕头味,
在家望着星空的味道。。。

但现在的味都变了,
吉隆坡的味道,
就是污染,就是繁忙,
家的味道很遥远,
雨的味道,
就是塞车,
老师的“蚊油”味,
很奇怪的怀念,
还好枕头是一样的跟了我十年,
星空味没了,
只有高楼乌云。

但有是忽然间有相似的味道,
鼻子会用力的吸,
脑子努力的回想,
嘴角会在这时笑,
犹如回了过去。。。

Saturday, September 20, 2008

乱来~

把民主吃下去拉出来是什么?




屎!这是民主~

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

nostalgia



My GOD~
a friend tag me on facebook with a few old pictures,
when i check it out I m so surprise!
cause i dont have this picture~
and to find out that why everyone look so cute back than?!
this is taken 15 years ago, i think I m 9 years old than~

All naive, all cute, how was it now?
What have time done to us?

light of hope

Anyone know the big guy above?
The one that start with G and end with OD, need to make a deal with him…
Found my light, now I need to search to the source of the light,
Maybe it is a door await maybe a window,
I never know,
Just hope that it is some place for me to walk off hell!
Finger cross~

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Sober

This week I m sober from my thoughts,
Thoughts that have been a burden for the last few weeks,
Thoughts that give me a car accident,
Thoughts that make me insecure,
How long will this sober be?
A week or two I predict,
And back to my over thoughts,
Is it good or bad?
No one can tell, nor myself,
When shall I be awake?
To see thee in the eye of contradicts of my acts,
To see who I m,
To judge, and to awake.
Am I sober?
So I thought I m,
Still my thoughts are still here,
Late night thoughts,
Is like Que Sarah Sarah,
Is it true what ever will be, will be?
Or I have the will and power to bend it?
I just found out, I m in a coma of thoughts,
Wake up!

Sunday, September 07, 2008

雨忆

昨日下了一天惆怅的雨,但心情却比平常放松,
塞着车回家的路上,走到了一个在拉曼时常与朋友塔车的地方,
当时的快乐一幕幕的播,
人总是再一个阶段想着上个的回忆,或下一刻会怎样。
中学时想要更多的自由,但事实是我是个常跑来跑去的野孩子,
考SPM时是多么的向往未来,没束缚。
但到了学院无形的束缚到处都是,考试、关系、自律。。。
这时候就想当年有多好,向往着未来。
工作的时候,包袱束缚越大压力也跟着大。
现在的我也没很喜欢现在,但唯有努力,也向往未来。。。
到家了,窗外的雨还是下得惆怅。。。

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

祸从思出

自己一个人驾车时常胡思乱想~
今天乱出个祸来了,
要到公司时转个弯“砰”一声撞到恶人车,
那车要过Bump时停了下来,
我想错在我,心灰意懒,懒得说话。
车下了两个人,司机与恶人,
恶人没话谈,么“烂”的说话,
开口就要500,
说要报警就要告来告去的。
世上没有假如但还有至少,
至少还有帮我的同事,
至少灰的时候有人伸手,
至少人没事,
但破财,
最后说定拿车去厂估价,
300刮到两痕而已凹都没有,
自己的车600,


独眼残车
去!想多一点咯~“显”

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Kaching~

要学会理财了!
钱 不知道那里出,
乱七八糟~
谁有什么Tips? 什么方法?怎么存钱?!
太没概念了!唉~

Thursday, August 28, 2008

梦里的情书

看完《性爱城市》自己想着,我原来没写过情书,都是过着速食恋爱,来得快去得也快没什么浪漫可谈,遗憾~
不知为什么,心血来潮的想写封情书给未来的她,但又不知何处始,直到看了人鱼球球的文章。

致未来的你,

第一次牵起你的手,
触电的感觉让我感受到简单的浪漫,
简单的天天看着你的脸,
记着你的每一刻,
你的一切一切都让我感到温暖。

为你早起弄早餐,
吻你那赖床的脸,
是我的幸福。

心情低落时,
开起钱包看到对我微笑的你,
一切都化无了,
你就象是我的护身符,
我的开心果。

争吵时你气着的样子让我不忍心,
让我心软,
你可爱的样子,
我想是谁看到了都会心软吧?

谢谢你,
你让我有了浪漫,
你让我有了你。

爱你的泽

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Dark

It's all dark and dim,
but like what they say all doors cloze, but still there will be a window open,
I m still waiting,
No I m searching for the light, the window to go out...

Sunday, August 24, 2008

潜水的盒子

Albert把他的link上的我放着“潜水的盒子”
最近的却常潜水,
思绪很乱,
生活、工作、心头乱。。。
想写些事、文、趣。。。

生活、工作有压力、谁没有?
但最辛苦的反而是自己给的压力,
我自己让自己透不过气,
想着想着想让思绪给滚开,
让自己冷静冷静。

我要的难道很难吗?
我要当武官!

街坊不好意思又发牢骚了~

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

大事宣布!



各位街坊来看来买~
小弟与两位大哥”合股“做生意咯~
大家多多支持!!
我们小店叫做戏谈天下~ click一下就到了~

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I am Stuck in many ways

This are the songs that I play at work, it helps me think and ease the misery of being in this job, when Monday blues kick in, when thing are in a way it not suppose to be, in a way that brings me down the cliff.

I always wonder, I think most people will, how will it felt if I am him to myself, to see my real self from a 3rd person perceptive, how would I be like it those shoe, I m thinking of a change… I hope for 1…


When is still not an option, when what we are is still in process of developing?


This is a comfort, I m stuck to this songs when will my time be? When will people want to be me?

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

夜半

最近夜半三京都精神奕奕的,
是不想睡?
是精神?
已经不知道,
没几年前清楚,
是不是?
要不要?
喜不喜欢?
梦会实现吗?
不清不楚不知,
简单好吗?
简单得不甘,
人本就不简单,
太多的不甘,
太多的梦想,
太多的不堪,
是否还知道?
夜半三京不是精神奕奕,
是发神经~

Saturday, August 09, 2008

不幸

今天一早就打算放了工就到Ti-Ratana走一趟,
还没到公司就收到一个朋友的电话,
“Ti-Ratana火灾烧死了一个小孩,好像是啊Si!”
半信半嶷的到了公司就上新洲的网站上看新闻,
看到时心里凉了一半!
个早上啊Si的样子一只的出现在我脑海里。。。

到Ti-Ratana的时候,外面看上去没什么改变,
但里面就一片污漆抹黑,
在佛堂前起了一个暂时的灵位,贴着啊Si的无邪笑脸,跪在她灵前心里想着安息吧~
昨晚小孩们都帮啊Si念经,送她上路,
今天小孩们帮她超度,她火葬了,
无邪的离开了。。。


这里也是他们玩乐与作工课的地方~

其他小孩都平安无恙~
有心人士如果可以伸出一下您的援手的话请到这里查询
电话与地址在那网站里~
没钱的话家里的旧衣服,旧玩具也可以捐出来帮助一点~

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

What I have done

I been traveling lately, that’s why of the long-no-update days, I travel to this tribal village, where the village sing and dance from dawn till fall, they are the most vicious warrior when there is music while they fight, and they though me some of the secrets (what they call JUJU).
The villages is quite cute in sound and characters, one big eye ball as their body~
They are mostly known as Patapon~ the tribe that live in my new PSP hehehe (which I bought it for myself as a birthday present)



The other thing is I m “busy” managing our new shop, 3 boss aka 3 shop keepers Me, Albert and Vincent, we open a new blog about movie reviews~ check us out from our view of life throught movies~ but it is still under construction and renovation, bare with us~

Thursday, July 31, 2008

水果测验

到源那里玩时看到的,还瞒不错就看看咯~
15/07-25/07:
我是檸檬!

檸檬: 慷慨  /  幽默

認識你的人,
相信一定被你那幽默的性格所吸引,
只要有你的地方,就一定會找到開心的泉源,
而且經常會遇到不同的戀情,
對方大多會被你那風趣的性格所吸引;
對於愛情,你認為合則來,不合則去,
就算多麼喜歡對方,如果互相之間性格不合,
是絕不會拖泥帶水的,對一些人來說,
可能會覺得這樣太沒有人情味,
但在另一方面來看,可以說是愛得瀟洒,
在你內心,最盼望就是能與一個志同道合的人戀愛,
互相之間能自然地走在一起,相處得舒服便最好。

與檸檬拍拖秘訣:
與檸檬的人拍拖,切記不要與她(他)爭辯,
因為檸檬認為自己是舞台上的閃亮星星,
雖說平常的日子風趣幽默,但一旦戀愛,
便希望對方能夠處處為自己著想,要求伴侶很高。


后感:
怪不得都没有女朋友~ 哈哈
都有说中蛮多的
。

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

梦里的礼物

起床时嘴角微提,
心里想着梦里发生的事,
是最近都没发生的事,
让心里甜了起来。
梦里,
她买了一对情侣哨子,
梦里,
她对着我笑,
梦里,
我不经意的牵起了她的手,
在港边奔跑。
一切就在梦里结束,
只记得她甜蜜的微笑,
她送我的哨子,
且忘了她的脸。。。
爱只在梦里,
醒来面对空洞的心。

Sunday, July 27, 2008

好人坏人?

刚在一家药材店里看到一行字,
“嘴吧脾气不好,心地再好好也不算一个好人”
好妙的一句话,但有点不到点,
这样讲那一路上都是坏人吧?
好人会少之又少。
有时嘴巴坏也不是什么大坏事,
如果坏是因为直的话,那也不算坏吧?
只是没那么得人心而已。
难道嘴巴讲出来的东西都要是好的,赞美的吗?不了。。。
真心的称攒可是好事,但时常的恭维会让人厌恶~
脾气不好也可以是环境的影响,但太坏就要看看那人的修养了,
又不是什么十恶不赦的大事,现在的社会没有害人都算一个好人吧?

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Vincent

Lately I m in love,
I know him before but I love him more and more,
Lately I m in love with Vincent!
His bold yellow and blue color use,
His rebellious way of art,
His misunderstand attitude,
And his madness for friendship and art..



He is praise by Don Mc Lean by this song, which I love a lot!
The mad artist Vincent Van Gogh

Choices~


Either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain
This movie is about choice, choice a hero has to make, to be love as a knight in shining armor or one that helps when is needed, yet being hate by those who needed him. For this he chooses, choose to love and hate, choose to be an outcast, to choose what is right!
As for joker, he seems to be the Satan, to kill, to seduce and to demolish, to bring down knight in shining armor, crush the dark knight into a monster like himself. Every appearance of the joker in the movie comes with a low siren sound echo thought out the city, and it kinda becomes his symphony of death.
Joker in this movie is less off from the traditional joker, he is much more rouge, much more cold blood, much more unexpected… the only similarity he have with the old jokers are they tell cold jokes… Why so serious? Let put a smile on that face!

I rate it a 5 star movie although it ended up sad, but the action is just BRAVO! The time when Batman VS Joker on the street is just superb! Can’t wait for the following sequence, just too bad Heath Leger is dead, I like how he interpret the joker.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

给自己

筹码又曾加了,
一年的筹码,
想想这24年做了什么?
想想24年有什么成绩?
想想要的是什么?
想想得到了什么?
人们说的梦想成真?
成了吗?
会成吗?
一个等到发狂的答案。
好像无息了,
不知道,都装做答案会来得迟,
如此希望着。
朋友家人给的祝福、愿望,
我愿答案的来临,梦想的成真。
祝自己生日快乐~


谢:Wai,韵,蓉,Lam,Emily,Ngek~


我的愿望生日蛋糕~ ”秘密材料“ 的香蕉与巧克力~希望愿望成真!
谢三叔、三婶、暖、洋~ 爱死你们!!!!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

运动!


最近练上Yoga了~
最近除了健身外我的运动就是Yoga与游泳了,人家常问,你酱高一定很常打篮球,Sorry个位,本少爷不喜欢也不会打。。。而且打篮球不会长高!有点常识好不好!
我以前的运动就是这个~



空手道!还是黑带叻~喜


有几个小孩都是我的学生~ 现在都再读大学了。。。真的老了。。。




看到这张时--晕~ 好瘦!
这些都是在怡保比赛时拍的,比了赛就道KL读书了~

看到五年前的我有点吓倒~有点被以前的我打击到了!好瘦!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

movie!



This use to be the classic story that I use to read during my childhood, but Brendan Fraser makes it different, it is still an adventure movie, story line is still ok to watch, overall the movie is ok to watch but make sure watch it with 3D, without 3D it seems something is missing. Before this I don’t even wanna watch it in the cinema, but it end up ok.



Hell boy 2 this time it goes more towards life, less action compare to Hell Boy (1), story goes more towards struggle, a struggle between a couple, a struggle to follow the rules or break it, a struggle to choose the world or the love one.
Guillermo del Toro directed Pan’s Labyrinth in 2006, and this shadow HellBoy 2 in a lot of way, mostly the character design.
But it seems less action compare to the 1st sequel.



This is a damn sarcastic movie! But I like it! hahahahI love SARCASTIC~
The last part “I m doing something to change my life, what are you doing to yours.” I m stun to that… I tried, and I will keep on trying…
The action is cool, with the classic bullet time scene, Angelina Jolie is still HOT! But she seems slimmer.
It is a change, I WANTED that change.

From all the movies they let me know that I need an Adventure, to Struggle myself away from the daily life routine for a Change!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

头疼

忽然很想抽烟,
很想喝个小酒,
压力来得莫名,
胃痛也因为它,
原因莫名?
可能想得太多,
多得钻牛角尖,
学着不想不烦,
思绪很莫名的,
莫名的打转着,
莫名的想。
思绪安静时想,
上个厕所也想,
洗白白时也想,
开车路上也想。
多愁善感,
是因为思绪烦?
是因为想太多?
是巨蟹座本性?
是因为长大了?
想到头痛。。。

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

战场

我是将军!
我要上战场!
不要在当文官了!
来了的机会,把握了,最后只由命。。。
我宁愿杀敌,
都不要上朝廷!
为什么自己的命不可以自己来Edit!?

Sunday, July 06, 2008

字


伦你讨了个字,但汉语的没什么灵感,可能是因为自己还没找到吧?(自己努力点吧。。。)
但番语的就有点头绪哈哈哈~
特别处是,反看正看是一样的~
大家看得出是什么吗?

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Movie movie movie~



This is something different, the style compare to the Hollywood films, but this is something I have read in a British novel. The bloke ran away from a lot of things, from his pregnant wife at her alter, ran away from life’s responsible, ran away from everything until he decide to ran a marathon, to prove himself. I should say it is a touching romantic film.



It’s a bird! It’s a plane! Is… it is…. Drunk Hancock!
He won’t care what people think,
He is the biggest ASS the whole world has.
This is something different, this movie portrait’s super hero in a different way, he is not like superman, manly and handsome, he is not cool like the X-man, he is just a line away from super villain.
And into his life SUPER PR man came in,
He stir up Hancock’s life and from a BIG ASS JERK, he becomes America’s biggest hot hero!
The best part of the show is when Hancock stuff one of the convict into the other convict’s ass! It is hilarious, it is touching, it is not cliché.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Tomorrow

Lately I been asking myself, how will tomorrow be?
Some friend said, tomorrow will be beautiful,
Some said it would be a surprise,
Some said it would be a happy day,
Some said why concern about tomorrow when you have today to worry about.

Today is so call a emotional rollercoaster ride in the morning I m damn confidence, and happy, so call floating up into heaven and in a sudden I fell down in to hell! Cutting half of my confidence, I concern more and more, I thought things through, I became confuse, I m frustrated!

Why can’t everything be in grabs and be in control?
I did my bid, I did my best, not just by my own perception, but others eyes.
But still in some way it is not enough!

Sigh~

I try to safe it, hope it help, now everything lay to faiths hand, I hate it when I know my gamble isn’t in grabs, or my hard works and hope just work out fucked!

It is said, and it is done, hope it does go well~ PLEASE!

I still hope that tomorrow will be good; tomorrow my dreams will come true, tomorrow will be something better than a question mark…

Monday, June 30, 2008

Growth









Back again to visit~
but this is a short 1,
the girls in a hurry,
most of the kids are not in.
Mostly play with the babies,
Feed them...
play with them..
but they have forget us...
too long didnt come...

Shower


Sin's of men, dirt of men,
lies, deceptions, masked,
masked up in hard cold mask.
Who ever come clean,
come out without Mask(s)?
Sin's that need to be wash,
dirt that need too be cleanse,
who will accept me without a mask?
Sins of men, dirt of men,
the mask(s) of life.

(Men=human)
(Got some help from Photoshop~ hahaha, more work out needed!!)

Thursday, June 26, 2008

纹身



常常在有灵感时就画下我朋友们的名字作为logo (其实是Tattoo来的)
但图中的只有两个用了




第二个~




还蛮高兴的,我的设计就一世留这!!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

结解


始,
一切的开始是否难?
开始后如何知道对?
乱!
思绪像打结的织线,
红蓝绿黄结成一团。
结,
思绪的结是怎么成?
红蓝绿黄结怎么解?
松,
从何解开成团的线?
松开后该选那一个?

Monday, June 23, 2008

Movies Watched!


Lonely isn’t something where there is someone,
Someone that one take for granted,
For granted of her existence.
When this existence is gone,
There is a sudden emptiness,
Every space needed to be fill,
By someone else it seems not right,
Space that use to be her,
The hole in the heart,
That use to be her space.
Lonely isn’t something when there is realize,
Someone that use to be just friend,
Realizing that this is more than friends,
The empty space is filled,
Fill with feelings about her,
Feelings need to be pour out,
Feelings to be her forever prisoner.
It is worst than lonely when the feeling is push back,
To see that the emptiness will be there,
When she is taken away,
The hole seems bigger,
Leaving a bleeding heart,
Struggle to have her back,
Back into the empty heart.

before the made of honor finaly i when for The incredible hulk~


This incredible hulk is quite different from the last one, like this one that the last 1, the ending part seems like 2 man (in an enlarge version) wrestling, remind me of WWF (although I don’t really watch wrestling).
this time it is more logic in ways of physics etc, at least the cloths won't change that fast

the difference~

And again Stan Lee is in the movie again, seems like he love the attentions

Saturday, June 21, 2008

出游

最近在不同的部落格里看到人家出游的照片,
想着几时才到我?
想到处去,
看看世界的宽阔,
看看外人的文化,
听听外语的歌声,
学学陌生的语言,
尝尝特别的味道,
让嗅觉涣然别味,
欣赏异国古风,
欣赏曾经被人唾弃的艺术,
想像我以后的作品会这样吗?
还是被忘?
建立美好的回忆,
增广知识,
让家里的温暖度增加~

回到现实。。。
没钱!杀风景!

Friday, June 20, 2008

Smartly Funny


It has been weeks since my last movie and I can’t wait to dive into the cinema again! Damn this month, there are movies that I wanted to watch lining up! Hancock, Made of honor, Incredible Hulk etc damn I will be damn and… broke.
Tonight me and my ex-class mate + friend + colleague when to Cineleasure for GET SMART! Hahah damn! it is funny! Well Steven Carell really out did himself this time, in my opinion he did a better job comparing it to Evan Almighty (that is a little bit… Yawn~ ).
The whole career path for Maxwell Smart is just a mess yet it work out in a way, accidents turn around and work out as his traps, surprisingly he is a good shooter, and a DAMN dancer too (this part is just killingly funny), and the best part is when he kiss THE ROCK! Damn The Manly man Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock is Kiss by Steve Carell well it is the best scene ever! Really can’t stop laughing!
And the stapler thingie is just OUCH!


Movie trivia: Get Smart use to be an American TV series~

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

受不了!

有时在公共场合上很受不了一些人,为了方便就在次把这些人分成男女来讲,
最受不了女人的:
如过懒得剃毛请把它藏起来好不好!我有见过女人腋毛比男人还要茂盛的腿毛都比我的多的~(都流着)女人粗鲁还好,吸烟习惯了,邋遢就受不了,邋遢算了还要装辣妹。。。。 汗
不上不下的~

最受不了男人的:
在封闭的地方吸烟!拜托有点脑好不好!

猥亵,对女人猥亵都已经不对了但对男人猥亵还得了?!
有次在蒸汽房里,有快肥油一近来就坐在我以另一个男生的中间,然后就露出他那短小的东西就开始打枪。。。。
我们两越坐越不自在原本想不要理他,但受不了不约而同的就站起来走开(着我也不怪他,都是自己的美色害了自己。。。:p)

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

致妈~


妈生日到了,
人又年轻了,
美了很多,
也因为我们也没了很多。
我妈喜欢她的孩子时髦不可以老土。
中五过后流了个老土头,
妈就天天念,念到我剪了个刺猬头才罢,
但她这儿子也太过头了,
什么都来,还好不吸毒,坏即都有限,
但好的也有限,怎么大了还不能养你老,
还要你操心,让你失望了很多,这里说对不起。
最希望就是看到你在我毕业典礼上骄傲的样,高兴的样。
记得有次去喜宴,你看到我穿着shirt,头发梳得整齐的,笑着说原来你也可以很sophisticated。
哪你大日子,画里就穿给你看咯~
妈生日快乐,虽然儿子不可以在那里,但我爱你~
我会努力的!

p.s. 爸爸节快乐!(没有这里提下等下老爸喝醋):p

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Flooding


Cut budget! this is what our boss came up with on our meeting, well everything is raising like water flooding everyone, suffocating everyone that has middle income, I m one of them! petrol petrol! Normally is pump shell v-power RM79, now normal green shell petrol coz RM95! When I m looking at the price meter, I m yelling in my heart "Stop there, stop there!" and when it stop, I m stun! Now it is my time "Cut Budget!"

Sunday, June 08, 2008

情歌

今天不知为什么,朗朗上口的都是掺碴着90年代的情歌,
应该说悲情的,就这样的唱着,
爱就要爱得值得,错要错得值得,
那错与对,如果错了有些人说,如果爱你是错的那我宁愿不对!
不让我的眼泪陪我,不让你的吻留着余味,
香烟替代了眼泪,陪着我忘了你的吻,是让我想着值得吗?
现代点就想着无情的夜晚,爱在舌尖上打钻,那只是精神上吗?
为了忘了寂寞,为了忘了一个影子,值得吗?
朋友常说为什么你唱的听的都带着伤感?
我说我爱着它们的旋律,
事实是我也不懂,
因为我的多愁善感?
或者因为没了我的眼?
唱着唱着,眼泪莫名的流下,
感动自己了吗?
虽然已经学会忘了,但就会有莫名的感觉~

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Arrrgh!

Yesterday the guys call me; they are yuncaing at my fav stall back at Kelantan! Damn laksa! Nasi ayam! Roti bakar! My fav! And they call in 3G to show me the people there, and send me a picture message to show me want they are eating! Damn MISSSSSSSS home soooooo much!


with this text message: Hi Dear.. See what i'm eating? Miss u le...
ish ish!
cause normally we will order this and another Kelantan Laksa (got chance put picture of it) and share~

well I reply them with this pic..

Fridays on Thursday

Today is so call a fun day out accepting work that is, but other than the loads of work it is overall fun! But it is a little bit quiet in the morning thou, cause of some absent of some stuff.
Well the fun really begin after work, dinner is treated by our ACCOUNTS MANAGER~ hahaha, because of the load of commission and bonus (sssshhsshhh don’t tell it out loud), thought of going to some Japanese restaurant but too bad no place~ so at the end we ended up in Fridays.
The food everything is normally Friday like – BIG! The one thing I enjoy is my free frozen margarita (Yea!). After dinner and some chitchat we when browsing around in the curve with our BOSS! Haha damn…
Have some fair in the middle, with my fav iMac (anyone wanna sponsor?) the fun part is we found a big pile of wood,


pile of bricks~


careful there

to be precise a big size jingga, and we kinda attract attention towards us, hahah, well it is kinda heart pumping because it the bricks fall on to our leg~ well I guess no one have a metal leg to compare with the wood brick~


all 35 level without falling!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

12:25 pm

起床:
8:00 am
本来打算起来加把劲运动的,坏习惯赖床。。。
8.15 am
起来洗刷,吃早饭etc etc
10:00 am
到公司~
做做做做做
1:00 pm
午饭
2:00 pm
做做做做做最近负责了几个麻烦的Project超多东西做的,个个都麻烦的,眼花缭乱~ 今天搞顶了一部份,感觉还不错~ 松点。。。
7:00 pm
帮同事庆祝生日后到谷城健身去~
8:15 pm
练了几下忽然打算去上Yoga~ 什么筋都拉松了,人也轻松心情也好些~
10:30 pm
驾车回家~
常常一个人驾车时思绪会乱爆,想很多,问题,提议,如果,何时等~
(两个人驾车的话,淡话,谈心,诉苦,
三个人以上的话,完游戏,吐嘈,辩论~)
11:10 pm
到家时。。。!妈的,隔壁的男朋友又把他的车挡着我的Parking! 在自己家都没Parking说气不气!还好修养够,不然就帮他车Decorate了! 但气就让我朋友早就买好的摇摇冰消了~ 大小孩一个~ :p

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

钟馗







well this is the book i got from the fair~ much more drawings inside all damn cool!

Books and Movies

Last Sunday me and my housemate when to Kl conventional center to get some culture out of the book fair but damn it is swamp by hundreds of people hunting for what they want~ well I m looking for some books but nothing interest me beside this book of Zhong Kui’s drawing, just love it once I saw it, got it browse around a little and the crowed just boo me away.



After a while I ran away from the fair to the cinema (my element, haha) watching Indiana Jones! It is just like what it is, the style of the movie the tone of the film, the wordings on screen is same like what it is 10 years ago, but some how I kinda agree with Mr Lala, it is quite national treasure~ but with it’s own style~
Well a trivia of Indiana Jones, Henry Jones Jr II have a phobia of snake, he is scare of snakes! Well the scene when he almost drown in dry quick sand~
And as the style goes on maybe there will be a Indiana Jones Jr coming well, he now have a son~ there maybe will be more Indiana Jones ledged coming.